HE finally showed me the purpose of his plan

Throughout the whole of SAM i juz couldn't figure out y my abba father put me here..... I mean i thought he would do wats best for me.... worst still i failed my first common test for spec maths and considerin i left an awesome bio class all for spec maths and Mr. WOon of coz :)
I struggled to gain the mood to study the ability to discipline... gosh my whole life was in a mess....
Grades droppin... grades that i'd never obtain durin high school.....
and i've finally realised that i lacked the strength from God...
All the time i keep thinking gosh i'm lazy so perhaps that's why.....
I really felt bad scoring a stringful of crap...
I wasn't devoted to studying...i couldn't care bout my future...
after all i din know wat i wanna do where i wanna go.... usual lousy excuses......
Then i joined the 40 days of prayer and fasting din know why at first mayb coz i was to desperate for his love, desperate to feel his closeness.....
then i discovered that i'd fast so that he'd show me the light to my future....
He recently blessed me with pretty marks for spec maths :) more than the inverse of my first ct for spec maths lol it's true that i can do all things through christ who strengthens me...
Today though it juz struck me... that he did put me where i belong :) with all the iteration, dunno wat square tangent weird mathematics haha God never fails........ weeeee (= father help me NOT to be lazy anymore

i wanna run the race to victory......

i will testify your love abba father.....
owh n thks for providing catherine as a study buddy and bitch partner loll =)


owh and i bought a new earphone for my phone =) sony ericsson earphone with controller kay.... lollz okok back to spec maths hw >.<
ciaoz

lab partners (= posearn and sandra

Happy 17th birthday PoPO =) our lab group now consist of all 17 year old ppl lol at least for one and a half month more :) thks for helping up in experiments.. thankful to have u in our group


yeah he's adorable (: haha and sandra looks darn pretty in this pic :D love the shirt especially

toast lab partners to full marks in upcomin experiments yarh
okok gtg not have to read up for pratical write up tomorrow >.<

caioz,
xoxo

BFF

This song is reli good =) touched me so much after watching the pokemon 2000 movie haha... ignore the team rocket earlier conversation... the song power of one by donna summers there is a better one on you tube go check it out... i wanted to upload that but the embeding was disabled http://youtube.com/watch?v=eK29YyZZyFs

it reminds me of how carefree life is 8 years ago :)

i was a pokemon addict haha huge fan X) i noe darn weird girl hahah but it was a cool game k.... how wonderful was life in the millenium bawls

old good friends =)

angela, me and hooi chuen..... mizz u guys mizz the baking together too

this was right after chinese SpM exam.... i drove li ying and mei san alone =) right after gettin my licence 10 minutes b4 that... haha my dad has a lot of faith in me weeeee =D was pweetty scary though

sharon, cheryl, mei san, me, erica and li ying.... loll that was the the last time i met mei san =(

yesh the randomness and craziness in class ... to think we'd do that when there was a class with teachers right opposite us haha (pretending we were on a roller coaster) i'm currently riding a real roller coaster life

yeah aliens.................... >.<

juz the four of us :)

mei san thks for being there for me when i was down....

mizz the old laughing and gossiping during class despite us sitting right in front of class haha



mizz how u always gave me advice and supported me throughout times when i feel so confuse..

u were one friend whom i could pour out to at that time.... one who like me don need ppl to teman to go toilet haha (note the sarcasm) one who din like others who treated me unfairly ...

u were an awesome friend :) and despite wat ppl say that u may b a bit fierce i like u juz the way u r =) to imagine that we juz met in 2006 we formed a bond that i so very rarely ever form with any other friend b4 i met you....

though u r in Miri now... we still keep in touch hehe and i hope we shall forever do

ur BFF <3

major heartache syndrome

Mood : Unloved
what happens when u never wanted to face the truth and always try to make excuses to urself to hold on to that illusioned hope, when all the while u were playing the game all alone....


and one day someone made u realise that u were trying to escape the reality and now u have to indeed inevitably face the prospect of being all alone

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i was moving all along so well till u came back to paint more colours in it....

but today the colours juz stop splattering themselves on the picture....

I guess it was juz never meant to be and i was a fool to think that there was anything left of the past to carry on to the future..

the piercing pain right now is juz so immense that i juz lost the appetite for food wat i love perhaps second best to u....

