memoirs of mine dotting about......

Won't even start

2009-07-15T08:09:00.000-07:00

What happened
after last summer
when we broke up
in September

I havent seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
Its always there no matter where Ive been

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

I wish you luck
And I wish it true
Thats the best
I can do for you

Cuz youll probably find love
In someone new
I have to let go
Yeah its hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know itll cut me like a knife

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then Ill have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

2009-05-19T23:33:00.000-07:00

Shalom College Ball on the 14th of May in Wolfies-The ROcks
Well balls are perhaps the perfect excuse to take gozillians of pictures without revealing the camwhorer blood in u! :) So balls are to dress, strut and twinkle... heh
So let the pictures do the talking yarh heh coz they're really isn't much to say....

owh i was posing with the advertising poster haha so cham! bottom right picture suha and len... they look like they're related weih 0.o

from left keat, audi, jen (ex resident), hsien, jendi, naph and weng chi (she looks like a jap that night) (= owh that's the table setting that day btw

sneaky sneaky hehe eh i mean silly silly....

look how the lamb looks like a bear claw =O

the guy in the middle pic... edmundo is my personal law tutor in shalom :) am grateful to god for him heh.... nice chap! at the right top kai ching (chick magnet haha) and bottom guan who's from subang, malaysia weih 0.o hehe small world... he went to taylors too btw.

Gaya and Nisha :) they look reli beautiful... bottom left, Jee may and Mahesh also hailing from Malaysia JM from PJ and Mahesh from Penang..
owh the dessert was reli yummy (=

Hsien was so cute that night hehe.... the pictures say it all man! Jendi wanted to throw him into the pool haha..

bottom left, Naph... dear friend in college :) am glad to know u... top right aviva, exhange student from chicago.. she's goin back end of the sem :( i'll mizz u deary!

All in all I've got tonnes and tonnes and tonnes of work to do and yet here I am updating my blog heh.... Law is still a challenge and still looking upon the Lord for strength... I praise him for good results for commerce mid session test but i also praise him even when i don't do well for law and QMA because good times, bad times, we praise him.... true? :) So father, finals for the semester is approaching so quickly, in great need of help... I commit everything to u... and to my dear dear friends sitting for their a levels finals exam all da best to you all! Am always keeping u all in my prayers! Jia you! and trust in the lord ;) Do ur best! Man that advice also applies for me heh

Memory verse : Ecclesiastes 9:10

Whatever you do, do well
Amen ;')
God bless....

The very delayed post on law camp!

2009-05-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

It's befuddling when i ponder.... The amount of workload pilling due to my owh so infamous habit of procrastinating is mountainSSS high notice the emphasis on the SSS. haha and yet in the middle of it all i have that tingling mood to update on my so procrastinated blog lol... anyway yeah updates on law camp (= pictures!

It's law camp babeh!!! It's wild time!!! haha they say law students are perhaps the wildest of all..... We have the most alcohol (ps:not me) and the craziest party time! and yesh i beg not to defer that we ahem, they are wild! (=

we're on the boat/ferry/mini ship? to Broken Bay which is further up from north sydney. From left, lilin from New Zealand, Alain from Mas/Sing and the true and true Malaysians, Brian and me

yay! law faculty is deluged with hot chicks weih!!! ahem not claiming myself as one, mind u haha! look at the small inset picture with all the girls!! the one standing is hot baby michelle... hey i envy ur slimness!!! owh we played a game, many games of touch ball? Don't exactly know the exact term but yeah it was good fun.. owh and the beach there was lovely reminds me of Labuan, home :) but owh the sun was so torrid... turned me into a barbequed chinese....

we had a lill tennis (= there was no archery kayaking and so on that was supposedly to have :( coz the 'professional instructors' din come! Boo!

we had a lill camwhore or as the term known here "LAVO" time by the beach (= pretty awesome! owh the girl in red is heidi a hongkie, mohini is wearing sunnies she's a mix thai and indi, hence a halfie :) and there's michelle as introduced earlier (=

Hugo's picture is too cute not to be posted up heh! I wrote on the Sand :) (: weee haha wat childishness!

group pic?serene, heidi, michelle, mohini, konrad, lilin and jarrah.. order starts from left yo...

jarrah jarrah.... the thruster! man u rock in the ducky ducky game eh :)

I do miss Malaysia <3....> Grease NIght!!!! dressie dressie up :) Lilin brought an afro and we all, well almost all of us had a go at it! pretty damn cool :)

the dance floor? and the bon fire

during the last day..... was clean up and more picture time

on the way back.... the picture of the boys from left, angelo (my assistant group leader, alain, brian, lilin, henry and roy) psss roy the guy in green is the current law society president.... Will and inset sharon are both doin post graduate law :) i think they go well with each other :) don't cha?

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-04-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

argh there's so much to update but lol insufficient time
Btw haha i'm having mid session exams this week so i'm excuse for posting a pictureless post XD
owh well life in sydney's been fun but man uni is a hell lot more torture than college...
Reason! : Serene barely passes her tests.
Owh and law is reli tough in Aus.. ppl here they're english are frigggin fabuuuuulousssssss
Damn Esl haha thought get A19 = 91-95 darn awesome wah nose rise high high haha
but come here in law faculty -.-
got my court report back the other day.. jeez man here they don't teach like seriously they juz guide little bit nia.... do court report oso never teach wat oso never teach how la malaysians gonna survive... in particular a lazy malaysian girl....
so anyway got a feedback note from the law lecturer bout my english -.-
apparently my language let me down in other words ur english is reli bad...
owh well i was thinking harh! reli? 0.O but my Ter not so cha arrr
lol thks to Suha, korean guy friend who explained the logic -.-
Esl is the lowest standard of english in australia.
There's Esl---> standard english---> advanced english---> extended english
and since law ppl need TER 99.3 with extended english = so impossible to score in
and the standard of HSC = sydney is higher for the locals.... there u go serene a smack in the ass of welcome to the reality world of law....
-.- how la gonna survive... darn sad, even got reffered to the learning center to like learn english -.- haha
owh well but then eventhough i never knew the purpose of me coming here to do law i mean come on serene,,, LAW? not ur type of thing ur a lazy fat ass haha
but i kinda start to see the clouds clearing and the purpose revealing itself... God gave me 6/10 for law court report which is a pass thank goodness considering how lazy i've been since coming here god has indeed been gracious but i reli do pray he'd give me the discipline to work hard so to achieve good results to glorify his name (=
Anyway since coming here i've become worst of a junk food addict... as since a sundry shop bout 10 minutes walk from my college always has chips on sales
I've had 16 bags of doritos + smith's chips sincecoming to sydney :D that's equivalent to 16*200g=3.2kg of chips since arriving :) which also means i comsume a bag of chips on average of 3 days a packet? haha not to forget the numerous packets instant noodles and tim tam i snack on :D
so as a result
I can't fit most of my pants no longer -.-
hahaha
owh well
aiya exam exam
Doritos i'm coming :D munch munch
will update again soon :)
toodles

DSO breathe <3

2009-04-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

I see your face in my mind as I drive away'
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm,
mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe Without you, but I have to
Breathe Without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe Without you,
but I have to Breathe Without you, but I have to
It's two a.m.,
feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy,
easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me,
oh I can't breathe Without you, but I have to
Breathe Without you, but I have to
BreatheWithout you, but I have to
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorryI'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

It's as though this was written specially for us
Every line, every word juz unfolds truth after facts
I never regreted once ever in my life being with u
Knowing every second of it was worth more than anything in the world ( even shopping=clothes)
That's just how much u mean to me..
Everything.....
I just want u to know i appreciate life with you
Everything little thing u did will always be ingrained in me forever
The calls, messages, prezzies,
The way u stared at me,
No one can ever take the yesterday we had
The bond we had will always be special to me
If not unforgettable
You made ur way to my heart
Grasping it with ur gentle hands
It breaks me to know ur sad
And I want you to know that it is never easier for me than it is for u
Given all the things we shared and treasured
The sweet and the bitter
The anger and the love
The tears and the smiles
The fights that are always mended with sweet hugs and kisses
The disappointments and golden experiences, but......
I know ur better off without me
We made it through 5 valentines
But it's time u share ur valentine with someone better
Better than i can ever be
Take care my love....

The start of my life in sydney

2009-04-12T04:25:00.000-07:00

An earnest apologies to my dear readers for my so habitual procrastination! Been too busy absorbing and learning the lifestyles of australians and how to survive in sydney lol! Sydney is getting cold like 16 degrees during the afternoons 0.O my hair dye is running out haha black hair coming back lol.... I've been getting seriously FAT! it's like now a MAJOR ISSUE IN MY LIFE ATM lol XD though i stay in Shalom College a jewish college that practices korshe diet.... that means no PORK for u ppl I REPEAT NO PORK WEIH! haiya malaysia muslim country pun ada babi but come australia pula no BABI! haha owh did i mention no seafood as well -.-!!!! seriously these ppl dunno wat is life man XD anyway haha despite that fact, SERENE GOT FAT! WTH*!@#% wat a MIRAcLE happening here in sydney 8D damn i'm getting more and more lame hah
in Malaysia i get mistaken as a Filipino when i came here people mistook me as an Indonesian... -.- but then again that's not a bad thing eh XD owh and a lot of them love my dark skin XD they find it somewhat attractive hahah wth when it's like a major turn off in asian society XD

Anyway life here's been good academically i'm not doing too well though law 0.O is friggin hard! like seriously it sux haha to stay awake in law lecture is as hard to do as serene skipping all her junks and meals for a day 0,O that's how friggin bad it is haha! Owh i had an assignment for law the other day though writing a court report! went to the supreme court of new south wales and OMG i got to witness the trial of the murder of Wayne Chant in which his wife Joyce Mary Chant murdered and dismembered his body blerks yucks! (vomites ) they even included details of how she chop his body up and hid his head in like the closet, part of the hand somewhere else and again yucks (vomites) haha... but then the witnessing the case kinda gave me that so needed hope that law will get better in time haha ( think leona lewis song) yes it will get better! I pray ( looks to father in heaven with big puppy dog eyes)

Anyway these activities i guess basically concerns the activities that goes around in my Shalom college,,, though the food ain't that great and the @^%#* head cook is a *&@% bitch,,,, the buddies here are awesome, fun :) and dear!

Me and naph :) my college mate... we were doin uni id's It was like during the first week of our orientation week... the queue was -.- OMG! haha 1 hour plus? -.-

owh college went on a formal breakfast trip in darling harbour :D damn food here is EXP! breakfast was like 20? aussie dollars we're talking here equivalent to 20*2.65 (current exchange rate) = 52 ringgit -.- for a friggin breakfast that wasn't even that awesome haha but well like i say company was good :) so it makes up for it i guess Marginal benefit overwrites marginal cost lol WTH ECOns knowledge XD that's bout wat i know btw haha i'm such a clueless bimbo when it comes to studies 8D owh and that girl is aviva btw she's an exchange student from america, chicago to be precise, nice jewish girl :)

naph, jendi ( she's a damn nice senior who was really nice to us during ori) me and nora having a picture with the harbour bridge as a backdrop? (=

There's the shalom cruise :D haha was pretty awesome :) owh i dressed up btw XD can u tell? lol such a bimbo -.-(sarcastic eyebrows) the air was cool loved the sun :) to imagine in malaysia we try to avoid the sun when it's not even harmful but in sydney sun cancer causing pun still jemur (sunbath) under it haha owh see from bottom left the girl in black and the guy in black are ishvin and mahesh hailing from MALAYSIA BABY :D MALAYSIAN PPL :) damn i mizz home!

naph with the so adorable rayvee gravy baby :) it rhymes somehow XD me being a annoying poser haha nora learning from me XD gosh i'm such a bad influence lol.

Suha i love ur sexybutt! that was during city scavenger hunt :) where we went to like practically everywhere in the city and had to do like a zillion stupid stuff which explains the funky ass XD owh and that's how i got to know suha eh XD

during the week zero break of uni naph, girl in black(weng chi) me and nora went on the beach walk with focus church :) the sky had the i tell u i'm gonna rain look but it was all good anyway :) nora my dear girl who's hongkie accent i so love to tease XD man it never grows old man! i'm damn mean but owh well (laughs evilly XD) man i don even know if the word evilly actually exist but it so does in serene's dictionary yo!

haha three statues! COOL AND AWESOME statues btw :)

the whole group who actually went on the walk! owh missing out edward though he was taking the pic btw! the rest of the group which was like so many of them came oni to join lunch -.-! haha

owh the guy above my head is edward :) the photographer for the previous pic and he hails from seremban lol!

owh teppanyaki with aunts :D when they told me we were goin teppanyaki for lunch my face din look to keen -.- (think malaysian teppanyaki with the green banners and the mass production -.-!) but OMGZOEJHDF the teppanyaki here is one word YUM! haha there's like a private chef for every table some more see the pic performing feats some more 8D serene eyes glow XD

me sis and aunts :) from dad side btw haha they're all from sydney lol only my dad and his bro are left in malaysia like even grandpapa and grandmama are in sydney loL! quirky eh!

owh this was the cocktail party for shalom! the theme of the night was wizard of OZ which explains all the dress up hehe i dressed as dorothy? i had no other idea wat to do la! my wardrobe not crazy enuf to pull off awesome outfits XD

was pretty awesome as u can see! people here take dressing up really seriously 0.O unlike malaysia where if u say theme is hawaian only like two ppl will actually seriously dress lol how contrasting hmmmm

formal dinner in shalom :) we have like four formal dinners a year heh :D weeee time to dress up :D lol again bimbo! and OMG we have waiters serving us some more :D pretty amusing i've gotta say college life is fun! by college in australia we mean hostel in malaysian terms

1, 2, 2.5, smile :D

Owh serene went for hillsong album recording :D eyes shines and shines and shines 8D..... it was SPECTACULAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @#$% GOOD!!!!! haha there was like 12000 ppl 0.O omg the atmosphere :) the presence of GOD :) awww everything juz was so perfect! hey ppl look out for the album weih the songs are WOAH SOOOoooooooooooOOOOooo GOOD!

It was held in sydney entertainment center in CHINATOWN :)

the lightings 0.O so damn nice! SO many ppl fullhouse weih!

shaun on the left is in my connect group, lynette,daphnee and me :D

owh this was like the last activity for orientation for us and it was the day my baby left me actually :( my poor son so i was like basically tearing up in centennial park -.- but i had good friends who cheered me up :) awww thank u but still i went back and wailed like a hysteric woman -,- but then how can u blame me i juz lost my poor panadol! but anyway centennial park bbq was good :) the guy on the top right is GUan he comes from Subang JAya ppl! everybody say good for u guannos XD bottom left is gabriella who comes from Vietnam :) she's a damn nice girl la :)

background of a grass certainly do wonders for a picture eh?

owh on the right is Dica or Pedro? who comes from Indonesia our neighbour weih malaysians! although he grew up in canberra -.-

My owh so messy but lovely room :) but before u start judging, i've tidied it up btw! so much! haha it's a pretty big room actually and owh i have my own SINK!!!!! shalom's the only college in unsw that has private sinks! how amazing man i so thank god and bless the architect behind this genius idea! he made life so much easier for miss owh so vain XD haha

anyway I know i haven said much! there's so much to say so much to do, so much that happened but i promise i'll update my blog on a more regular basis kays! owh and i mizz malaysia and family :)

and Blessed Easter everybody :) went to the hillsong service in Sydney Entertainment Center today and was greatly blessed :)

People, let us not forget bout the sacrifice that Jesus made on the cross and believe in him so that through him we may have eternal life

God is good all the time :) In him even before we were born we had hope we had forgiveness... even before we sinned he died for us so that we may live in hope! Indeed God ur my almighty father whom i will follow all the days of my life! Draw me closer to u and lemme be a blessing to those around.... may the world see the light that he shines (=

Once again Blessed easter :)

xoxo

serene

in loving memory of panadol ong 21 august 2003 - 1 march 2009

2009-02-28T15:17:00.000-08:00

The only family members I reckon has passed away is my grandpa and my lill beethoven....

having endured the sadness of my mix dobermann passing made me worried that i'd lose my other two babies.. gissmo(a welsh corgi look alike) and panadol(my own baby shih tzu)...

i know that life is but a passing moment where the ones we love will inevitably leave us some day sometime... i'd juz din anticipate that a major heartbreak was impending....

my dear child panadol ong havin escaped from his room has explored the outside world of our home i mean it's not as if it's his first time in fact perhaps he's done it several million times but juz that one day 13th of february after coming home from his escapement gosh i make him sound like a refuge... he started showing symptoms of poisoning... vomiting lack of appetite ...

dad did everything he could actually like giving him some magic grass, brought him to visiting vets from kl who say they couldn't do anything coz they were no facilities to carry out diagnosis.. labuan vet(the vet in labuan is @@#$% STUPID!!!!!!) i know i'm not suppose to like curse but seriously they're too F^&*#^& STUPID to be spared from ostracism.. feeding him with all sorts of delicacy but it din work... em damn malay vets in labuan so damn afraid to touch dogs... don deserve to call themselves vet... suckers!!

if it not had been they're stupid owh i'm so scared to touch dogs @#$$ attitude i wouldn't have lose my child damn it!!gosh my dear baby :(

I still can remmeber the day that i was so ecstatic for his arrival.. 11 november 2003.... I was the fourth person in the family to touch him and boy was i pissed... but anyway he's a real beauty... always so pump up and crazy running about everywhere like a dog infected with rabies except the fact that he isn't...

