Friday, January 25, 2008

My class S1?

Almost everybody in Red haha chinese new year mood wei! =P

Hmmm my class eh! I've got to say not bad la.... Initially i thought my class would be like really crap but after 3 weeks in my class hmmmm i regret ever complaining haha. It's nice to be in S1 seriously ;] every one is really integrated and nice. S1 people u rock haha can't believe i'm saying this;] so S1 ppl must thank me for saying this ya. Even though they may only be 4 christians in the class i thank god for placing me in this class. God has a plan for everything and I'm sure he knows what he's doin reli well. Well thank u God do use me to shine the light of ur glory in ur class! O ya better mention my two amazing friends in class. Joanna, Leow love you guys k haha. For the rest wait la;] i'll mention u guys one time or another. Till then ..................tata

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Life in the bio class;]


Well on Monday, i switched class and dropped my spec maths to take up bio. However after Tuesday class just had to switch back to S1;] problematic leh me hehehe. I can't say bio class ain't fun. Well i did met some great people. Jia Yin and Janice the two girls in the picture above? Nice girls;] Really sad to leave haha they tried to help make sense in biology but guess i was just to lost to understand. Arvend and the Indian chicks as he so call them are also really cool people. Just is fun to be around them haha except when Man.Utd is playing though coz Arvend will go crazy :-p. Teachers really nice too haha and the class teacher happens to be Mrs.Ong haha odd for little Ong to be in an Ong's class. So happens she counsel me a bitti bit for course choice;] To think that she was suggesting humanity and malay to me and I actually end up in her class hehe probably shocked her bad. Nwayz sure she's doin fine with a great class. But I went into that class with the mindset that i just hate bio although initially i went into spec maths class rephrasing all day long how much i hate maths and love bio. Ironic eh! Haha nway i think it's just God's plan to open the path for me. Guess he wants me to appreciate what I'm taking so that midway through spec maths i can't say that I should have tried bio bcoz I've been there. O ya there's a guy with a weird name too hehe Matthias but to all Christians should sound familiar right;] nway he's cool too hehe. Nway G2 love u much but it's time i go back to where I belong. Wish i could just clone myself and be in two places but God only made one of every person eh;] So bye bye G2 will love that class always but it's time I say hello again to S1 haha the place where I originated from...Bye G2 ppl cya around...... ;]

Sunday, January 6, 2008

From !st May 2007-6th Jan 2008.

Goodbye my phone. U officially died at 2 p.m today. Although u only had a life span of 8 months and 5 days, u had serve me well. I hate myself for losing u. I'm sorry I didn't manage to save you. Well but this is it bye bye phone forever.... :'-(

Yet another catastrophe

Year 2008. A year of hope and new life. After what i've gone through in 2007, i just thought that God will be at least a little more fair to me this year. But less than a week into 2008 i just begin to wonder is my life gonna get worse?? 3rd Jan, college started and to be frank I don't enjoy it much. I guess i went through a little culture shock. Then a day later I am so confuse whether or not to take bio or specialist maths. I'm just getting so stressed out. I started to get really grumpy and impatient. I've got to apologise to my family for being so. Sarah and Sab if u do read this plz accept my apology. Today i went to church and as the pastor called for people to rededicate their lives, I just felt the urge to do so. I was so caught up I ambiguity that all I could do was hope fo him to do the best in my life. After church sisters and I went to Sunway and here's the worst part... my beloved w810i dropped straight into the toilet bowl. And right away the automatic flush turned on and in a twinkle of an eye all the memories was flushed away forever. My phone was with me throughout the turbulence of times. It was there when I was down or happy but where was God????? Most of the times I just can't feel him there. What is he trying to do to my already dented life?? If he had just let my mum go cancer free i wouldn't care if he had take a million phones away. But he didn't so God tell me what are you doing??? Please help me to realise ur plans that I may be able to live them the way u want me to. Please God help me, hold me in your arms and rock me like a baby. Give me the comfort that I have come to not know anymore. I am your child and will always be but let me feel ur presence o God. Let me know that u have not forsaken me. Into ur hands o God i entrust myself........