I am perhaps in a state of shock unable to comprehend all that's goin on... but the fact is i do and that is why it hurts so bad....


u asked me what is our state of relationship....

and i said friends but deep down inside frankly speaking i wanted othwerwise...

u felt that we're better off as friends coz we have more priorities in life to pursue now and felt that we should move on and remain as good friends...


Now that i know i'll leave the past all behind and move on without hesitations or doubts anymore....

at least i know that the unfinished picture that u were colouring stays unfinished...


i'll treasure u as a friend always and i have faith that u will just as well

this one made me thought of u all the time.... (beautiful soul)

this song use to make me all smiling with all the sparks flying all around as i thought of u (photo)

we will still have pictures together but it just ain't ever gonna be the same again....

dso and osd is now history : '(

21/10/05 has permanently ended.....

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something that u loved.......

it's okay to fall out of smth but please don fall out of God.....

that' my last wish of u that is to love God the rest of ur life..........

and don give up prayin for ur family's salvation......

the first feeling u made known to me was aisteru........

the last feeling i made known to u for the last time i love you.....

serene is now ready to explore new horizons, new frontiers with new people....

a brand new world, here i come.....

YEsh yesh he knows he's cute haha but wats up with the piggy pose i dunno ...

kitties =) see them every day as i walk to school goodness know wat they were doin but they look so adorable .....

OUCH!!!!!!!

terror >.<>

when dad used the tweezers din hurt leh..... better than me twisting the nail back and forth and havin blood oozing out...

the aftermath... and joa..... heartless joa.... had the guts to laugh at the pic =_= well yeah she did tell me a zillion times my toe nail was too long and so i guess she deserved to laugh.....

owh and wondering how the nail broke???? i kicked my own toe dumb ass >.<

picture removed out of request XD

ONE LIFE

One life revolution campaign... went 2 it when they were in dumc... sab lookin emo larrr (she was actually readin smth while queueing up... and us at the startin point of the journey.... man the aids thingy was really cool... we had earphones n an mp3 player tellin us the story of an aids victim while walkin pass curtains of different scenes.... was cool really... i went through the life of joothi and who was HIV negative.... weeee ;D sab went through the life of a HIV positive patient and hence the positive cop....
Through the one life revolution,,, wat really touched me was the wall of hope.... where u write messages for aids victims and stick it on the wall of hope.... Some read don die before knowing Jesus... Some say please don die.... was really sad.... :'( pray for the victims really they need prayer .....


RANDOM TIME IN CLASS

ya'll know the other day when leow sat next to piowie, i realise that those two actually look quite pretty next to each other ....in fact PERFECT!!!!! =D

yesh shiok sendiring durin maths class haha XD

this is maths class.... and this is wat we learn posing XD haha .... of coz after staring at numbers and lots of bell shaped crap that juz doesn't reli make sense =_=

owh in forever 21.... leow looks really sexy in a skirt :) she needs to wear them for once at least plz leow if ur readin this plz do try and wear skirt to college larr u look hot in it!!! serious... =)

thought the lightings was pretty awesome for a decent pic :)

PHYSICS LAB

when i first got in and first laid my eyes on it, i was like ahhhhh woooowww a pretty electronic sanitary bin ... :D

and got extremely disappointed to discover that it's a picoammeter ceh!!!! looks like i still have to lift the sanitary bin on my own hmph!!!! /:

pretty light (; owh yesh so pretty.... say it with me PWeeeettyyy..... yeah i noe i'm lame =_=


AND WatS lIFE WithOut FOOD!!!!

colourful (: mum was not too happi bout the colouring loll but serene don't care punya.... wollap oni la.... XD

owh the best fried chicken mum and kakak have come out with so far ( drool)


JULY BDAYS

matt (19/07/91)

owh there was a miny orchestra XD yeah matt was an awesome pianist ... beat me any time >.<

frm left clockwise with ming yu frm SRI AMAN... with yi huan and yi ern... and finally bday boy with his secret recipe chocolate banana cake (licks lips.) Happy 17th bday matt lol ur now old get it ur old :P

with ben great guitarist, jin hong a.k.a dolphin, cha banting boy, and the girls :) and matt's got a really decent house !!!

first pic with the bday boy (: he makes me look shorter than average ppl >.<

DARYL (13/07/91)

across the South China Sea..... To a Seventeen year old boy another seventeen year old boy =_= lolll