I still remember how i would rehearse my public speaking speech close to his face and he's wag his tail and how he's sit between two stairs so he'd feel cooler..

I can still remmeber how smart he was, opening his room door to get into the house by pushing his fluffy head into a hole he slowly made from the wire covering the metal door and pulling it backwards to open it.. and how fast he learn how to roll ( he learned that in half an hour) and have lasting memory of how to do it... how he roll around our beds secretly (i can picture his evil grin) sometimes peeing on them.... how he spoiled the weighing scale by peeing on it hundreds of times...

when he was a baby his grandma, my mum use to put bananas under the kitchen table in a basket.... and soon were shocked to discover the bananas regularly had holes in them.... and one day caught the thief red handed.. he was eating them and since he was so tiny he only managed to make tiny holes in them.... and how when we peeled it and gave it to him, he refuses to eat it... he peels the banana himself =O by holding it in two paws and bitting the tip and moving his head from right to left to peel it..........

or how he'd get really constipated when he ate peanut that his grandma threw from the table..

how he use to do the olympic rounds around the living room while carrying a floor mat everytime we teased him....

how he bit me and dad when we tried to cut his nails or inject him....

gosh there's juz so much things to talk bout my baby... indeed lill panadol was a joy to the family though sometimes he causes headaches here and there.. he was definitely the best son i could hope for...

gosh this is definitely the downest moment of my life.... havin turned into a teenager 6 years ago, i never thought i'd cry like a child again... except this is a prolonged version of the loud wailing... during the loss of beethoven i cried too but at least i was there when he left... unlike panadol........ i am a bad mum.... seriously i let him down :'( how could i... how could i....... he was there for me when i had to keep moving houses in form 5 he moved with me wherever i went he went... but wherever he goes i din follow and now i can never make ammendments for that )':

gosh the baby of my life has left me broken defeated.. seriously i don't know how to explain this excrutiating pain of my heart.... i can't even say it's bleeding coz i feel as thought my heart is chopped into pieces... honestly one of the most vital assets in my life... has abandoned me..

6.30 malaysian time dad found him soaked in blood.. he vomited blood before he died... and i wasn't there :'( i left him to suffer and die alone sigh

gosh i juz can't picture seeing his room empty.. panadol u selfish child :'( how can u wrench my heart by ur absence.... i can't take it :'(
his children are now orphans... havin their mum and dad pass away... panadol's wife passed away early november 2008... sigh panadol you will always be my baby forever and ever...... you'll always be a part of me..... I love u panadol hugs and kisses....... always and always to the end... thank u to his grandpapa for getting fin's husband to bury him at the back garden of the house.. at least he'd always be close to home where baby won't be hurt anymore...

u don't know baby how broken mama feels right now... u'll never know coz u've left mama all alone....... my baby.. when u first arrived i have always told myself u'll live till ur 14 and be my ringbearer in mama's wedding... but ur gone :'( mama miss u so so much but mama will love u always eventhough u have left mama. i guess no more mother's day for me....

baby there's always be that spot in mama's heart that will always belong to you...

no matter how many times u bite mama, u'll always be the apple of my eye... take care my dear son....take care...

some of the events that occured in the past month

2009-02-16T22:28:00.000-08:00

these are some events that had occured that i actually have pictures of (so many of which i don =.=) but anyway they're memorable ... owh and i'll complete my emo nemo post another day and that one i'll include many of u ppl....

kim's belated bday celebration the last day of seeing joa and leow :( mr.chan and will rock my sunnies lar... :D owh the guy in red... is kevin chiew me sam classmate who's goin to sydney with me yeah :) i'll see u there soon boy..

CNY at chris house :) from left moi, chris, thomas... top right pic.. sher, chris baby whom i'm gonna miss like &^% :( and me, bottom right dwayne and chee kong a.k.a scarlet ur handsome XP (inside joke)

awwww look at the superstar teddy bear :) miss world wave wei.....

random pics here and there heh omg i accidentally put the dwayne and scarlett's pic up again haha

look at chris mama playing cars wei bottom left pic.....she sure can get the cards flipping...

the karaoke screen in NEWAY........ karaoke day with chui nee, xavier, tneh, jian meng, mark, kim , jeff, calvin tay...

whoa look at tneh and calvin top right pic and jian meng and xavier in bottom right..... semangat karaoke weih...

kp's house :) look at cute dam dam the doggy hehe i dressed her in the cheongsam tutu dress :) and wouldn't let her go haha the boys meanwhile mahjong and carrom while i cuddled the cute lil baby :)

everyone (:

day out with angela from lab whom i've not seen for a year! she's doin music in sedaya btw goin to pursue masters like wat my mama did lol ;) ate at kenny rogers then lepak then movie... guess wat movie =O omg ahha i'm lame =.= look at the sunnies i tried =P hawt eh haha in a disgusting kinda way XP

day out with daryl in midvalley someone i've not seen for ages either... :D :D... my dear friend who knows all my antics hehe... went movieing. (benjamin button) ps: he thought it was meaningful and nice... i thought it was a lill draggy =.= after that went romas.... zomg the bill =.= was exorbitant... i din even finish my pasta so much! hey daryl i'll be praying for ur spm results :)

church ppl :D most of them imu ppl except agape hehe bottom my right hehe she use to be in the same lifegroup as me (:

everyone... i would reli like to thank the u nite of subang group of 2008 for everything :) which include the warm friendship that they share, caring concern they inevitably show to everyone, their genuity in loving one another with the love of god :) the list just goes on and on la hehe.. Max ur an awesome leader.. keep it up yeah...

day out with from left moto2, mr.awesome and bacon XD hehe yeah i gave them all names.... cheeky is what defines me weeeee heh... and this picture reminds me how extremely tiny or should i say SHORT between them =.=

owh we each had our own SS picture due to timothy a.k.a mr.awesomeness attraction for my camie..... so yeah mine bacon (jason) and moto moto (marcel) picwere all taken by tim while tim's pic i can't remmeber who took it he took so many 0.O i lost count haha

awwwwww i'm gonna miss u kuching people so much esp since marcel and bacon are goin uk to study... our holidays will totally not intersect =( now that is smth i emo about.... i'm facing the prospect of not seeing u2 for like hmmmmmmmm a couple of years :'( don't u dare forget me!!! esp u bacon since u've known be the longest bwahahaha.... ps : i'll always love ur tiny eyes and moleSSSS emphasise the S hehe sigh :'( and owh tim! remmeber i'm ur bridesmaid! i book ady ahha... marcel.. i'm not there to bully u anymore )= but that doesn't mean ur free from my bugging teehee

their farewell for me in chillis haha the plan was to go for paddington waffles after that but mama don let coz it was getting dark gotta go home early =.= anyway (= supposed to have movie but then the queue =.= is longer than timothy's crapping haha... so we entertained ourselves... eating durian pancake... and erm it's awkward sayin this but we were looking at lotsa lotsa baby clothes and prams >.<

which explains this picture XP... i was like the pregnant mother =.= betcha shop assistants were trying to figure who's da dad XD

imprints of a picture... it definitely says more than a thousand words......

back home

2009-02-15T20:19:00.000-08:00

camwhoring in financial park labuan's one and only shopping mall -.- and even then it's only as big as 1/6 of sunway haha all kl ppl go =O

but then this is wat labuan ppl pride of :) our beautiful beach :D

u leave me tongue tied...

soto :D why kl arr so cha it's like so rare to get it in kl... but in labuan :) ulala so yummy yummylicious ,... licks lips...

hehehe

pang yen yang got bullied haha carry our bags XD us girls jennifer, mei san me and marieanne my mei san haha after so so long we finally meet :) miss sitting with ya in high school :( owh and check out the goat haha

horsey :D hey ppl if u happen to come labuan when i'm back i'll bring u horse riding leh :) only 10 bucks for a round :D cheap bargain woah... initially it's kinda scary ahha but after awhile u get the hang of it and it gets really fun :D honest!

OUCH!!!! ~~&^%$$#*@*#^*&^~~ haha a bad bad fall on the road near utama jaya =.= i'm clumsy as an elephant the day before i cut my own thumb while slicing ginger to cook =.= i'm miss clumsy =.= the injury was quite bad lo bleed for a week... it's healed now but the skin came out again due to scrapping it against my luggage by accident and again ~~!&#%*#)$)#@*@~~haha

but the bandage made me look like a football player :D

teacher's roziah latest addition to the brood :) so cute haha she now has five sons omg

my dear kindergarten friend :) with a boyfriend now ahaa hey oswin u better jaga her or i'll hunt u down and kick ur ass haha kidding..... i'm not that violent la am i =0

daddy hehe looking hmmmm sophisticated heh in his nurse's nancy wedding :) we all went hehe

my son one and only son panadol :) i mizz u baby :'(
u stay alive and be my ring bearer next time will ya :D

my other baby gissmo :'( since losing beethoven one year plus back i juz feel afraid that u 2 will leave me sigh

wherever mummy goes... she'll keep u2 close to heart k babies.... goodbye labuan, home.. i'll see u end of this year.....

NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!

2009-02-08T06:45:00.000-08:00

It's true...
I am not afraid to admit that I am afraid!
I don't want to go, not just yet......
I feel guilty seeing those around me so enthusiastic upbeat about goin overseas,
It's not even that I am going alone...
Many are fellow explorers into the land of down under,
Some who are delayed are gravely disappointed,
Yet I feel burdened to set foot on new grounds,
It is no doubt true that life goes on and we'll make new friends,
But......
I just can't seem to let go of what is already carved into me,
Making a paveway for new happenings is somehow for me easier said then done.
There internet connection will be restricted.. time zones will be different,
Communication with back home will undoubtedly be miserably poor,
However, just yday the church (eagles point puchong) was singing a worship song entitled my aim is to please U (referring 2 god fyi)
And i felt even more guilty,
Bcoz I am suppose to go where my god sends me and not where my heart leads me..
So yeah here I am clear of what and where I am suppose to go but yet am sitting down feeling all confused and wrecked,
God i pray u cast away this state of ambiguity and let my mind soar free with peace and tranquility...
I pray I pray that i shall not be afraid

This song by busted everything i knew just mean so much suddenly make me so emo =.= anyway let the meaningful parts play..

Everything I knew just went out the window
Know I can't depend on you - forever
And I never thought I'd see
My life walk away from me
I thought we'd always be - together

Lets go back lets rewind to the days that remind me
of all the good times that we spent together
And I don't know why we just let it all slide
When we both knew inside we were right for each other

I don't know what to do
Cos your everything that I knew

2009-01-25T06:38:00.000-08:00

First of all happy chinese new year ppl :) gong xi fa chai hehe... i know i've been kinda a lill neglected my blog for a bit been seriously seriously buzy haha.... and if i'm not i'll be hooked playing mafia wars XD on facebook... for those of u who haven't add go add :D ahha i need to recruit members.... lol anyway :) this post is supposedly for the time i spend in the vet erm one month ago the date was 19th December.... went there to aid me ot decide on my career choice as me being an UNDECISIVE person, i had no idea wat i really wanted to do in life and neither do i know god's calling unlike my sisters lol so there i go sis found the number of Segar Veterinary Hospital on lowyat forum lol wth and i called and went there that very afternoon :)
For the first day i stayed at my uncle's place and after that i took the lrt from bukit jalil and then bus to the vet :) the hospital is near leisure mall btw ppl =)

owh this pic kinda lost in this post lol.. actually this cat.... Matt should remember this cat..... We saw it during august hols when we went for some maths class..... and we saw this cat getting bullied darn sad la wei even Matt felt for the cat... MATT we're talking here haha.... so anyway a bigger cat will always bully it and darn sad coz the next day we came back and saw it bullied again despite it being surrendered... and boy the cat's neck was bleeding :'( my heart was crying inside haih......... Matt wanted to step on the bully cat's tail lol hero hero... XP... another day i saw it again this time with Timothy Kuek haha as he went MacD.. and i bought nugget for it :) hehe din eat much some more hehe notty notty kitty..... and juz two or three months back i saw it near AC car park there got steps near the bird cage... it looked frozen cold 0.O with it's mouth bubbling and it's neck still hurt... a tear trickled down my cheek.... OMG the cat i sayang 0.O cannot be dead haih..... I was bothered... but weeks later OMG i saw it :) alive and quickly bought babi for it to eat hehe :) so there above u see it eating happily :) and I was happy too :) hope that someone will take care of it this year :( take care kitty....

anyway to the vet story :P i think i blabbered too much bout kitty ady hehe.... The working hours for vets are insane 0.O like sometimes 12 hours a day or minimum is 8 i think and 6 days a week 0.O like omg omg omg and their starting pay 2k =.= years of studying = 5.... and the course mayb even tougher than medicine 0.o but it's fun la :) the work ehe though undeniably exhausting

this is BEbe :) a shih tzu with cornea ulcer... very hyperactive baby this one is (: extremely excited non stop.... i think she only have one eye left though.... but that din stop this little one from having fun as i saw her trying to gnaw the ball but the ball couldn't stay still for her to bite and she tried to put her paw to stop it from moving but cannot la... the white collar thingy obstruct her movement hehe... was so amusing :)

and this rottweiler had mega wound.... this one very kuai din bark at me... the rest arrrrrrrr noisy bark bark at me =.= ... owh i saw lotsa cats with FLUID pasted on their cage above... the doctor writes his name and the patient's name and illness on a paper and stick it above the cage... so i was thinking flu coz the cat had a watery nose.. apparently it's feline lower urinary intra smth lol... i think 0.O haha memory kabur ady...

owh this doggy :( had nerve problems... and the body posture was stucked to being seen as above... but this dog darn feisty.. wanted to bite the kennel boy when they poke the drip into her.... sad see her :( she looked so helpless haih.. God help her...

kitties lol din really bond with them was more buzy with the doggies :) i actually can't do much hehe coz the kennel boys were actually doin all the jobs and when the vets speak to the patients i can't understand =.= the curse of not knowing cantonese... however they were all patient in answering my questions though and i am deeply thankful for them (=

pom pom :) a dog i fell in love with in the hospital hehe.... he had erm liver insentif... some liver problem but the vet wasn't actually sure wat was truly wrong with the liver so they dripped him and put him on observation....i loved him he's so adorable... he's a pomeranian btw.... the first few days when he was here he was so sick he din eat :( i tried makin him eat but he wouldn't.. when i took off for few days coz grandma was here i was so worried that when i got back he wouldn't be there but he was :) although i pity the owner >.< coz the fees are killer wei..

pom pom dripped hehe.. after a few days when i got back he was eating a bit :) and was very spoilt too (: keep wanting ppl to sayang him hehe... when i opened his cage he will stand and climb on my shoulder :)

the cages ( i rather call them rooms actually) in the ground floor... normally the serious cases are left here for the vets to monitor...... and they get lots of sayang from me hehe.... owh some dogs are very noisy though =.= like seriously very non stop barking.... so Wati, one of the indonesian i think girl worker got so annoyed and paste the yellow colour plastic bag to keep them quite and blur inside hehe....

owh the brown dog there :) her name is coffee and she has pyometra (puss in the womb) she was there for more than a week 0.O a very friendly dog :)... her neighbour on the right is Pangi not in the pic he had root abscess :( meaning his bottom fang was overgrown and it pooked through his face yikes!!! when i saw him my heart pain :( serene bleeding love...

this is the third floor and here most of the dogs in the lock up room are boarding dogs so their generally healthy yays :) ... This shih tzu is a patient though got skin disease so they had to shave him bald hehe so cute :) reminds me of my own baby after the haircut i give him :D

one of the boarding dogs after bath and grooming so cute!

owh this is before OHE hehe of the miniature dachshound.... a young lady this one is :) the most left pic u can see she was still awake but very pening coz the anasthetic they gave her wasn't enuf so she keep turning her head from left to right.. right to left non stop... hehe poor baby... OHE is neutering btw....

during the opt... operating theatre is in second floor as is the lab.... there are also a lot a lot of doggy rooms too

ovary >.< ...

overall i watched like 5 OHE's i think... on one day too bad i was late coz Dr.Ben was doin a OHE cum ceasarian on a cat... i manage to help a lill in reviving the kitten though :) they are all so kind to let me watch :) and juz by watching oso i got tired ady... the second day of work i watched Dr.Lim do 3 OHE straight =.= see oso i tired ady and he was like no arr not tired with a smile.... inside i wonder how on earth they have such stamina.......

owh Dr.Lim can be said to be like my fav doctor hehe i tagged along with him most of the time coz he's very patient and soft heh.... and he was the one who adviced me to go to a law firm first b4 i decide whether i want to do veterinary as the working is juz darn tough..... he's from perak btw :)

owh this shih tzu was a stray.... had a MEGA WOUND as u can see......... i feel so so sad for it and tried to pet it while i can..... hehe i bought treats to let it try :) coz i though stray normally won't have much to eat outside hehe but then after buy I told the assistant vet Evelyn who was placed in charge of me that i wanted to feed it but was told am not allowed to give treats to those on medication =.= so bought healthy snacks for the doggies and boy all of the doggies loved it :)
owh once one of the kennel boy invited me to put the cream on the his wound but i was scared to put some more near the eye... i couldn't do it... i was so scared i'd hurt it....... cause him pain :( and there was the starting point of learning i was not tough enuf to be a vet :'(
initially i was thinking wat if the person who brought this shih tzu to the vet never turn up again 0.O the hospital will rugi... but Dr.Lim taught me that the person had to pay a deposit of RM500 -.- b4 he can leave the shih tzu... I was like HARH!! then extra return back to owner? he say no no sure more than 500 one 0.O

ps.. the shih tzu did go home with his new owner :D

this lill boy use to be a stray and had skin disease....he is very fierce hehe barking non stop when he came in threatening to bite... they were like warning that this baby may bite and so on but when i looked at him :) i couldn't help but love him so i juz went in and first stand afar... and he looked at me with his innocent round eyes :) i moved closer bend and sayang him :) ala he is a demure angel la :) look he even pose for me to take a picture of him :D .....

at the lrt station b4 my last day :) with my uniform (: they lent me this overall top hehe to use so that the bacteria's won't stick on my own shirt... This was Dr.Teh's old uniform that he used when he was a trainee in the hospital hehe.. Dr.Teh the hawt vet haha..... he arrr truly passionate to be a vet la it was always his first choice despite the hard life of a vet.... and he's hot 0.O haha stylo some more know how to pierce ear haha

the stairs that they workers and me :) use to get from one floor to another faster....

the kennel boys they're very kinda la.... they teach me patiently and never expected me to do anything or help....