Our first pic together in 2006 :) when u and i both were so much thinner then hege....watever happened to the thinness factor... it's now the chubby round flabby factor XD hege

happy 17th bday eep :) wish could have been in miri celebratin ur barbeque bday with u considering i missed two bdays ady ): anyway i wish u great happiness throughout ur life.... <3

signing off in taylors web, XD

Serene

the love of a father

i am deeply touched by this video watched it during passion quest guys for info the last passion quest is on this comin tuesday 22 july 2008 above positive cafe at 4pm... come people come... get ur life touched by the love of jesus

summary of july happenings and not so happening stuff

Attention S1 pppl...... there are a few people in our class who have been renamed and they are

old name ~~~~ now known as

xavier ~ ang wu but pronounced as angu
posearn ~ popo
hengli ~ lulu
jian meng ~ chan chan
calvin ~ catherine
kheng piow ~ piowie

little miss slave was actually drawn for mark haha since he always does virtually all the work for s1... drawing done by me =) and coloured by joa... no offence mark u know we don't mean it :) so on last friday me joa and leow wore out little miss shirts


ahhh juz creatin a scene.... nth betta 2 do >.<

us three yeah i finally publicly declare i'm miss chatterbox XD

leow miss fun and joa miss curious.... 0.o owh curious bout wat i wonder...

this little guy dragged his ass way up... we say him workin real hard..... and joa wanted to push him back in lol .... tortoise : wat after i had to wriggle my bottom all the way up?? man joa ur mean :P

loll leow likes this pic haha i wonder why XD jkjk

whoa paris hilton in s1 0.o hahaha wat can we say we're fabulous :D

sad faces waiting for the dumb sundae cone in mcD while they repair the machine... ingatkan 50 cents so tunggu so patiently due to semangat kiamsiap padahal bukan 50 cents on that day wth XD owh and jeffery look so pretty in the pic owh HAPPY 18th BDAY jeffery i know it's ur bday today haha

awwwww awesome dad and sis :)

this two ladies arrrrr...

kakak on the phone : hello serene kakak sama mummy balik dulu ya...

kakak balik masak so mummy boleh makan....

me sab and dad were in dumc bookshop at that time...

half hour later saw the two still there waiting for the cab hahahahahhahaha konon balik awal so funny make me geli XD

tu la cannot leave till serene leave 1..... ;P

went to gasoline in sunway.... a clown was makin stuff out of balloons... and a jakun big gal went up to him tryin to loook as childish as possible and ask : can i hav a pink dog (givin puppy dog eyes)

sportin dad weih..... i mean come on how many dads will take a pic with a pink rubber dog XD

emoitic gal hahahaha

from left clockwise chan chan XP... catherine bein rajin as usual... mark and joa sleepin together ... now wait that sound wrong haha... and catherine after studyin so hard tired :)

awwwww darn cute leh... piowie


take two

S1 means sleeping ones..... can u blame them????? hahah

mR WOON :) poser leh that moley guy XD

IELTS WORKSHOP

i tahan for like 2 hours tu la the lecturer tak pandai give toilet breaks... made me so obssessed with lookin at the toilet.... so near yet so far... so can u blame me for takin the picture??? i was really in love with the toilet... missed it so much XD

notty lecturer..... hahahaha nah she's nice actually..., juz tat day oni beary... notty

GOsh the two girls in black look reli pweety.... make me look real bad >.<>

well took Ielts test on saturday man was tough..... listening test i mizz out like 4 and mayb got even more wrongs..... wasn't reli concentrating perhaps.... angkara play hatchery 6 hours the night b4 X( mmg padan muka...

by god's grace hope i don have to repeat the test... anyway to all who are goin to take their ielts test soon all the best....

DAY out IN CAKE SENSE WITH LEOW

yum yum (drool drool) they have the same effect as torres has on my salivary gland XD

open mouth big big and put the soft creaaaammmy cake in ... reatrds wait wait how to spell again?? mmg RETARDED >.<

looks as if we're tryin to beg the shop workers to give us free cakes.... jeez the fat cheeks 0.o

lol tats all sorry for the long time break from blogging been sick loll did i tell u i had sore throat frm thursday same day as my speakin test took difflam din reli work normally that one works like a miracle so saturday finished one packet of fisherman friends ....ate every single lozenges except will took one... masih tak ok.... malam mummy daddy sister pray esok much much ok dah :) tats y am blogging hahahaha

anyway got a spec maths test on thursday >.< pray for all spec maths ppl yarh...

and owh daryl's turning 17 in one week :) always look forward for the few months where we will actually hav the same age digit.... lol pathetic i noe

anyways take care ya all

XOXO