Dr.Chee... another seriously passionate vet who told me that indeed he enjoys his work very very much :) and is truly contented.... serene was full of admiration as he don't earn much stay in Bangi some more have to feed 5mouths some more.... he has 3 children btw... and he is super super soft softer than sabrina wei 0.o

Dr.Lim :) juz taken a blood sample to send to the lab eheh

Evelyn :) the dear lady who was in charge of me and was so nice to me :) she explained meticulously bout everything :) and repeatedly reminded me over and over not to juz put my hand into the cage and straight away pet the dogs as i always did that =.= hehe cannot resist. although i was wary some of them are quite fierce.

owh this great dane was at the basement.. i followed Dr.Lim down when he brought a rottweiler down to board.... the basement are where dogs who's owners have abandoned are kept... the hospital do not kill them yay :D and instead keep them as blood donors :) like this big baby... however........ these dogs :( will never see light again

haih... and lack a lot of love eventhough the kennel boys try their best to make time to pet them.... they're too buzy at times... they work harder than the vets and earn less 0.O poor doggies... and a lot of them are magnificently humongous.... heh big biggy doggies....

overall the vets allowed me to join them for x-rays, scanning, operations and so much more ;) indeed they were truly truly so kind to me a great thanks to Dr. Chee, Lim, Teh and Ben for allowing me to tagged along eventhough it's actually quite annoying as the clinic is super buzy. Thank u kennel boys :) who are so sweet and patient too and Evelyn for touring me and allowing me to go everywhere i wanna go whenever i wanna go :) and to Dr.John the owner of the hospital despite me never meeting him yet hehe he was at a conference in Thailand then... animal conference how cool hehe

Anyway the reality i learned is that the payment to treat one's pet is not cheap :( a lot of them have to stay overnight and the cost per night ranges from RM40-RM80 for basic treatements or illness like parvovirus.... Some like a dog name Lucky who had vomiting under Dr.Ben stayed for like juz 4 days and his bill was a massive RM 500+ 0.O scanning was Rm90 and blood test Rm70 or 90, x-ray RM90 ......... pom pom fees was sure to be sky high as would be coffee and the rest..... some owners were rich so yeah watever la small matter for them.... but for some 0.O it's not cheap and i saw it in the eyes of some parents who was torn between not spending so much on a dog who's not even guaranteed to survive through treatment and the love for their children who cared so much for the dog...
haih i dunno how to do it :( To charge such exorbitant fees which are actually really needed to run the hospital..... the price of medication of such and all are not cheap....... + with the long working hours 0.o the first two days itself i went in the afternoon and got so tired i skipped dinner........ the next morning breakfast i ate but skipped lunch... i was just too too too exhausted to even eat.... i knew i couldn't do it... haih and i have a slight fear for reptiles so yeah :(

the fees of veterinary is also too high so in the end I decided to do law and commerce and buy vet medical books to read on my own... so that i can go and help the animals in SPCA on a regular basis in the future......... coz the whole idea is to help the animals :) and i will i promise... and hey edwin..... u who is goin to pursue vet :) i can see u really are made to be one :) u have such great passion and commitment that i lack and i really wish u all the best with all my heart :) go be their doctor :D weeeee

tribute to troy this kitten who died :( (dr.lim's patient) we all knew even I knew there was not much hope for little troy when he came in .....

another tribute to this puppy who had distemper... he had the end stage of distemper ady with symptoms of seizures coming every half hour or so... (Dr.Teh patient) Dr.Teh was cursing a lot when the puppy had seizures.... full of deep concern for the little baby... serene was deeply touched...

anyway vet has been awesome and i truly hope to go there again I thank the lord for giving me the opportunity to observe the life of a vet..... this post heh :) since not many ppl know wat goes on in a animal hospital, this is meant to enlighten u all a lill on behind scenes in Segar Veterinary Hospital........... cheers to animal health and rights... cheers to a bright future for animals........

xoxo yours truly,

animal hospital volunteer,

passionate animal lover.

camp rock :)

2009-01-13T08:48:00.000-08:00

cause we rock,
we rock on,
we rock on god :D
encounter camp 2008!!

on the first night :D after a superbly long journy to benom resort in pahang haha which is actually an NS campsite lol goin uphill darn cute la the bus encounter so many problems.... some of them have to get out of the bus and walk all the way 0.O damn sad.... encounter camp ma XD i juz din know the bus is also involved in encountering haha so lame =.=.... anyway pics of us gals :D from left michelle ooi, jasmine, june lyn, chris, me, sarah and petra :D

and theboys :) from left perdie, robin, keng jin, dwayne (with the funny mouth), victor looking chillin and chee kong cute eyes :D

owh owh and i went kayaking :D:D:D;D weeeeee hehe actually at the start of the kayaking the kayak was so unstable 0.O me scared hehe so my fellow kayak william (lil bro hehe) had to kayak kinda alone 0.O sowee bro.. so after finish i was like wah not say very tiring la not bad haha and he was like HUH quite tiring... since i was the back rower he din know serene freezed at the starting point lol.... soweee soweee and sowee XD owh i met him in sunway the other day heh and congrats on his pmr result :) praise the lord.

us people..... omg we had to wash our dishes after eating every meal lol.... and there were a group of impressive young boys prob 15 years volunteering to wash for ppl they stand sometimes in the hot sun washing for half hour or more every meal ..... zomg darn touch ..... the good men species hasn't pupus after all 0.O

lol this was suppose to be their XYZ 17 and above cell group pic :) but me busybody masuk haha lolz k la actually they ask me to join flings hair* XD bawls....

i'm not sure which meal is this?? 0.O

perdie, me, chris, dwayne strike a pose (:
owh michelle ooi far left age fifteen was a fellow newcomer :D weeeee hehe owh the pink shirt thingy is our official camp shirt btw :) and the hot rockin sexay pink man on it is actually God lol it's trying to fyi that our god is big and strong (:

owh and thks chrissy babe for inviting me :) love ya lots and had a blast muax..... :*

with cousin steven :) well actually not blood related cuzzie but :D he's an ONG.... Dwayne too actually lol KL lotsa ONG la :D labuan very rare.... so kinda amusing :0 anyway cuzzie's a nice person :) all da best in ur exam!

lol daniel ever since the first time i saw u in like erm september i think.... always loved ur hair =O haha so prickly hehe see ya in church sooon :)

my games group :) hehe my group crowded with pretty gals XD haha overloaded with perasanness... but true wat my fellow members are pretty and owh the guy in the far left zomg zomg zomg has the same chinese name as me XD kai shueng lol...... feel so weird calling his name like calling myself =.=.... next to him liang jun the cute and adorable spongeybob pants :) and william (matt he reminds me of u la seriously looks a bit like u..) and they'res pauline my leader lol she's got charisma la despite being like 15 XD

hey chee kong! my ANGEL :D hehe i was his mortal and boy he knows how to keep his identity discreet from me la lol every one else in the group knew =.= damn blur!!! haha but he darn sweet la :) thanks angel for sweets and jagaing me (= owh check out his halo ( the ring on the head ) although it's silver instead of gold teehee

rachael.... one hot rocking babe :) in my games group

sarah :) so ebullient hehe love her ;)

me... lil bro and lill sista :D haha two mischievous but incredibly fun boys :) opps no the one on the right is a pretty gal.. chris.. chloe and robin loll... robin; juice anyone?

and a glimpse of encounter night :) every night actually juz that the last night was particularly long heh see camp is not juz all bout FUN but mainly bout the abba father above (: owh perd hang accepted christ :D:D:D so so happi for him god bless his journey ahead with the lord :D anyway encounter camp was incredible..... yeah man God uR INCREDIBLE

and finally my dormmates :D they're the best i can ask for hehe..... we are one crazy dorm eh CA9 haha we got scolded one night actually XD by kar sum or melvyn i dunno lol for being so noisy XD owh the nose? wondering y? haha coz we r the BABIWATIS!!!!!!!!! we're notty and nutsy =)
coz like throughout camp they were like non stop everywhere signs of the word wirawati and wira so i was thinking if wanna make smth for girls juz add wati la... so if babi for girls is babiwati lol that was on the first night XD and the name stuck lol.... yeah i'm cheeky ngehehhe (:

there's raquel, me, june lyn, christine, camille, MAUREEN(head of babiwati who keep forgetting to come back with the key that i have to keep goin out to find her =.= since i'm like third oldest heh) michelle cheah (a fellow newcomer) and brenda and yesh we had fun :) we are crazy dormees aren't we :D haha initially their first impression of me was i was a lill cocky 0.o ahhaha the way i look acc to maureen lol but after they got to know me they say i'm siao lol..... as in crazy :) yeah juz keeping the piggysty wild with oinking babiwatis hehe.... love ya girls so much :D
outside our dorm lol..... the beds were 0.O made me speechless got black dots all over my bed 0.O and my dorm leader maureen's blanky had lipstick stain on it and fingernail 0.O 0.O omg omg omg heh..... but slowly it's not too bad when u have awesome ppl to share the grossnesss of ns campsite with XD
owh credits of pictures to christina XD sowee for the belated acknowledgement haha.....

owh after that me, keng jin and Ian head to chris house with her of coz lol for christmas home-e i was the pianist for carolling :D haha owh with pastor moy how's daughter valerie :) and the other two smaller ones hehe... i was wearing specs coz turkey sauce got into my eyes yikes ouchies damn clumsy =.= haha anyway yeah that's how part of the last month of 2008 ended with a high note :)

owh and i'm pursuing law and commerce this year heh investment laydeh lol but if anyhow i dislike it i'll be back in mas in 2010 to do medicine heh XD terrible right haha but yeah :) for now surrender everything to God..... visa, tickets... gosh i'm gonna be one buzy pig strotting about everywhere...... but yeah the mighty hands will be there with me :) picking me up when i juz can't go on.....

anyway happy new year ppl ;) i know i'm like 13 days late but it's better late than sorry :D have a blessed new year filled with joy and love from above..........
father into ur hands i commit myself :)
new year resolution
to stop being lazy
to do well in law and commerce
to love god more than ever
to care for others
bring more people to christ
etc etc haha too much tired ady

owh i have yet to update on my attachment to segar veterinary hospital hehe
another day la ya i just completed a super long post phew... heh (:
xoxo,
serene ong
yours truly..

day at eupho

2008-12-29T19:05:00.000-08:00

last month i think lol went with a levels friends to m.o.s.. with marcel, tim, jason, yan rui, beng ying, sarah(not my sis heh), daniel (lih bi swan) and kai lun..... since all of us were not locals.. had to take cab and....... that particular day all the cabs juz had to go on hiding din they =.=

so had to wait for more than half hour i suppose till the poor boys miss their free entrance fee awwwww.....

moto moto loll matching black tops :D

daniel! the mother's of all mothers they call him tua nen bu heh at first i honestly din get wat it mean lol!

kai lun heh he's so darn quiet..... he comes all the way from jb ppl

tim tim full of awesomeness hehe us being jakunny cheeky (: he's from kuching babeh jason's future housemate heh

and yan rui :) awww mr.funni finally a pic with ya..... a good way of making up for not making to mine and edwin's farewell steamboat.>.... owh he's from jb too lol if i go imu i think we might be batchmates (: heh

anyway sad sad din get a pic with beng ying and sarah and jason

anyway they were really sweet to drop me first :) thks ppl all da best for ur a1 results :D god bless

tagged by tay

2008-12-22T03:41:00.000-08:00

1. What’s your ambition?
I'm still looking upon God for an answer but honestly i'm so confused and downbeat by it haih
I know my sisters are better off without me intruding in their lives... so father speak to me a voice that will make it smooth for us all

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
God, family erm boyfriend? when i do have one la XD lol but some friends are definitely equally important :)

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
nah Jesus gave me a life to expand his kingdom not to just throw it away ya know

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
erm depending on the situation

5. How many babies you want?
3 :D i want a twin :D preferably boys heh mayb coz my family has always been all about girls heh

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
i dunno heh i love girgio armani actually but it's freaking expensive lol so natural scent works best for me :)

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
my pride, laziness, ignorance, neediness, choleric temperament gosh 0.O i'm a sucky person ain't I =.= i'm working on those areas though :) with god's help

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes God has already proven that when he sent his son Jesus to died on the cross for us :)

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?
Yeah it's true no one is perfect but :)
tall, buff (horny brows :P), smart, hardworking, charismatic, confident, loves me unconditionally and top of the list loves god! (this is a good guideline (X )

10. What are your bad habits?
erm i sleep too much, on9 too much, eat uncontrollably erm using quirky expressions heh like currently calling myself serene; serene wants to eat, serene feels sad lolz as diagnosed by dr,joa and mark i've been facebooking too much lol

11. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
Jesus loves u :)

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Urm i think so

13. What do you hate most in others?
I know i'm suppose to love as everyone is made ini the image of god but i do hate double sided attitude (people who go around talking behind ur back but yet pretending to be so nice in front of you)

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
I know this is wrong but am craving for love

15. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
his indispensable love for God and his ability to lead :)

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
Tay is a kind sweet amazing guy!

17.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
i dunno currently feeling very empty lost and ..........why i'm not too sure myself either...i don't even know wat can make me happy at this moment..

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
A mum to more children :D i already have a son btw panadol :) my furry shih tzu heh and a fervent servant of god yeah!

19. Whats your guilty pleasure? (something you usually wouldn't admit out loud)
:) haha well i since won't admit it out loud wat makes u think i'm gonna do i here heh

tag ends here
anyway my grandma is here ;) and despite not seeing her for so many years already i think 4-5 i love her so much :) heh and she still calls me a ling so yeah the house is feel with a ling a lol
xoxo :)

post coming up XYZ camp in benum resort (need to collect pictures)

2008-12-21T21:38:00.001-08:00

God is good :D god is good :) he's just miraculously amazing and i praise his name to the utmost highest :) indeed sam result is out! and boy i got wat i never hoped for throughout the year after all the many struggles i have experienced :) the father is kind he gave me 5A's in my SAM a 97.65 :D something i truly din expect...

all this while as i commit myself and truly surrender everything that i was willing to accept watever he is willing to give me... before the results came out it's weird that i had such peace! :) when i saw the results on the internet at 5 plus am mum woke me up that early =.= more anxious than i was haha anyway when i saw it tears just brimmed.... never would i imagine in my whole year in sam that my physics will ever get an A wat more an A18 :) indeed the abba father is gracious... and esl was A19 :) my esl teacher sayed that the highest i'd ever will score is A18 but indeed the lord loves me ;) and a million thank you to sir kevin goh for helping me out :D owh btw the title for the extended response was on animal testing same as my investigative study omg omg omg i know haha

indeed i thank mum and kakak for feeding me and taking care of me while i thank daddy for encouraging me and even saying that a C is a good achievement juz to keep me upbeat...
and thanks to my eldest sister for mocking my results Xp in a good way so that i'd work harder... and my second sister for always giving me hope!

thanks to college mates, lecturers and tution lecturers (mr.john, ms.phua, sir kevin, mr.woon, mr.lee, ms.tiew, pn.mahani, ms.ng) :D heh thanks pn.mahani for scolding me for titration :) ever since then titration was my strongest point :D

thks daryl, jason and others outside class who have also been so kind and supportive god bless all u ppl ;) anyway indeed if u'd stay with me in my house u'd definitely expect me to score bottom rock! heh sleeping and on9 so much

on9 from 11 to 1 or 2 am in the night and sleep till 7 am and from 5pm to 8pm after college
constantly talking in class -.- ask my lecturers or classmates for proof =.= finishing asignments only like 5 minutes before passing up leow u know my doom teman XD even then sometimes i'm slower
boy i was definitely doomed for failure! but the awesome father in heaven did keep his promise and as i worked hard after trials for the finals god prevailed and took me in his arms as i soared on eagles wings :) indeed the lord is good and i praise his holy name :)
thank u abba father thank u

xoxo ur grateful daughter :O)

robbed but taught (16/12/08)

2008-12-14T07:20:00.000-08:00

the other day me and my eldest sis which fyi name is sarah, went to times square for shopping.... when we got back we discovered the gate was locked... which was pretty unusual... and when we called mum to open the door, I could sense a trembling tone in it..
then mum said that a robber came juz now 0.O
I was well shocked obviously 0.O never expected that... but gotta admit been bein a lill complacent in prayer after college ended

after settling down, the story unravels as mama spoke:
when mum, kakak, aunt and cousin came back from carrefour subang the other day, they were actually being followed. kakak carried stuff to the back while mum went to the back of the kitchen too to sit down as usual... wat was unexpected was that aunt will actually help carry groceries to the back of the kitchen as well! so the doors were left wide open unattended!

when my aunt came to the back of the kitchen mum was worried and by the time she went to the front a man came with a parang! chopper btw in case u tak paham melayu! and yeah when mum scream and asked wat he want he raised the parang and told her to hush..
he demanded the purse while bursting the master bedroom door open... btw the master bedroom was locked by the landlord... we rent the place yeah we're not local... so anyway he force mum and kakak to get into a room..... while he searched for valuables.
he took mum's handbag with all the money in it... bad news was dad juz left the day b4 so he gave mum money for us to spend and the robber took it all wuite a big sum :'(

aunt and nephew hid at the back in the kitchen....
but wat touched me so much that day was the words of my kakak who said : it's ok if the robber kill me and auntie (my mum) coz we have salvation but at least don't hurt aunt and her son coz they have not received jesus christ as their personal lord and saviour....
gosh i melted at that very point at her true love that was so deep and meaningful

anyway we've moved from ss14 now as coz the robber took quite a large sum of cash he might return... but wat we believe is that perhaps got has a plan that this took place so mum would go back to labuan to be with daddy...

initially i thought of aborting plans of goin to xyz camp and so on coz of the moving house and so on which was so complicated and strenuous but then again sis said no coz if u do ur letting the devil achieve his purpose so i though yeah! i'm gonna go! ntg gonna stand between me and my saviour :) (update on the camp another day)
but in watever that happens father lord we know and trust with our whole heart that u have the best plan laid out for us plans to prosper us ahead! and in watever circumstances father we praise u! And all glory go to you that no one was harmed :) i love u lord!

owh and people would be pretty awesome if u could pray for my family safety :)
thanks lots of huggies and kisses =)
xoxo
serene

weekend with the kids :)

2008-12-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

yep i signed up as a volunteer for a kids camp in eagles point a church in puchong :)
and it was FUN!!!!!!!!!!! (: who'd ever thought instead of me putting a smile on the kids face, they put a huge one on me :)

they learn how to make huge bubbles 0.O i played too :D bodek some of their liquid hehe the best part bout being a che che to them is that .... they allow u to take when ever u like eventhough ur cutting their line XD

owh they did drama too the top pic on the left was the winner for that day playing the role of a father and a son... my gosh kids at the age of 10-13 can act so marvelously well 0.O woah

then there were decorating muffins with icing and other tiny decos :) all of the kids did it from 5-6 age group 7-9 age group and 10-13 age group and owh the final age group us volunteers :D old old volunteers hehe we got a chance to play too :)

man this is super tiring helping up with the baking non-stop the kids take turns different age groups.... boy was i jaded when it ended u could see it from my face that i was plain out of fuel...

but i really did enjoy helping the kids :) the best part was they were doin the muffins for their mum (: how selfless haha

us volunteers with our muffins :D chee wei the guy =.= something went wrong muffins were too delicious i bet XD owh and laverne the pretty girl in the pic in the bottom middle pic happy 20th BDAY!!!!!! god bless ya lots been fun in cell group together =)

owh i love the kids :D fell in love with them so dearly that although i was suppose to go help for one day oni i couldn't resist comin back the next day... they're juz so how do i put it in words... irresistable (=

owh i love these two brothers :) dizunn and dixon hew (: they definitely found a way into my heart heh they juz reminds me of sab and myself coz they're one year apart and always together in the camp :)

my kid girls :) love them to bits and pieces too

my earring ><> awwww the children doin their performances and the parents join too :) how sweet

that is tefo the guy in orange, and the girl is sharon :) fellow volunteers hehe

primrose heh first thing when i saw the name i thought primrose oil the relief to period pain (X anyway despite the fact that we were so buzy during the whole camp due to lack of volunteers and us girls had to do lifting =.= till my back hurt! BUT it was all worth it :) every little pain here and there was worth it juz to carve a smile in the childrens' face :) and i would do it all over again if i can :)

jason, tim, marcel and tasha came over for dinner the other night :) and that on their head is shamartimson hehe darn cute right (X

buffet dinner for uncle david and aunt rose 50th wedding anniversary :) family friend
juwita suwito with aunt rose :) man aunt rose looked resplendent in the baju kebaya and juwita sang beautifully for them :) well uncle david and aunt rose are her god parents wow :)

the happy couple :) may the lord bless them with many more years togther to come (:

the banner hehe the dinner was held in holiday villa btw

me and sam pong loll old time friend i knew her since i was like primary 1? she was primary 3 then XD u gotta admit.. she's hot! :)

xoxo

serene

events events

2008-12-01T06:22:00.000-08:00

k k i know i'm suppose to blog bout the BBQ party and erm pool party but serene got kinda lazy XD my other friends have posted bout it so well :) if u wanna know bout it go to http://joannachow.blogspot.com/2008/11/pool-party.html credits to joa for the pool party and http://chuinee.blogspot.com/2008/11/pool-party.htmlfor the pool party and http://chuinee.blogspot.com/2008/11/klang-bbq.html BBQ party kay guys :D credits to chui nee pronounced as chooee nee for the two posts :) thanks babes
anyway went out with jen the other day :D she's a form two girl btw haha but who towers me already XD

went to forever21 to try on clothes weEEEEEEEeeeeee :D
she looks galmorous in it don cha think (:

we saw dancing performance haha they made fake snow some more :) awesome heh

i did her make up :) haha then we made dessert fruits together loll and ate dinner and watch friends :D haha wonderful time :)

she's my mum's awesome friend aunt Soo Nee who has been so dear to my family daughter btw :)

steamboat with beng ying, tasha, marcel, jun yi, daniel, edwin and jason :)

me and mussel and marcel :D they are both pronounced the same :D haha it's like when i say i wanna eat mussel... it sounds as I WANNA EAT MARCEL!!!!!!! heh :) anyway serene is proud to proclaim she conquered 50 mussels!!!!! i know @#$% wthBBQ haaha 50 0.O i'm a eating man trap in a girl's body XD loll anyway from pic :) marcel posing with the baby mussels :) and there's the shells of the conquered mussels..... wohooo and the best part is despite eating so much other stuff too .... i din gain weight :D god knows my fetish for mussels and know how to keep the weight down so that can always enjoy them (*:

owh and did i mention the steamboat is meant to be a farewell for me and edwin XD anyway the steamboat is somewhere near yuen steamboat and the BBQ was ooooooooohHHHHHHHHhh NICE! yummy salty licks lips :) and finger hah so there's edwin with marcel, edwin with jason, jason with jun yi and the others :D i wasn't in the pic coz i was too buzy filling my tummy still :D

serene's is back in pics :D tummy filled hahamarcel and i bottom daniel and i or should i say li Bih Swan haha he darn cute first time he met me he asked me wat is my mum's name XD haha so from now onwards i call him by his mum's name X)... and beng ying a fellow dog lover (high five) and edwin loll a future vet awww sweet :) (another high five)

with jun yi zomg did u know i met this guy when i was form 2 in ryla camp in kota tinggi johore!!! 0.O i din know... he's jason roommate fyi haha so when he first into himself i was like hmmmm this name sounds familiar haha mana la tau this world is a small small world :) nice to meet u again jun yi, pic beside jason wang :D the guy from china.. once i wanted to call him and accidentally called him china instead of him name =.= hahahahha anyway he chose jason loll so cute jason's housemate some more :) pic below tasha :) awww darling tasha :) i'm so gonna mizz you :) i'm so amazed by ur strength and love with god been so nice knowing u (puppy dog eyes)

and jason haha kick his pregnant tummy XD he has a baby btw XD and the pic beside is us girls for that night

awwww pretty jason :)
gonna mizz u much definitely... i'm so glad i met u in science nationals last year :) 2007 heh if not wouldn't have such a great time with ya people :) kuching people or should i say sarawakians :D:D hooray for sarawakians :D i'm one btw haha :) and u take care and god bless ya for everything :)

everybody :) the boys :)

owh and.... thanks jason, tasha, timothy and marcel for giving me a pair of earrings and shamartimson :) a dog from memory lane :) treasure it lots thanks :D a post on shmartimson will follow up soon :)

xoxo

serene

the dead blog relives XD

2008-11-25T08:45:00.000-08:00

hey hey :) i know i suck at updating lol but life has just been hectic haha but the important thing is that i have updated eh :) so anyway for sam finals result and future i commit that unto god :) so i shall not bore u with my yakking on that haha
so anyway u can expect these events coming out on the next post...

1. steamboat with jason and other friends
2. barbeque in klang
3. poolside party at mark's
4. last day of college

so anyway as i'm lazy i was so tempted not to blog =.= but then again how can any one not talk bout prom! it's like one of the most important events.... once in a lifetime eh!!!!
so here goes :)
serene's side of sam corroboree 2008 unravels

lol this is not categorized as camwhoring kay.... loll i was juz checking out my eyes to see how it looks in pics coz as quoted by mum they were to heavy so wala.... they were heavy 0.O hence they were actually milder on that day itself

pictures with cx and gary both from E3 march intake lol and ben G2 tall guy and joa loll in the toilet in sunway b4 goin to prom.... and owh ya my gosh right b4 reachin to the hotel one of my eye turned red =.= erks!!!! darn it haha i was praying God please no juz not today of all days NOT TODAY!!!! come one..!!! and guess wat it recovered after that :) thank the lord (:
initially my plan was if eye doesn't recover then have to smile big big till eyes bcom so sepet so u can't notice any redness XD for the first time i din wan any attention on the eyes haha but anyway as the redness subside.... serene went owh watever! :)

with daryl prom king 2008 loll mr.salsa, mandeep singh heh

downwards to the right ki siong... well ki siong met him on the first day of college XD was grumbling to chris that couldn't see anything coz the guy sitting in front was too tall block everything and omgwth!!! he heard =.= and changed seats with us bawls anyway met him in spec maths tution b4 he quit and then went dancing classes together for awhile too :D haha anyway ki siong u take care :) next warren, yi lee ha, and tneh a.k.a stick (don't get angry XD)

yee ern and yi huan enjoyed every thursday breaks with u guys :) and yi huan physics tuition mate loll all G2 ppl heh and kuan lin from sri kl... and ai shen.. u sat in front of me for spec maths finals :)

chan and kat :) lovely ladies from G6 and G2... Jia yin owh my dear jia yin :) my first friend in G2 :) u were so kind thank u so much been great knowing u :) don u dare lose touch with me kays winks*... next arvend haha use to squabble with him bout footie and janice my second friend in G2 (: awww u2 take care yeah... dustin round and cuddly and hong :) always hungry and super excited :D

vaish... and varsha loll lovely pretty gals... and pretty G2 ladies below.... valerie u look resplendent in a dress! wear more skirts la :D and there's nicole and boon mean :)

melissa awww i love this girl :) met you first day of college itself early morning some more intro through chris man am i gonna mizz u hot thing... been really great friending ya...and hui chi u were so kind to lend me ur bb7 page :) u go smart girl! audrey in purple... miri ppl :) and physics tuition mate heh.. and edwin loll met ya in life group u funny guy and fellow animal lover :D cheers to u doin vet science ya (: all da best

haha the boys love their lecturers and hey i do too!!!

them lecturers :) thanks for everything for teaching and so on

and notice the top on the left Mrs.Ong G2 mentor 0.O exactly! serene's mum haha anyway i think at the begining of the year she thought i was some bimbo girl who scores red marks in report cards.. i still remember in december i was signing up for sam so she was counselling me... she was like it's ok if u can't handle science u can always switch to arts u know... and why don't u consider malay coz malay is quite easy to score... erm science very tough la.... haha mrs.ong i still love u despite all that XD

wow ms.ng and ms.tiew looks absolutely gorgeous haha!

and sir kevin goh love ya to bits and pieces heh :D

pn.mahani, mr.woon though u two are far away serene feels u two X)

ruth and karyan loll joa and leow's friend become my friend ;) j.lui classmate thks for helping me when i din listen properly in class sometimes loll... and jin hong and cha frm G2, ellen yo!, kin fai blerk X) and kumar always sassy and burning hawt

top xavier.... do come to church with us yo! haha and who'd know ur sis and my sis know each other eh bowling champ :) william lol calvin's dear friend who takes great pictures... and us girls with ms.phua physics teacher :D jia you with the teaching :) ur doin great!

with moi and chee hong loll, kevin chew the drummer :), jack the sabahan... kristina, kristin and shalini frm spec maths tution monday class and gary loll another of calvin's dear friend

sher lin, ee ling and beatrice awesome girls i met from christina's class and cherish :)

awwww :)

G2 ppl :) my ex classmates yo!

us girls with ms.rajani hey she shares the same bday as me how cool is that! :D

tay owh tay :) thanks for tutoring me maths (graphs i so totally suck at it b4 he taught me)... :) ur an awesome ping pong and badminton player haha

daniel soon lol... daryl soon cousin :) hehe who'd ever thought i'd get to know daryl's family eh :D anyway thanks for bein so kind n borrowing me ur graphics calc :)appreciate it lots.. hehe seeing ya soon eh

the guys with ms.phua :)

mattie loll or matt as i always called him.... a great friend from G2 loll matthias lu christian boy hailing from taman oug XD well it's been great knowing u mattie... yep had fun in the christian conferences i attended with ya hope for the best for ur future ya :) and plz owh learn to love animals will ya =.=!!!!!!! tall freak :) gonna mizz ya heh owh and i still remember u forgot me once for thursday's lunch haha!!!

us gals with ms.phua :)

the guys with ms.ng and ms.tiew

jeff and kim loll inseperable haha well that was wat i thought haha owh kim the physic freak X)

will u need to talk more :) eh sir will!! loll all the memories...

booyah! gd lookin s8 boys ;)

hey j.lo :) thanks for supporting and always being honest with me throughout the way and for changing me for the better.. will mizz sitting with ya in class a lot :) take care yeah and continue to glorify the name of the lord will ya... take care and god bless.. i hope the morning after corroboree is not the last i'll see of you! can't believe this is the first picture i've ever taken with u =.= and u know wat i mizz ya hah

jeff toothpaste tube :)

chris darling :) been knowing u for more than a year and a half now haha the longest person i've known in sam 2008... u rockin gal :) i hope for the best for u in everything k that u'll get wonderful results that'd glorify the name of the lord (: love ya and always will :) u arr don u dare lose contact with me heh :) love ya babe hugs* and man i want ur waist size! X) owh i'm glad my mum met ur mum :) so that i met U!

mr.chan :D haha don be so shy (: don be afraid to look into our eyes hehe... mr.chan a darn shy guy la :) but yet with a really warm kind heart... and owh he has a wonderful cute dog!!!!!! blade :) me like hehe see ya around mr.chan

us gals with ms.tiew every girl in my class is in this pic loll 6 of us yep 6 of us haha

trisha first person i made friends with in the class haha ur nice ;)

chui nee ur sweet and cute :)

sandra very outspoken loll (chem lab partner) and watdaya noe where she stays ain't very very far from labuan

heh kin fai... mafia looking la u.. yeah and we all know u can kick the ball very hard in futsall.... can feel the wind when the ball flys past ba!

mark... awww the best class rep any one can ever dream of havin haha and an awesome chef too :D seriously puts many girls to shame includin me >.<> finally :) joa and leow the two closest buddies i have in my class haha

we always sit second row on the right side haha since we're always in the old block except for the time me and joa switch sitting places temporarily XD

thanks for all the wonderful memories i've had with u2 :) from sam fiesta to prom... from january to november, babes! we made it through Study also Mati programme alive! haha so i guess we din mati after all :) and yeah as much torture as the academic part has been the other part has been blissful (: sam is not so bad after all eh

will mizz every one dearly sobs*

calvin-study buddy

hengli-mr.cool

posearn-smart and thin and young loll and chem lab partner

norris-always with gf loll

kp-jejaka idaman

lol sorry din describe u all up there din get a pic with u guys! haha sad loll we'll get the pics another day k :)

owh and after prom virtually every one went to euphoria :D taylors book the whole place for us :D loll damn cool right (: hehe was fun fun FUN!

after that some of us went mamak... in murni... damn far but owh so yummilicious!

got back at nearly 6a.m haha

overall a day well spent :)

xoxo ur blogger

serene ong

setback

2008-11-07T21:47:00.000-08:00

LET GO! LET GO! LET GO!
i think i share a lil undisclosed common characteristic with miley...
not outwardly but the inside.....

anyway in an unrelated story
i can trust god! yes we can! lol i can't seem to flush out obama's msg from my head :)
i've got a crush on obama haha kiddin it's juz a song stuck in head :) i do think he's an awesome dude though yeah man! cheers to OBAMA BAMA BAMA!!!!
exams been tough needless to say but yeah papa in heaven i shall trust in u!

ps : family and kakak thank u 4 support n json too :)

ppl ppl alll da best u may have screwed up a lill but u know wat it's not over till it's over !!!!
so give it one last shot! jia you!

owh and smth bout my past :) my cute cute past writin by the creative manipulative sister XP
http://sarahli.blogspot.com/2006/09/child-like-faith.html
go read i read till stomache pain :)
heh go be a story book author sarah!

xoxo
butterflies in heart...

floating in the skies

2008-10-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

T-shirt on (shontelle)

Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

I wanna wear ur t-shirt on ;)

how beffudling ~ emo memo nemo

2008-10-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

i dunno wat's happening.. i can't explain this feeling.....
i feel so downbeat, perplexed and perhaps even embittered... by what? i can't figure myself..
my life is vile =.= so i don't believe it is but i feel so....
perhaps my results sux but then again i have no right to claim so as indeed my God has blessed me more than i deserve....
or izzit perhaps i feel so lost and invincible...so unvalued? hmmm
or izzit because of my ambiguous future, that is so equivocal...
or izzit bcoz i feel unloved....
i know by heart and in my soul deeply that my omnipotent God can do all things for me
hence, i dunno why i'm feeling this way..
perhaps i have not surrendered myself completely to him fully entrusting myself unto his hands for him to do his will in my life?
i dunno i juz really can't explain this mystery cloud that's shrouding my life... =.=
i went to christian fellowship for the first time today and was profoundly moved by the pastor's words....claim u have freedom and power in the lord.... i do believe so truly...
after the service the pastor told me personally throw that sadness away... i was surprised.... sadness?? i am sad meh? lil did i know i was sad deep down...
again why? i can't explain..
but i do hope abba father can speak to my heart and lemme noe his intentions clearly...
for now all i can do is close my eyes and wait in sheer hope and trust in him that a smile may appear on my countenance again....

selamat hari raya

2008-10-05T00:11:00.000-07:00

to all readers :) first of all
Selamat Hari Raya ;D

yeah raya holidays was indeed a so appreciated and needed break by every one i guess..... a week to recharge and gain back composure and equanimity loll... indeed trials have been like a hysteric week deluged with sorrowful tired and incessant bugging headaches...... overall i think i only slept like 22 hours for 5 days? like wth right haha but yeah last minute ppl like me yeah that's wat u get when ur complacent at the start. anyways lack of sleep has had severe effects.... before physics test i slept like 40 minutes the night b4 and my brain went dead during the paper =.= maths test slept 3 hours i think stupid formula sheet din know it takes so long juz to do it and yes i was a lill distracted by the comp too.... well forgot graphics calculator another WTH yeah i know... =.=
anyway hols been awesome dad came over :)
although i muz post this complaint up!!!! DUmb air asia delayed my dad's plane for more than 2 hours.. so dad arrived here at 2.15 am!!! yESH it's in the morning =.=
Air aSia ~ are incredibly retarded and super idiotic airline...... pardon me for the crudness in words but jeez man delay so looooongg =.=

anyway been goin out :) like almost every day haha cool eh :D haven been doin work =.= but anyways hols are meant to enjoy rights :) anyway went to euphoria on thursday night with joa mark and desmond ( i thought he was my cuzzie :) )

preparation haha....yeah posting this pic took a lot of guts for me...
coz this pic kinda screamssss look at me i'm a dumb bimbo lolzz
watdaya have to say sometimes :) it's cool to be bimboish haha

check out the blue hair ^.^

camwhored in toilet for a while :) this lill missy thinks she can outdo my height haha with heels but all efforts were futile XD anyway mark and desmond ONG yesh he's an ONG!!!! had to wait patiently outside for us muahahah (evil grin*)

with miss joa :)

as so she say: we look wasted but actually we're juz tired haha

wellll it was really cool :) non smoking club weiih..... but seriously that club needs more girls the ratio of guys to girls was like 5 : 1
pathetic? tell me about it...
anyway a weirdo approached me to say hi =.= and later came back to offer to buy me a drink =.=
ewwwww i know!!! totally ewwwww haha
anyway i did not drink at all in the club :) juz went there for M.O.S :) love music dancing so yeah how could i say no :) thanks dad for understanding and allowing me to go
and as a favour in return i promised not to drink :) and yeah i kept my promise :)
and all the dancing =.= cause me body ache for two whole days.... extreme neck pain too....
haha wat to say non stop for like 2 hours plus? i'm bound to be injured stricken.... haha it's more vigorous than badminton wei but it was cool :)
owh sadly din get to have a group pic :( next time fellas after finals of coz :)

manicure :D wohooo pretty??? i thought it was glam :)

outings with daddy

i went to sleep at 3.30 plus after euphoria =.= suffered temporary hearing damage and couldn't really sleep loll... woke up at 8.30 and soon went out with daddy haha to look for philips service center to return a broken hair product ( so lousy =.= paid so much for it some more and broke on 3rd use) wth!!! anyway the area is so complicated we end up consuming half a tank of petrol and still to no avail after 2 whole hours -.= so we went to sunway

cray fish :D

and ate taiwanese chicken and oyster mee sua soup juz for fun :) two hours later was the real deal AJISEN RAmen... 20 bucks per bowl -.- i ate cray fish :) dad had peking duck..... it was hmmmm juz alright i have to say... not extreme to my liking... i'll rate it 5 out of 10! but dad's company juz made it all more tastier :) so i'll rate company 10 out of 10 (:

awwww sporting daddy :)
lovely ain't he :)
i did lots of shopping too :) spent like 200 =.= getting broke and it's oni the beginning of the month!
:O

owh i actually did waxing for the first time in my life !!!! i know darn lame, pathetic watever u call it haha anyway coz i use to stand for the belief that who cares whether the leg's got hair or not!!! i'm comfortable in my own skin... that's till i went and bought shoes in a store that had small mirrors for the feet only... then i saw a horrifying gruesome sight.. ok mayb i exaggerated a lil but anyway i straight away bought hair removal cream and wala...... the picture shows after and before results.... :) lolll anyway i got lazy and have yet to shave the other leg =.= gross?? haha

the next day i drove :D wohoo daddy let me drive :D and i mizz so many turnings =.= after that i juz handed him back the wheel.... anyway we finally found the service center like FINALLY!!!!!! but then they were telling me we will replace a new set for u but u will have to come back in one week 0.o...... stoned!!!! 0.o how on earth can i go back there!!! i was speaking softly though haha anyway the supervisor was so sweett.... :) he was like i'll try and get someone to drop it in ur place :) awwwwww :) he looks a bit like daddy hehe anyway god bless his kind soul :)

anyway during ramadan i bought and tasted the best beriani i've ever eaten in my entire life :O
ramadan stall in ss18 ZOMG it was like melting in my mouth owh the scrumptuous heaven delightful taste is definitely something to try out.... they have a shop around usj near summit area eh lolll yeah i went and asked =.=

owh and this is wat u get when u get addicted to playing the guitar... it hurts u!!! lolzzz

my ear loobs hurt :( coz my hole became too small due to laziness syndrome to consistently wear earrings.... anyway they're really painful now :( ugh hope they'll recover though (:

hols has allowed serene to sleep like a pig again :D waking up at 2 or 3 pm almost everyday :D woohoooo so cool :D and yesh i'm getting fat and lovin it X)

anyway

selamat hari raya again ppl :)

tomorrow is back to college :'(

but who cares coz it's been one hell of a week :)

xoxo <3<3

FoUR birthdays on the RoLLLLLL

2008-10-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

First up Mei San (30/09)

Happy 18th bday my dear friend hope u liked the song i composed for u haha
though ur in miri glad we're still in touch all the long phone calls loll
my ear was darn red that night i tell u haha mizz tang tian with u loll hope to see u soon :) and take care there in miri eh one day mayb i'll go there for a visit.... i'm born there anyway hahaha
u study hard and take care k... missin u across the south china sea hahah blerk pantat XD

2nd up Min Chun (02/10)

Happy bday my friend haha i've known u since i was like 2 years old?? haha go to ur house and everything some more loll

starbucks as present loll
happy 19th bday loll my kawan for 17 years haha take care and god bless and owh i love ur dog haha
(ps. his bitch is my dog's daughter XD)

3rd up Faith Yeo (28/09)

candid :D:D happy bday loll ur and awesome leader yo!!! keep up the good job

owh did i say the bday place had a free fish spa ????!!!!! say it with me ZOMG!!!! loll

with jasmine the place darn nice la furnishing is awesome

with jessica :)

my feet got enjoyed by the fish too much until a bit of my skin came out -.- my healthy skin mind u not the dead one lol

so pweetty :)

4th up beware this girl is flaming hot :)
chris (23/09)

bubbagump have an awesome cheering bday team wei loll damn cool

random pics :)

groupie pic :D

told ya flaming hot she burns ur eyes :D

shev awesome dancer man.... gotta learn from her

this girl darn sexy loll

fie :) defines pretty

manicure day out with chris

owh so pweetty

loll the lady, owner of the nail shop her name is serene too u noe how cool is that :D

awwww sweet :)
the lady threw in free nail art for both of us coz it was out bday month :D so cool

i noe i look damn jakun haha
i was jakun haha everything was so foreign.... first time doin manicure loll

serene drawing on serene haha

results XD
been awesome knowing u babe :) thankful to know u study hard and we'll see each other in Aus eh :) have a blessed birthday all :)

ahhhh apparently it's so

2008-09-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

You Are Just Friends

The chemistry between you and your guy friend is stuck on "just friends"

It could be a lot of reasons. He could be attached - or maybe you are.

You've got two choices. Turn up the heat, or forget about a romance with him.

And if he does reject your advances, remember that there are plenty of guys who will want you!

Is He More Than a Friend?

trials is over wooohoooo time for an update (winks*)

2008-09-27T20:22:00.000-07:00

BIRTHDAY WELL SPENT :)

hehe cool tuner XD

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMS :D :D :D FUH FUH FUH FUYOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thks ppl so so so so so much loves hugs kisses everything :)

mummy's cake :) she walked all the way to cake sense juz to buy me this moose chocolate cake awwww mummy thanks :) and thanks kakak for making sui mai ahha and sab for coming all the way back for me :)

loll jo squinting eyes XD

this ahem define hawtness XD

owh car picture :D

mattie and tay :) thanks guys too loll

k k k as promised an update on my bday :)

k k on thursday 11 Sept every one was pretty their usual self wishin happy bday and so on ....

then ms.tiew came in ... all was normal .....
then ms.tiew told me
ms tiew : Serene i lost ur DI second day one individual one
me : HARH!!!!!!!!! (caps to display loud upset voice) SERIOUS ARRRR U CAN"T FIND IT?????
ms.tiew : i look everywhere ady i'm so so sorry
me : HARH THEN HOW I"M NOT REDOING WEI!!!!!
ms.tiew : i search all around my desk still cannot find so how???
me : wat so how cannot muz find wei that DI was super easy cannot muz find!!!
ms.tiew : or u can redo another one which is about the same..... in 30 minutes..
me : harh i duwan to redo!!!!!
ms.tiew : u choose u either redo or get zero
me : =.=fine i'll redo argh!!!! THe DAY JUZ GETS BETTER HUH ( was havin eye irritation on that mornin some more )

she passes me a paper plastic and when i took out the paper =.=! damn malu seriously ntg can explain how embarrassed i felt loll... and joa was taking video and i din even realise =.=! wth right hahaha

anyway thks leow for the brilliant idea and all :) even though bout the whole staff room knew bout it =.= it was still really cool :) ;) thanks babe lotsa kisses for u joa and mark XD

yellow packet containing the supposedly repeat of individual DI

=.=! haha ( screams in embarrassment)

lolll wat can i say

unscrambled!!! ??? 0.o haha

loll check out sabssa some more XD

there was a formula sheet too wth XD

special thanks to :

Calvin, Jian Meng, Kelvin, Norris, Trisha, Joa, Jon Lo, Jon Lui, Kim, KP, Jeff, Leow, Kin Fai, Hengli, Posearn, Sandra, Tneh, Will, Xavier, Chui Nee, Yukie, Jia Yin, Arvend, Valerie, Faisal, Janice, Dustin, Katrina, Ben, Tay, Mattie, Hong, Yi Ern, Yi Huan, Jin Hong, Saravanan, Ridzuan, Kwong Min, Ming Yew, Boon Mean, Nicole, Hasif and Jason :) thks thks guys lots of kisses muah muah muah for making this 18 th bday of mine so memorable god bless all of ya yo !!! :) thks again

change

2008-09-20T04:46:00.000-07:00

awesome song that touched me...

recently i've been dreading life questioning God a to why is he so mean to me.!!! come on God give me a break.... why muz u always inflict all pain and let me live an arduous life that is so laborious... WHY? WHY? WHY? :"( I admit i've been swearing a lot this past few days as a way of comforting my own supposedly sad life... i keep claiming my life sux!!! yeah it sux....

but then Sabrina (second sis) told me :

sometimes i feel life indeed is sucky but yet i've also come to realise that many others experience greater ordeals. Some have their parents divorced or died or yeah perhaps even worse massacres. And I thank God for my family, being alive and possessing the opportunity to study. In face i'm ashmaed that although i'm so sucky yet God loves me since i was a sinner. I'm the one who has so much attitude problem but yeah God loves me.. Thank u lord... Life is hard, no doubt, BuT GOD IS STILL REAL!!! <3>thanks sab i guess yeah i need to learn to surrender my whole life to him and let him be the driver instead of me..........

thks Sab for making me realise.... all the best for ur exam and mine and every one else too. we shall surrender and wait upon the LOrd......

where have thou art went

2008-09-17T00:48:00.001-07:00

i don't know ur name
but i wanna know ur name
i don't know what u do
but i wanna know wat u do
i know wat ur studying
but tat ain't helping at all
i wanna see u
i wanna see u again
u genius
can i see u again?

tagged by matt

2008-09-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

1. The last person to tag you is? Matt lu

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
Friends

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her ?
Tall, hardworking, love kids, good christian :) and doesn't smile much in pictures X)

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
Hrmmmmmm cs :D loll

5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you ?
Study hard?? XD

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Teach him how to love animals :)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
Haha I don make enemies i think 0.o8.

If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Becomin less heartless >.<

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
0.o i wouldn't wanna make enemies with ppl

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
Eh?

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
He's nice deep down inside

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
Talkative

13. The character for yourself is ?
A pig :D

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
erks -----

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
God made me in the image of his eyes :) how can i wanna be someone else

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her.
Errrr will leave this one out

17. Ten people to tag.
1.Joa
2.Daryl
3.Darryl
4.Sab
5.Leow
6.Sam Woon
7.Marieanne
8.Yee Jie
9.Mark
10.Sir Will

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ? Daryl
No one eh??

19. Is 3 a male or a female ? Darryl
male la loll

20.If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good marieanne and will
ngehehe ulala XD that would be cute

21.How about 5 and 8 ? yee jie and leow
hehe ngam :) but yee jie a bit tiny for leow hehe

22. What is number 1 studying about ? Joa
SAM!!!! STUCK IN THE SAME STUPID PROGRAMME!!!!

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
yg mana??

24.Is number 4 single
Yeah :)

25. Say something about number 2
Understanding n supportive :)

:) :) :) :) :) :) SpEeeeecHleSssssssss!!!!!

2008-09-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

:) awwwwww juz when u think growing older is the worst thing that can ever happen to u...... something beautiful happens :D awwwwww today yeah i turn legal age 18 :) acc to jo i'm old fart now hahaa had exams today =.= tonnes of them and yet leow, jo, mark and all celebrated me bday for me :) a collaboration with G2 some more :D waiseh it can't get better than that..... apparently jo leow and mark planned it since one month ago awwwww.... hugs^16 awwww and kisses^20 too :D awwwww yellow house indeed =.= hahahaha naive girl was wondering but believe u all coz some more calvin forgot (real or accident?) my bday date haha so i was like ahhhh loll ntg special comin up loll....

and half of G2 plus all of my classmates all shared and bought me a GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
thks guys :) it can't get any better than wat u all did haha hmmmmm hmmmmm well bout everything else will post it on another day haha drained out from arguing with ms.tiew in the morning XD will talk bout that later too XD lots to be talked so stay tuned :)

and owh thanks ppl :) this is one of my best birthdays ever :D and definitely the most surprising and shocking and shocked the hell out of me wei!!!!! one :)

thanks ^ one million :)

tagged by matt

2008-09-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

Name 15 things you have/want

have:
a wonderful family :)
adorable dogs :)
wonderful friends :)
phone
laptop
tonnes of clothes =.=
hair
eyes
nose XD (sowee ran out of ideas >.<)

want:
a chance to get away from the world for a moment
my grandma and relatives to come to know jesus
save animals
all A's for exams
a new bag!!!!
hugs and kisses ;) (winks)

Name 10 people: (doesn't have to be important )
Dad
Mum
BiggEst sis
Smaller big sis
Leow
Joa
Jon
Matt
Daryl
Panadol ( oops did i put him in the wrong category?? 0.o he juz seem so humanish XD)

Name 5 things you want to do run away >.<
be stress free
go back to labuan to see panadol :(
go to emirates stadium :D :D :D
tour the world

Name 15 things you would do to your room
throw my clothes everywhere
try and tidy
and mess it up again
and again
and again
and again
and again :)
i dunno la the room i'm sleeping in here doesn't feel mine.... i mizz my own room back home :'(

Name 10 people that made a diff in your life
sarah
sab
mum
dad
daryl 0.O
friends
Jesus :)
a lot la wei
life is never mundane eh?? changes occur every day... such that differences are the ones that become a routine.

Name 5 places you want to go
Labuan :'( homesick
Australia
Heaven
A secret place where i can hide
A perfect world ( if one does exist count me in!!!)

Name 15 names you would call your room
kl room - a place to sleep in
labuan room - my place of comfort.. memory folder.... a place that saw me grow.... somewhere that saw me shed tears and carve smiles

Name 10 ppl you would die/sacrifice yourself for ( besides family )
i would for my family other than that ?? i dunno i may but then again i dunno

Name 5 places/things you go/do when u are emotional
curl up in my bed and stone and sometimes get all teary eye
talk to people close to me
seek God
Hug me doggy (which i can't do here :'( )
Breathe heavily and either resort to comfort eating or suffer a loss of appetite

now... to total it up to 100...write 10 things you have learnt/realized tht are related to the questions above
i realize i really mizz home :'(
and that I am an imperfect person....

Tag 5 people
I tag U :)

I dread being 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-08T22:18:00.000-07:00

*&^% old age =.= no fun!!! definitely no fun.... and i dunno why it's always this time around that bad things happen.....
yeah the so infamous 11 September 2001 >.< yeah when it comes to this day for every comin years it will always be mourning anniversary bla blah blah
and it was two days after i turned 16 that my mum was diagnosed with cancer :( now she's better though :)
and it is near during this year tat my aunt went into a critical condition :(
is it meant to be that i am meant to suffer every year as i age??
i am afraid to grow older as i fear that more catastrophe/mishap/fiasco will take place and it will further stretch and tear my fragile heart??
I don mind bad things happening, one, because i believe that yes god is always in control and that he carries us on eagles wings... i trust him.. honestly i do
but it just hurts so very very much to watch those around u suffer :'(
i dunno father, as i turn 18 a legal age...so call the prerequisite to adulthood, will u inflict more pain to my familY???....
my household ur household father....
i trust that u will do wats best for us.....

*for everything that happens there is a hidden blessing behind it
faith... trust....

Why can't it be me instead

2008-09-06T04:36:00.000-07:00

I see family members around me struck by debilitating illness
Father why can't u spare them and take me instead?
Trouble sleeping, trouble eating......
Pray, pray, pray father ur the only source of hope we can look to
I shall stay strong father coz Jesus suffered so much more for us..
Father ur our superman, tower of refuge and strength
when the going gets tough it's ok to cry :'(
Gathering every grain of strength in me
i have faith in Jesus
plz pray for my aunt and her family people, much appreciation
god bless....

A discovery i never knew

2008-09-05T10:40:00.000-07:00

A day i guess i rediscover my true self

Ahem ahem let the story unravel itself
yeah to all my classmates in class i may seem a little childish loll but juz wanna let u guys noe.... that isn't who i truly am i guess....
If you've asked my old ( by old i mean not those i met this year) close friends they'll perhaps have a shocked dead pale colour on their face knowing that perhaps the person u described to them is well not me..
and yeah though u may noe me as the childish me but let not (the i guess not true) personality burn in ur mind..
I've perhaps been welll how to put it in words 'unusual' in class but today even as i go figure in my head... i realise that na aaa!! who is that person actually?? 0.o
well perhaps to the point of not even knowing who i am..... perhaps i was lost in translation >.<
and yeah i'm soweee....
thks jo, leow and jon 4 ur support seriously thks :)
and perhaps that's what life is truly all about
true friends :)

so FUNNY XD XD XD a muz watch

2008-09-02T06:53:00.000-07:00

all smiles :)

2008-09-01T00:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so diggin this song currently... it's constantly playin in my head and i don't know why....... the song gives me that ting-a-ling feeling :D weeeeeee zomg i love it so much

i went to track of talent by eagles point that day.... :) it's actually conducted by 1 a.m.... any one heard of it?? loll it was AWESOME!!!! I definitely don't regret goin :D!!!! gosh that pic is of a peruvian guy playin some sorta bamboo instrument!! 0.o waiseh XD

the guy with the guitar was amazing..... made me fall in love with the song shy that way and 0% interest by jason mraz.... his sis voice is fabulous wei :)

t4c (the name of the band) :D so darn cute.... they were the stars of the night :D owh i love uncle tom..the middle one :) he's so so so so cute :D hehe

sabrina soong and i :) chee hong's cousin loll... she came back from uk for two weeks but went back to kuching too lol and she's a nice gal really....

her complexion puts many girls to shame..... i'm one of them -.-

Daddy came over on friday :D been buzy buzy buzy loll

owh i went shoppin with sabby ong :D on sunday and boy can we shop.... -.- i've toned down though :D i oni bought a heel to replace my broken one ( fyi the broken strap heel was mentioned in the previous post) a new wedge :D so loving it... and owh i bought a seed polo T too :D

300 bucks gone =.= not my fault kay......

anyway happy merdeka malaysia :) happi 51st independence day :D loll

(sings the negaraku song) owh wow so impressive -.-

FU YoH

2008-08-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

Finally chem common test 2 and physics tutorial is over :D
Chem test was yday and i actually only knew it was on Tuesday on Friday night 3 days before the common test -.-
and Physics tutorial was today loll and i oni knew we were havin physics tutorial on sunday morning -.-
thks edwin 4 informing bout chem and leow for informin on physics XD
another prove of my blurness haha
anyway today so cham i so kononnya wanted to look impressive and professional today for physics presentation and wore heels....
though mummy wasn't too happi bout it >.< and guess what the strap broke while i was walking in the new block when class was actually in the old block..... why?? coz i 'so smart thought that i left my note pad in some class there in the morning and thus have to search in three different classes.. was freaking worried coz it contain VIN (very important notes) mind you.... and havin to struggle to walk back in the lousy charles and keith heels!!!! WAS NOT FUN KAY!!!!! and when i got home guess what the note pad was there in my shelve.... 0.O @#$% haha anyway thanks LEow for borrowing me ur slippers so i can walk back home -.- and below in this picture
depicts what will happen to you when

u stay up to 3 or 5 am in the morning doin physics tutorial XP
ps : I slept for 5 hours straight this afternoon :D fu yoh pro wei...

HE"S SO SO SO SO HAWT 0.O

seriously man this guy rocks my world XD
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Richard Gasquet :)

hot hot hot :) i think i'm burning my tongue juz by sayin it XD and gosh he's the same age as Michael Phelps :D weeeeeeeeeee

ahhhhhhhh (love*) (twirls her hair and batter her eyelashes....horny horny XP)

Physics common test 3 result is comin back tomorrow
i'm kinda really worried :( coz of all my subs, my physics is my worst sub in SAM -.-
some ppl achieve superb grades in Sam and i'm happi for them :)
but mine are...... (voice fades off)
I dunno.. sometimes i just keep pondering why is my physics so poor ever since i landed in SAM. It din use to be this way haih.... I am still lookin to have my first A in physics this year and yesh i'm scared and worried and afraid. I just wish i can curl inside a shell and hide in there forever never needing to face disappointments any longer... but then again life must go on and i must with every blood of drop inside of me soldier on..
Father i look unto u for refuge and strength.. that i may brave through this stormy phase of life knowing that i will and shall make it through...

HAPPI BDAY SIS XP 10/8/08

2008-08-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

sisters always and ever :)

happi 23 bday jie :) thks for bein so awesome to me

thks for ur so many advices to me that if i were to type them all up it will use up all 150 GB on my laptop....

i'm sorry for always being so inconsiderate and stubborn

i still remember when i was 10 years old u always have to yell or put a super cold handkerchief on me to wake me up frm a nap haha

thks for not approving of my short outfits

thks for not allowing me to buy the snow white cup of ice that cost 30 ringgit

thks for makin sure i stay in touch with god

thks for advicing me on relationship stuff :)

thks for buying clothes for me

thks for askin me to study hard and caring for my future

thks for havin so much charisma

and finally thks for always bein RIGHT hahahaha XD

thks for everythin..that's all i have to say.... u juz can't imagine how proud i am to have u as my sister :D

i love u

juz can't resist putting this up XP

FINALLY

2008-08-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

OlyMPIc FEvEr
Phelps Fever TIme

omg he's hawt hawt hawt hawt michael fred phelps ;D he's amazing wei he makes girls go gaga well at least he makes me droolll XD........ 8 golds, 7 world records and one olympic record steady wei phenomenal sensation............
no words to describe haha all i can so is stop and stare (: pathetic i noe but can u blame me for goin all crazy for such a u lala sexyah muscular guy XD

owh 17/8/08 a meet up with well practically every labuan knight who is here except well a few of them ReuNioN WAiseH all the way frm Labuan (FIY to those who dunno... Labuan is between Sabah n Sarawak and we're a federal state ceweh.... X) )

the gals :) cindy, me, evan and chai ing owh and happy bday chai Ing (16/8/08) :) u tua ady

lolzz darryl looks like he's in a fantasy world

evan's hair so brown 0.o

cindy currently in petaling taylors

the guys

and every one had lunch in gasoline leh in sunway pyramid loll

bawls

Kian Chung :D long time no see wei thks 2 u n chai ing especially4 comin all the way down frm setapak 0.o my Kai di leh :D this guy superb in drawing and painting wei

yet another artist lol..... ernest.... known this guy since primary one leh waisehhh lama sudah leh..... the few chinese who go to non chinese school in labuan haha

to the left to the left :P

i can't figure wat they're doin... u go figure X)

evangeline :) one of the former four of us (cheryl mei san evan and me who always sit togther in class 4 form 4 n 5 loll)

pan cool hahahaha XP

darryl lai in adp (all day play =.=)

rofl XD

split in the making walauwei painful wei

darn cute hafiz :D ( wat i'm tryin to imply is that he has a beer belly wei )

=.=

hahah pretendin to be lalas XD darn cute right

as quoted by ernest walau hafiz you look so scary after all the girls see you runaway !!! XP

0.o

group pic :D

and another good quality pic leh thks to the superb self timer of my camera phone XP

cheeky

suicidal and murder plot XD

BOOYAH !!! :D awesome time fellas.......

7/8/08 Jack's bday pic stolen frm jo's blog XD

awwwww gosh kin fai looks a little unstraight in this pic he looks like he's cuddling hengli 0.0 Hengli beware lmao.............XD

9/8/08

aunt frm Aus came over to stay over :D

she's taller than me =.= haha dad's youngest sibling in the family

me look fat =.=

16/8/08

wei jien's open house loll....his friend's bday ( an even more freak genius in computers than wei jien 0.o)

the guy in black

the prove i survived pic as said by kimi haha jkjk wei jien's a nice guy la :D I am serious

CALVIN :D 5/8/08

yeah man rockin study buddy whom i won't call catherine anymore for his sake :P but i seriously malas to change the old ones la haha

aawwwwww :) such a cutie haha

6/8/08 ThE LonG AwaItEd POSt On cHaRitY Drive

kp ;) so cute he wore a kimono on that day u noe haha sportin wei kp

lol the i cannot tahan the staring game mr.chan

TROPHY :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! look at his head.... and see the ears that so resembles the handles :D

awwww genius pictures by leow...

capo... they're playin with sticks lolzzz aiks there is a missing stick frm S1 is he being flung by Kimi??XD

hot buff brazilians 0.o ooooooooooooooooooooo

was ms phua's bday on that day too :D

happi bday miss phua

leow looks so pretty and horny in this pic :D hahahaha oooooo horny NASTY SISTA!!!!

woopsie dunkin?

jeffery lookin emo as usual :P j.lui gosh wei so ngam/perfect/sepadan/secocok with leow wei their outfit even compliment each other XD

jo jo hahah

wet

and wet

DATE : UNKNOWN

the owh so notty sabrina drew that on my arm while i was sleeping =.= notty notty i'll get back on u some day muahahhahaha u wait n see

3/8/08 THE OWH SO MOVING PASSION CONFERENCE

lolzz to imagine after knowing JaSon since september last year in science quiz i finally have a picture with him >.<

frm left edwin ( the guy who wants 2 do vet 0.O wow amazing), me , Max (cell group leader) and beng ying (i think it's spelled like that)

group pic after the conference.... was amazing conference i don't regret goin to it despite havin maths common test the next day .... the worship was MIND BLOWING!!!!! well it juz made me realise that praise and worship need not be charismatic and so hype up like planet shakers it's juz fine being juz the way it was on that night :D The word was fabulous juz as well...........

To AshLey up there in Heaven i'm really glad that u came 2 know Jesus Christ and i thank u 4 making him known to teenagers in so many cities through the passion world tour conference..... Gt 2 say awesome work ashley for touching my heart and many others across the world...... Thks for makin Jesus known...........

PPL LET'S MAKE JESUS KNOWN :)

xoxo

tagged by the tall guy XD

2008-08-04T07:26:00.000-07:00

A) Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the 1st page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation
b) Tag 5 people to do the same once you've finish answering every question

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

well matt took the as defined by him gay bear so i have to settle 4 something even more lame >.<

2.Place you want to travel to :

Paris?? :) je t'aime.

3. Your favourite place:

human house with a dog not a dog house =_= but darn cute right his house :) but no i ain't gonna live in that goodness sake >.<

4. Your favourite food:

muahahhahaha kiddin :) how can any one eat smth so adorable as that.....
well favourite food?? it's hard to say when ur a food addict >.<

5. Your favourite pet:

doggy dobermann reminds me of beethoven :'(

i noe i'm suppose to pick one pic oni but they r just too cute to resist? :)

6. Favourite colour combination:

pink and purple :) yeah i noe downright childish

7. Favourite piece of clothing:

ulala so sexy XD hahahaha provokes the salivary glands doesn't it...... haha nah i'm a clothing kinda person so i love all beautiful clothes :)

8. Your all time favourite song:

love is a wonderful feeling kay.... =)

9. Favourite tv show:

friends i love makin friends (:

10. First name of your significant other / crush:

thierry henry!!!!! omg the biceps triceps all the ceps ceps..... drool he's voted the second sexiest guy in euro 2008 kay

11. Which town do you live in:

yep it's an island :) small small place everyone kinda knows everyone n the beaches there are awesome =D

12. Your screen / nickname:

petlover =) owh yesh i love em animals

13. Your first job:

temporary nurse for daddy after spm :) who'd knew workin can be so tiring

14. Your dream job :

no idea wat i wanna do but i do know i wanna be a faithful servant of god :)

15. One bad habit that you have:

yesh i talk too much in fact way too much until i can't hear anythin teacher is talking about.... can't stop talking >.< ........................1800 non stop

16. Worst fear :

yesh yesh i'm scared of heights when i was about 8 years old,,, went to a crocodile farm and was crossing a high bridge with lots of crocodiles underneath and a dumb kid went and rocked the whole bridge >.<

17. Things you like to do before you die:

save lives for the kingdom of god that they may find eternal life through Jesus Christ........

18. The 1st thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

an animal shelter?? give them a second chance to experience life :'(

I tag :

Leow

Joa

Mark

Alex

Sam Woon

it's kinda optional :) so every body do if u like it

tagged by lex

2008-08-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
25-30??

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
no

3. Do you smoke?
na ah

4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
panadol to come to kl would be and awesome gift..... another would be a cool bag =D

5. Who did you text most lately?
ds

6. How old are you?
17 going on 18

7.What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
food obviously i mean how can i live without it XP

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
can i stay mum on this =) kinda keeps the mystery hahahaha

9. Where do you wish to get married ?
somewhere close to my heart and family

10. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by love?
i dunno up2 God? (smiles)

11. How many kids do you want?
2 or 3??? twins would be so cool =D

12. Are you in love?
love is a strong word actually :) yesh i love my family and my god... other than that :-S

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
hmmmmm been tapaoing a lot since mummy went home

14. How do u feel right now (me question)
stress din do so well in maths test but then again secure in the almighty father loving arms =)

15. Do you believe in God?
the creator of heaven and earth?? with my whole heart and soul yes (:

16. Name your favourite game or sport.
badminton and f...ishing 4 guys??? hahah jkjk football not fishing :)

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
daddy....

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
Paris romantic :) and thus romantic = exciting

19. Hugs or Kisses?
is that all??? XD

20. Any interesting nickname?
blur queen?? =_= or miss chatterbox.. mahani always wants 2 squeeze my neck coz i talk to much loll

HE finally showed me the purpose of his plan

2008-07-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

Throughout the whole of SAM i juz couldn't figure out y my abba father put me here..... I mean i thought he would do wats best for me.... worst still i failed my first common test for spec maths and considerin i left an awesome bio class all for spec maths and Mr. WOon of coz :)
I struggled to gain the mood to study the ability to discipline... gosh my whole life was in a mess....
Grades droppin... grades that i'd never obtain durin high school.....
and i've finally realised that i lacked the strength from God...
All the time i keep thinking gosh i'm lazy so perhaps that's why.....
I really felt bad scoring a stringful of crap...
I wasn't devoted to studying...i couldn't care bout my future...
after all i din know wat i wanna do where i wanna go.... usual lousy excuses......
Then i joined the 40 days of prayer and fasting din know why at first mayb coz i was to desperate for his love, desperate to feel his closeness.....
then i discovered that i'd fast so that he'd show me the light to my future....
He recently blessed me with pretty marks for spec maths :) more than the inverse of my first ct for spec maths lol it's true that i can do all things through christ who strengthens me...
Today though it juz struck me... that he did put me where i belong :) with all the iteration, dunno wat square tangent weird mathematics haha God never fails........ weeeee (= father help me NOT to be lazy anymore

i wanna run the race to victory......

i will testify your love abba father.....
owh n thks for providing catherine as a study buddy and bitch partner loll =)

owh and i bought a new earphone for my phone =) sony ericsson earphone with controller kay.... lollz okok back to spec maths hw >.<
ciaoz

lab partners (= posearn and sandra

2008-07-26T23:02:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th birthday PoPO =) our lab group now consist of all 17 year old ppl lol at least for one and a half month more :) thks for helping up in experiments.. thankful to have u in our group

yeah he's adorable (: haha and sandra looks darn pretty in this pic :D love the shirt especially

toast lab partners to full marks in upcomin experiments yarh
okok gtg not have to read up for pratical write up tomorrow >.<

caioz,
xoxo

BFF

2008-07-25T22:37:00.000-07:00

This song is reli good =) touched me so much after watching the pokemon 2000 movie haha... ignore the team rocket earlier conversation... the song power of one by donna summers there is a better one on you tube go check it out... i wanted to upload that but the embeding was disabled http://youtube.com/watch?v=eK29YyZZyFs

it reminds me of how carefree life is 8 years ago :)

i was a pokemon addict haha huge fan X) i noe darn weird girl hahah but it was a cool game k.... how wonderful was life in the millenium bawls

old good friends =)

angela, me and hooi chuen..... mizz u guys mizz the baking together too

this was right after chinese SpM exam.... i drove li ying and mei san alone =) right after gettin my licence 10 minutes b4 that... haha my dad has a lot of faith in me weeeee =D was pweetty scary though

sharon, cheryl, mei san, me, erica and li ying.... loll that was the the last time i met mei san =(

yesh the randomness and craziness in class ... to think we'd do that when there was a class with teachers right opposite us haha (pretending we were on a roller coaster) i'm currently riding a real roller coaster life

yeah aliens.................... >.<

juz the four of us :)

mei san thks for being there for me when i was down....

mizz the old laughing and gossiping during class despite us sitting right in front of class haha

mizz how u always gave me advice and supported me throughout times when i feel so confuse..

u were one friend whom i could pour out to at that time.... one who like me don need ppl to teman to go toilet haha (note the sarcasm) one who din like others who treated me unfairly ...

u were an awesome friend :) and despite wat ppl say that u may b a bit fierce i like u juz the way u r =) to imagine that we juz met in 2006 we formed a bond that i so very rarely ever form with any other friend b4 i met you....

though u r in Miri now... we still keep in touch hehe and i hope we shall forever do

ur BFF <3

major heartache syndrome
2008-07-25T20:55:00.000-07:00

Mood : Unloved
what happens when u never wanted to face the truth and always try to make excuses to urself to hold on to that illusioned hope, when all the while u were playing the game all alone....

and one day someone made u realise that u were trying to escape the reality and now u have to indeed inevitably face the prospect of being all alone

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
i was moving all along so well till u came back to paint more colours in it....

but today the colours juz stop splattering themselves on the picture....

I guess it was juz never meant to be and i was a fool to think that there was anything left of the past to carry on to the future..

the piercing pain right now is juz so immense that i juz lost the appetite for food wat i love perhaps second best to u....

I am perhaps in a state of shock unable to comprehend all that's goin on... but the fact is i do and that is why it hurts so bad....

u asked me what is our state of relationship....

and i said friends but deep down inside frankly speaking i wanted othwerwise...

u felt that we're better off as friends coz we have more priorities in life to pursue now and felt that we should move on and remain as good friends...

Now that i know i'll leave the past all behind and move on without hesitations or doubts anymore....

at least i know that the unfinished picture that u were colouring stays unfinished...

i'll treasure u as a friend always and i have faith that u will just as well

this one made me thought of u all the time.... (beautiful soul)

this song use to make me all smiling with all the sparks flying all around as i thought of u (photo)

we will still have pictures together but it just ain't ever gonna be the same again....
dso and osd is now history : '(

21/10/05 has permanently ended.....
__________________________________________________
something that u loved.......
it's okay to fall out of smth but please don fall out of God.....
that' my last wish of u that is to love God the rest of ur life..........
and don give up prayin for ur family's salvation......

the first feeling u made known to me was aisteru........
the last feeling i made known to u for the last time i love you.....
serene is now ready to explore new horizons, new frontiers with new people....

a brand new world, here i come.....

2008-07-21T02:11:00.000-07:00

YEsh yesh he knows he's cute haha but wats up with the piggy pose i dunno ...

kitties =) see them every day as i walk to school goodness know wat they were doin but they look so adorable .....

OUCH!!!!!!!

terror >.<>

when dad used the tweezers din hurt leh..... better than me twisting the nail back and forth and havin blood oozing out...

the aftermath... and joa..... heartless joa.... had the guts to laugh at the pic =_= well yeah she did tell me a zillion times my toe nail was too long and so i guess she deserved to laugh.....

owh and wondering how the nail broke???? i kicked my own toe dumb ass >.<

picture removed out of request XD

ONE LIFE

One life revolution campaign... went 2 it when they were in dumc... sab lookin emo larrr (she was actually readin smth while queueing up... and us at the startin point of the journey.... man the aids thingy was really cool... we had earphones n an mp3 player tellin us the story of an aids victim while walkin pass curtains of different scenes.... was cool really... i went through the life of joothi and who was HIV negative.... weeee ;D sab went through the life of a HIV positive patient and hence the positive cop....
Through the one life revolution,,, wat really touched me was the wall of hope.... where u write messages for aids victims and stick it on the wall of hope.... Some read don die before knowing Jesus... Some say please don die.... was really sad.... :'( pray for the victims really they need prayer .....

RANDOM TIME IN CLASS

ya'll know the other day when leow sat next to piowie, i realise that those two actually look quite pretty next to each other ....in fact PERFECT!!!!! =D

yesh shiok sendiring durin maths class haha XD

this is maths class.... and this is wat we learn posing XD haha .... of coz after staring at numbers and lots of bell shaped crap that juz doesn't reli make sense =_=

owh in forever 21.... leow looks really sexy in a skirt :) she needs to wear them for once at least plz leow if ur readin this plz do try and wear skirt to college larr u look hot in it!!! serious... =)

thought the lightings was pretty awesome for a decent pic :)

PHYSICS LAB

when i first got in and first laid my eyes on it, i was like ahhhhh woooowww a pretty electronic sanitary bin ... :D

and got extremely disappointed to discover that it's a picoammeter ceh!!!! looks like i still have to lift the sanitary bin on my own hmph!!!! /:

pretty light (; owh yesh so pretty.... say it with me PWeeeettyyy..... yeah i noe i'm lame =_=

AND WatS lIFE WithOut FOOD!!!!

colourful (: mum was not too happi bout the colouring loll but serene don't care punya.... wollap oni la.... XD

owh the best fried chicken mum and kakak have come out with so far ( drool)

JULY BDAYS

matt (19/07/91)

owh there was a miny orchestra XD yeah matt was an awesome pianist ... beat me any time >.<

frm left clockwise with ming yu frm SRI AMAN... with yi huan and yi ern... and finally bday boy with his secret recipe chocolate banana cake (licks lips.) Happy 17th bday matt lol ur now old get it ur old :P

with ben great guitarist, jin hong a.k.a dolphin, cha banting boy, and the girls :) and matt's got a really decent house !!!

first pic with the bday boy (: he makes me look shorter than average ppl >.<

DARYL (13/07/91)

across the South China Sea..... To a Seventeen year old boy another seventeen year old boy =_= lolll

Our first pic together in 2006 :) when u and i both were so much thinner then hege....watever happened to the thinness factor... it's now the chubby round flabby factor XD hege

happy 17th bday eep :) wish could have been in miri celebratin ur barbeque bday with u considering i missed two bdays ady ): anyway i wish u great happiness throughout ur life.... <3

signing off in taylors web, XD

Serene

the love of a father

2008-07-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

i am deeply touched by this video watched it during passion quest guys for info the last passion quest is on this comin tuesday 22 july 2008 above positive cafe at 4pm... come people come... get ur life touched by the love of jesus

summary of july happenings and not so happening stuff

2008-07-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

Attention S1 pppl...... there are a few people in our class who have been renamed and they are

old name ~~~~ now known as

xavier ~ ang wu but pronounced as angu
posearn ~ popo
hengli ~ lulu
jian meng ~ chan chan
calvin ~ catherine
kheng piow ~ piowie

little miss slave was actually drawn for mark haha since he always does virtually all the work for s1... drawing done by me =) and coloured by joa... no offence mark u know we don't mean it :) so on last friday me joa and leow wore out little miss shirts

ahhh juz creatin a scene.... nth betta 2 do >.<

us three yeah i finally publicly declare i'm miss chatterbox XD

leow miss fun and joa miss curious.... 0.o owh curious bout wat i wonder...

this little guy dragged his ass way up... we say him workin real hard..... and joa wanted to push him back in lol .... tortoise : wat after i had to wriggle my bottom all the way up?? man joa ur mean :P

loll leow likes this pic haha i wonder why XD jkjk

whoa paris hilton in s1 0.o hahaha wat can we say we're fabulous :D

sad faces waiting for the dumb sundae cone in mcD while they repair the machine... ingatkan 50 cents so tunggu so patiently due to semangat kiamsiap padahal bukan 50 cents on that day wth XD owh and jeffery look so pretty in the pic owh HAPPY 18th BDAY jeffery i know it's ur bday today haha

awwwww awesome dad and sis :)

this two ladies arrrrr...

kakak on the phone : hello serene kakak sama mummy balik dulu ya...

kakak balik masak so mummy boleh makan....

me sab and dad were in dumc bookshop at that time...

half hour later saw the two still there waiting for the cab hahahahahhahaha konon balik awal so funny make me geli XD

tu la cannot leave till serene leave 1..... ;P

went to gasoline in sunway.... a clown was makin stuff out of balloons... and a jakun big gal went up to him tryin to loook as childish as possible and ask : can i hav a pink dog (givin puppy dog eyes)

sportin dad weih..... i mean come on how many dads will take a pic with a pink rubber dog XD

emoitic gal hahahaha

from left clockwise chan chan XP... catherine bein rajin as usual... mark and joa sleepin together ... now wait that sound wrong haha... and catherine after studyin so hard tired :)

awwwww darn cute leh... piowie

take two

S1 means sleeping ones..... can u blame them????? hahah

mR WOON :) poser leh that moley guy XD

IELTS WORKSHOP

i tahan for like 2 hours tu la the lecturer tak pandai give toilet breaks... made me so obssessed with lookin at the toilet.... so near yet so far... so can u blame me for takin the picture??? i was really in love with the toilet... missed it so much XD

notty lecturer..... hahahaha nah she's nice actually..., juz tat day oni beary... notty

GOsh the two girls in black look reli pweety.... make me look real bad >.<>

well took Ielts test on saturday man was tough..... listening test i mizz out like 4 and mayb got even more wrongs..... wasn't reli concentrating perhaps.... angkara play hatchery 6 hours the night b4 X( mmg padan muka...

by god's grace hope i don have to repeat the test... anyway to all who are goin to take their ielts test soon all the best....

DAY out IN CAKE SENSE WITH LEOW

yum yum (drool drool) they have the same effect as torres has on my salivary gland XD

open mouth big big and put the soft creaaaammmy cake in ... reatrds wait wait how to spell again?? mmg RETARDED >.<

looks as if we're tryin to beg the shop workers to give us free cakes.... jeez the fat cheeks 0.o

lol tats all sorry for the long time break from blogging been sick loll did i tell u i had sore throat frm thursday same day as my speakin test took difflam din reli work normally that one works like a miracle so saturday finished one packet of fisherman friends ....ate every single lozenges except will took one... masih tak ok.... malam mummy daddy sister pray esok much much ok dah :) tats y am blogging hahahaha

anyway got a spec maths test on thursday >.< pray for all spec maths ppl yarh...

and owh daryl's turning 17 in one week :) always look forward for the few months where we will actually hav the same age digit.... lol pathetic i noe

anyways take care ya all

XOXO

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

2008-06-15T21:58:00.000-07:00

=) happy fathers day to the world most awesomest daddy on earth............
thk god for the one year bonding year we had last year ....
got to know u so much more :)
thks for the morning breakfasts u use to bring me to in labuan :)
thks for making me 7 kilos heavier in one year (blurp :O woopsie ate too much )
thks for pocket money :)
thks for the encouragement and support in S.A.M although i'm doing so much worse than sab and sarah...
thks for saving money for me :) so that i can study anywhere i like
thks for kiamsiaping for me so that i can spend money >.<
thks for naggin me to study 4 spm although it falls onto deaf ears ( u never gave up haha )
thks for the i told u 101 times already don ask questions people cannot answer lolzz
thks for it's may i borrow not may i lend... corrections XD
thks for watchin out for me (dress code) don like revealing outfits haha ( i noe it's for my own good =) )
thks for bein my doctor
but best of all thks for being my daddy n friend :)
I LOVE U PA
happy fathers day :)

owh and yeah happy fathers day to Abba Father in Heaven too :)
Love u lots... :)

with lots n lots of love, hugs n kisses....
ur little girl =)

Hols events

2008-06-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

mum aunt rachel frm aus and me :)

mum, me went with aunt soo nee and jen to watch what happens in vegas :).... me and jen camwhoring in the toilet?? lol

:) i noe noe i noe he's obviously too adorable for words :) hahahaha but my goodness has he got severely matted hair..... so me had to come to the rescue and give him a hair cut >.<

and by the looks of the after hair cut,..... i hav no future in hairdressing bawls XD

me and my physics teacher kam kin :P most of the other teachers were on hols....

my scientific calculator died during physics test 0.o........ torture wei.... had to borrow jack's g.c din bring mine >.<>

d night b4 the petrol price hike hahaha..... me and dad went to pump too :) semangat kiamsiap hahhaa..... crazy wei the queue wtill 12.30 a.m .... so ngam the petrol station behind my house open on that day itself. took the picture from my room :) since my housing area was on top of a hill....which explains the clarity of the picture :)

hehe gissmo..... my eight year old doggy that looks akin to a cardigan welsh corgi :) sweet thing resting by front of the door..... heeeee

he is a poser wei >.<> yep that fur ball is my baby X)

from top left.... my son's son lol so my grandson larrr meaning,.... then the one carried by the boy is my son's daughter,,,, and my son :) and his son and wife hahaha i noe complicated .... family business

DAYTONA rocks man hahahhaha i beat ze yeee once :) which explains the number 1 .... b4 bein dumped half a round at second play >.<

perming eye lashes?? ahhaha i know looks awkward :) my first time.... took a lengthy 1 hour wei..... and i don even knw how long izzit gonna last for lol... but awesome experience anyhow :)

old school :) mizz the old times where i don hav to study hahahhahahha or even complete homework :)
haih lord give me and my other friends who are in dire need of ur help and strength to carry on

how beautiful is God's creation..... Labuan's beautiful azure sky

footprints I left on the beach of labuan may be washed away by the seawater in minutes....

but the footprints my home has imprinted in my heart will remain there forever :'( I MIZZ HOME...... always and always :'( a home will always be a home that cannot be replaced )':

Labuan :)

2008-06-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

owhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh all my favourite breakfast :) tat made me put on 7 kilos last year haha......... but so uhhhhhh yummy..... from left clockwise seafood beehoon soup, favourite pan mee kuching laksa haha specially for me >.<>.<

cookie makin :) hadn't baked for so long.... duwan to bake in kl coz i wan my own kitchen table and my own old area for bakin >.<

sorry if i made ur perut berkeroncang (growl) ;P (puppy dog eyes) should be forgiven right bwahahahhaha XD

I KNOW I KNOW i've becom one of those aunties constantly crowding the market place hahahahha but i need to cook eh?? so need raw materials..... and boy did i find some rather peculiar stuff 0.o

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww eh?? hahhaha.... i think i kena jangkit auntie factor wth >.<

owh fish market :P and i can proudly declare that i know how to choose fresh fish :P yeah man i am a rockin housewife muahahhahahhahah XD

vege market.... i noe frm the looks of it u ppl muz be thinkin wat kuno place is labuan like hahaha

it's not too bad la mind u ppl ;p

OWH I SHOP FOR RAW MATERIALS AND INVENT NEW WEIRD COOKING >.<

veg obviously..... then gizzard and innoki mushroom and mind u it taste better than it looks kay....... hahah dad thought dinner was good ;p (hidung goes up) lolz .... and tauhu with chicken and mushroom followed by hui chai yen if i spell it right (spinach). DOn't pray pray with me i'm training my culinary skills......

owh fish..... and me so called specialty..... meaning u eat and at least won't get poisoned >.<>.<

Owh me likey :) after i knew my issue analysis result super depress...... and since choc are the remedy to all emotional ordeals... i consumed a whole bar of ritter sport in 5 minutes :p man life became good ;P screw the weight pounds....

mother and son :) yeah i know don give me those (tats so weird) looks..... haha i Love my baby k :) and his name is Panadol for the majority of u who don't know..... Yeah it's rare for us to get together now :( life is more sad..... without my son ..... ;'( owh crap gettin all emo...

owh aunt dorothy brought me to dorset for dinner :) It was sheraton initially but half a year ago sheraton was taken over and renamed dorset.... wth labuan has got sheraton....hahhaha don look down on labuan anymore k >.<

Crumbed fish and chips lol......... frm dorset :) yeah was filling...

Yong UNG hahhahhaha :) in matriks now.... one of the few of my ex classmates still in labuan.....lol

lol met john yep he got into matriks.... esteban kawan met him in taylors lol... but then went to labuan ahhhh...... seeee some ppl leave kl 4 labuan... so labuan ain't too bad u noe

owh frm left ze yee (my kai ko :) since form 2), yen yang, me and hui teng

I WILL REMEMBER U ALWAYS :)

AWWWWW i mizz the two :(

LOl an awesome friend :) long time no see wei..... :) had a blissful time with ya.... my badminton coach too :P known u for 5 wonderful years lolz... thks for teachin me so much despite bein younger than me ahhahahah.......... and labuan has an awesome beach yeah...... NO NEED TO GO PD>>>>>>>> this msg is specially for jo XD

despite u bein in Miri (my place of birth ) :P i know u so rarely read blogs but anyway i wish u all the best for SPM :) and thks for being a great friend to me :D

May u succeed in everything :) where ever u go............... God is with u :)

long post after long hiatus >.<

2008-05-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

Finally was convinced to update hahaa by sarah... :p
so anywayz so much to catch up so lemme start with my stay with dad in le meridien three weeks ago

at the center of the lobby loll round sofa.... i find them rather practical actually... i mean more seats and yet less space taken up eh.... owh and observe carefully and u'll notice the transparent chair 0.o

i found this really amusing :D on the toilet bowl haha..... initally me tak tau apa tu.... typical blurness la... then dad say u tak faham meh.... see the shape of a butt and ermmmmmm u know ..... hahaha it is to spray the ahemmm ahemmmmm u noe ermmmmmmmm.... XD hahaahhaha

curious sampat me juz had to turn them on ......

I WAS LIKE WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the water sprays quite high haha and one of the butt cleaner or watever u call it comes out further than the other owh 0.o hahahaha ... my dad juz laughed at his beffudled daughter :P owh and i kena sprayed a bit thk GOD not at the face.... if now ewwwwwwwwwwwww man.... will scrub my whole face till the skin juz drop off XD

dad called me to join the after medical dinner talk.... :D awwww sweet dada

MENU yummm....... (rub hands gleefully ) time to discard the weighing scale and eat my heart out man.>!!!!

owh the ever so scrumptious food... the balls were good man.... writing bout them makes me crave for more balls XD .... specific specific sesame balls nanti ada org salah faham kut......

after i baru tau frm me uncle that the dinner actually caused 1500bucks per table wth 0.o lol i and dad towards the end were the only two in the table so walau... pricey dinner ... but the taste ohhhhhhhhh duhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhh one word AMAZING :D

u get an awfully great view frm the 20th floor :D cool swimming poool wei.,.... sayang tak bawa swimming suit>..... argh .... :'( owh the two hallways one is to enter hilton and the other meridien lol impressive.....

safety is very prioritised .... me and dad blur.... din know how to insert the key... haha typical jakun :p me la... not dad haha dad got us up so he can't be jakun!!!!

THE WEEk after
lolz wat happens when u eat fried bihun and curry chicken for breakfast and two hours later down a bowl of tom yam.... and if that ain't enuf share half a dozen filled with fat donuts with ur sis..... HAHHA well i paid the price for bein so glutton..... gained one kilo >.<
tat was juz for lunch actually haha dinner was one full plate of fried rice and pork and uhhhh chicken... and veg hahahaha
I am a PIG XD and not afraid to admit it haha

The NEXT DAy
this was actually the day i receive the devastating news frm jpa gah screw JPA >.< .... anyways me and sab went to help mum's cell group with the orang asli activity lolz.... Sab takin care of the kids :D awwwwww can't deny she's a pro in what she does.... i mean they loved her hahaaa

this was where i went :P hahaa went to play with the adults..... on the field... :D

My team :D they were all pretty awesome ppl ya'll know... i mean the men and kids and little girl were nice and sportin wei.... :D

and we won first place ......ceh wei.... :p kembangan.... haha my team wanted to share with me the prize... i wan touched i mean.... they guys need it more than i do.... sometimes... the poor are the most generous ya'll know :D

sab helpin the ladies frm mum's cell group with the food :D... awesome ladies and owh,.... chicken was prepared by chris's mum...and boy that lady knows how to cook.....

That day was mother's day actually so initally i wasn't keen to go coz wanna teman mum to church but mum encouraged me to go ahha.... I am thankful gained blissful memories that have definitely enriched my life greatly...
MY god is an awesome lovin God yeaH!!!!!

THE NEXT SUNDAY>>> uncle's bday

lolzzz sisters sisters :D lolz.... anyway uncle brought the family to holiday inn near glenmarie to hav a decent lunch buffet :D man life is all bout eatin ain't it :D

UDON NICE@!!!!!!! go try

SO PRETTY :D
i designed the ice cream myself leh ;D eh ceh geng leh.... Mussels and prawns......!!! my favourite :D i ate 13 mussles and 11 prawns 0.o and lots of other stuff..... but i love food :D i live to eat man...... FOOD ... good comforter :D

creme buelle yum :D owh yeah life is good with food :D

i made my own ice kacang :D yeah man...... din taste that bad either XD

owh the men of the ONG/OON family...... different surnames yet frm one family.... HOW?>? LOOOOOooooooooooooOOOng Story....

Lol Happy 50Th Bday uncle.... apparently u've juz joined the lebih tua sikit gang that also comprise of my dad and mum >.<

The family :D awwwwww.........
anyways mid year exam has been sad....
well did horribly for maths.... thought the exam was arguably easy... but yet can't get an A wth la Serene I've lost my touch 0.o lousy d..... pathetic and somewhat loser/..... kinda depressing but today after goin to church u noe i realise that God is never too late or early to save u haha he's always on the dot... lolz and despite many failures GoD will always prevail yeah.... AMEN!!!! :D

Owh and on teachers day Miss Ng my esl lecturer baked a cake for us :D yeah man tasty dei......... and this juz proves my thoughts right ......
EVERY ONE IS GOOD AT HEART IF U'D ONLY GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO LET IT SHINE :D
Happy holidays SAM MAtes ;D gett the red carpet rollin cuz we're gonna rocked the holidays man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to all the A levels students ALL THE BEST FOR UR EXAMS keepin ya'll in prayer :p
adious ppl :D till we meet... again

OWh D sCOurGe OF REJECTION

2008-05-11T01:47:00.000-07:00

My stayin up till the wee hours of sunday for the jpa scholarship results 3.a.m to be exact and tryin and tryin again 4 hours and 8 hours later proved to be futile..

Mohon Maaf. Permohonan Anda Tidak Berjaya.

Six words is all it takes to crush one's heart, one's dream.....The application for jpa and gettin there itself was arguably an ardous process. Dad even went all the way down with me... And yet i failed him :'(

Father in heaven why do u have to obfuscate my future....
At this very moment i juz feel like believing that i have nothing left...... that my life has been obliterated.

With my unappealing results in S.A.M what have u still left in store for me?? is there still any hope left ??????

Please father heal my obsidian heart.. I Just Feel So Lost Right Now...

and then...
* Sab on some soothing christian music...
Which was unable to clarify my numb state of mind right now but the beautiful words sung by his servants juz make me ponder....
My life is not in obsolescent juz coz JPA rejected me...
Jesus was rejected by the world too...
But then again what does that hav to do with me being rejected 3 times in scholarship application......

This is the connection :
ALthough Jesus was rejected by the WORLD, the WORLD rejected him 0_0 but yet he stood tall and trust in the almighty father.. and GOD saw him through..
Although i may be a young child but i believe the almighty father cares for me and always has his best in store for me ...

HE IS JUST SAVING THE BEST FOR THE LAST!!
Father into YOUR HANDS I COMMIT AGAIN

owh and mummy HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D
I love u very much and sorry i can't make the day better by obtaining a scholarship but owh well God has his plan..
thanks for bein the world greatest mum to me :D love u very much every bit of u

Father let me take her place....

2008-05-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

Father we can trust u

23rd April Another Year, Another Gift from God

2008-04-25T21:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 52nd BIRHTDAY MUM.... Another year.... another new start :D well u have gone through so much throughout ur life and certainly deserve the best..... i'm sorry if me and Sab din manage to pull a smashing partay but we definitely Love u lots anyhow :D...
Am very very very profoundly proud of u mum...
for all that u've done for the family.......
Birthday cake reads (Happy 52nd Birthday Cecilia Chua H.S... U R HEALED >.< )

When i gaze at this image with pixels comin together to form such a beautiful picture... i just feel those teary eyes nudging my emotions....
Those eyes... full of sheer happiness... brought me up... encouraged me.... kept me safe and warm
I ........ I love u so much mum.... and I want u to be a CO-MUM to my kids leh.... bawls... XD The independent lady is Over the hill but always young at heart... :P

Many a times friends of mine who have met my mummy b4 points out wat a wonderful person she is and yeah... no doubt no denials she is the most wonderful woman i've come to known in life..

Lol blowing candles :D she made a wish 2!!!!!! and said it out loud (typical blurness lol it runs in the family) 0_0 bahahaha mum always full of simplicity and life :D
Her wish : To live to see my grandchildren
i was so deeply touched :,(

Father i believe that you will grant my mummy that one wish..

Overall my mummy is an idomitable lady who never believes in impossibility........
me mum and Sab :D Sarah in Aus and dad back home in Labuan but celebrating with us at heart
My Darling Mama, u'll always be my Darling 4eva..

Happy Birthday...

Lookin forward to our years together where i will be a Mama and u a Grandmama :D

TAYLORS AWARDS DAY??

2008-04-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

Lol i just had to take a picture with Matt coz i was wearing heels for the Taylors awards day..i mean come on la how often is it that i'm not one head shorter than him...... i repeat i was not one head shorter than him (picture 2 proof) XD ....
Finally a day where i don have to strainnnnnnnnn my neck talkin to him ...

with Tay ..... lol 100% marks for bio guy...... madness ... =_= haha (Tay next time don slouch la makes u look short XD)

picture of those who got 11a1's and above ...it's though the recipients are like hohoho look down at u all dumber ppl LOL......

Jia Yin :P (G2 babe), Leowie and Me :D owh Jason pointed out my blouse was nice... cool eh :D man i love the blouse >.<

Us three with Yee Jie a.k.a Mushroom who got 13a1's... lol somebody SHOOT TAT GUY weih...haha opps i shot him in the post ady 0_0

With Tay haha looks like me and Leow gotten ourselves a new victim :p

Anyway....i think there were bout 600 + scholarship recipients.... 0_0 so i guess my grades are average Lol.....Anyway this proves that every one is good in what they do and so.... HAAAAAARRRRD WORK is not an option if

I WANNA DO WELL IN SAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!

Hard work....freaks out lazy people like me gosh but God help me to buckle up....

I'm willing to study hard..... as long as i have the strong flesh to actually do...

Father HELP!!!!!!

Anyway father in heaven and father on earth (and family) thanks again for helpin acquire my results so that i can get one semester's fees off... Jesus rocks man !! :P

Owh and my school gave me 140 bucks for my results such an odd figure LOL :P goodness know why they make such a big fuss over SPM results but No complaints just keep the money flowing yeah!! $ $ ......

JESSE :O

2008-04-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

JESSE!!!!! All the ladies fall to the ground :P Jesse mcCartney with the original version of bleedin love woah!!!! :D not to offend any leona lewis fan but i think jesse gets the better of her here.... definitely still love his beautiful soul song.... so romantic and yet not schmaltzy XD

TAGGED BY JOA? :P

2008-04-19T10:38:00.000-07:00

5 things found in my bag:
~Phone
~Wallet
~Tissues
~Earphones (music yeah :D)
~lippie gloss

5 things found in my wallet:
~Old pictures of love ones :D
~Photocopy ic and drivin licence
~money and random vouchers (someone say free Sausage Mc muffin lol)
~hair bands and spare earrings
~cards and old name tags (weird) haha

5 favourite things in my room:
~Bolster :D i dunno y i hav a habit of havin to kapit things in the night (future husband beware :P)
~my aeroplane pillow... feels so good to hug it tightly every night :D
~my closet?? smth that's too dense and packed with clothes right now
~bed owh i juz wanna shut my eyes and go to sleep
~my snacks tat i stuff under my table to attack every night :D owhhhh chocolates and chips here i come :D

5 things i always wanted to do:
~Be a women of faith on fire for God
~Be a better person
~treat those around me better
~Save money :p
~Score well in SAM exams hahaha (is tat possible lol everythin is possible with God :D)

5 things i'm currently into:
~Comp..
~shoppin
~sleepin
~eatin all the food in the world lol....which explains my rather plumpy frame :P
~boys jkjk and animals not jk as always :p

5 presents you wish for:
~To live through SAM and score miraculously....
~An awesome CHristian guy :p
~Good health for my family
~Salvation for my late grandpa :'( grandma and others...
~More cash to buy more prezzies

the person who tagged you is:
Joa.....
your 5 impressions of her:
~tiny and adorably cute :P
~mark's little one :P jkjk (don kill me for this my dear)
~sweet and fun :D
~initially first day of college unapproachable.... now my babe man lol :p
~i'll just repeat the second one :P (Yuki's gurl?? XD)

Pass the quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
Matt
Melissa
Christina
Samantha W
sisters :D (sab and sarah)

FUN AND LOVIN IT :P

2008-04-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

OWH IT"S MY HUNNY"S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 17th burfday to my honey Leow Meow Yi (kiddin it's actually LEOW MEI YI) :D (wishin u in pink coz tats ur fav colour...) Thanks for being such a woonderful friend to me really makes life in S1 easier with two mordant gurls :D

Leow and her Chocolate Indulgence cake mmmmmmmm yummy.... :D her birthday was on Chem CT2 btw lol.......

AWWwwwww the one gurl i can't call old in class.... and she does so look 17 (thats a gud thing btw) :D awwwww honey i teman u bein 17 years old for 5 months la k :D haaahhahah LOVE U LOTS..... break in cafeteria is cool coz ur around :p BE tough girlfriend we shall conquer SAM AMEN!!!! together :D not forgettin joa of coz nanti dia kecil hati :P jkjk

ps : owh and i got 10 coupons for McD free sausage Mc muffin mmmmmmmm yummy :D initially i was given one but minta lagi??? LOL shameless gurl

The Friday b4 Leow's bday FUTSAALLL DAy!!!!!

Matt invited me to futsall with G2????? was awesome :D thks matt...... btw mattie is a good footie lol....the other guys and gurls were great 2....... Owh and Ben taught me guitar too how cool is tat :D Thks BEn....

SUNday.....(planetshakers concert in Sunway College)

me and chrissy had to test out the camera b4 we took it with the worship team lol........ we both wore hoop earrings and black tops on that Sunday lol coincidence arrr not planned .... :p

From left... myself, hottie, hottie, Praise and chris lol...... XD

The worship team who rocked the night out lol...... Thks Matt for temaning me to the concert lol.... Mark din turn up 0_0 thank God u did hehe had fun with ya :D and Chris too great havin D babe around :P get it D babe..... >_<

Planetshakers 2008...... Paid for a FREE cd lol the title is FREE but the cd ain't Free hahhaha..... LAme o.... XD anyways was a cool rockin night.....the environment was just awesome.... it's been a while since i'm in an environment where u can just feeel the presence of the LOrd and sing ur heart out to him :D jumped like crazy too wei.,.. Next day sakit leher sengal back abs hurts.....(konon ada abs :P) but owh well it was worth it man...... Definitely Definitely lookin forward to the next concert :D

Father please help me to live throught he final two subjects for common test 2.... into ur hands i commit again............

weekend with dad :D (4-6 April)

2008-04-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

Ticket to get a free shirt from pull and bear in pavillion :D

saw a man walking to a medical meeting :P awwwww look familiar?????

ME being my own BOSS :D hik hik......

Me and dada....... LOL the man i caught walkin..... :p

Cozying up Snuggly snuggle :P

Impiana hotel room?? not too bad la distance to klcc.... nearer than how much i have 2 walk every day to college....Dad got a room for 3 nights for a medical talk :D

HE go medical talk i go do wat i do best :P SHOPPING!!!!! shop with Sabrina like crazy wei.... Came with 3 bags went back with 7...0_0.... apa la me hahahaha....

Daddy in cab back frm Putrajaya lol......

Yep tats right Malai Po.... hahahaha wat 2 do JPA interview ma (4APril 2008) Dad was so kind to teman me all the way to Putrajaya awww..... Thanks dad love u lots.. Interview was okay....... but owh well surrender all to GoD watever he gives me is the best yeah?? :D ...... i applied for veterinary science btw >_<