Sabrina juz came back from Cambodia;D brought back goodies for me ahhhhhhhh!!!!

My mama

This is my darling mama;]. A truly amazing woman i can say. Gone through so much yet complaint so little. Just can believe she's my mother. I mean she's so strong. Even as she goes through so much health ailment but yet she bravely claims victory and shouts halellujah! It makes me guilty when i think of myself. How i grunt and cry when little disappointments topple me over. The drilling in college life, the enormous work load just drags me down to my knees and yet here my mum is going through surgery after surgery with faith in her heart that God will heal her. Even as i feel doubt towards God in my heart , she the real victim of pain trust him all the more. I just can't express the amazement and respect of mine for this lady. All i know is I'm really proud to have her as my mother. I'm not saying this so that i can get more allowance =p but it's because i really don deserve her as my mum. Anyway thank God for all that he has done. He certainly made no mistake in inventing my life with u in its picture mum. I truly, madly deeply love u.

Hmmmm that's me, sher lin and the one at the right is christina;]. Well Sher Lin don reli noe u tat way but looking forward to knowing u better. Now Chris, nice gal haha vote her ya for student council Sam ppl =p nwayz we have christian mums and we are christian daughters and totally proud of tat man. Weelll glad to know u babe love ya XD

One of the reasons why i went back to S1? tadaaaaa secret revealed haha. The cute little mole on Mr.Woon face? haha irresistable eh =p anywayz yea he's a cool teacher am sure all his students love him to bits eh. Spec maths ain;t gonna be easy but gotta work hard if i;m gonna see that mole rise up a little;] like in the pic haha.

My class S1?

Almost everybody in Red haha chinese new year mood wei! =P

Hmmm my class eh! I've got to say not bad la.... Initially i thought my class would be like really crap but after 3 weeks in my class hmmmm i regret ever complaining haha. It's nice to be in S1 seriously ;] every one is really integrated and nice. S1 people u rock haha can't believe i'm saying this;] so S1 ppl must thank me for saying this ya. Even though they may only be 4 christians in the class i thank god for placing me in this class. God has a plan for everything and I'm sure he knows what he's doin reli well. Well thank u God do use me to shine the light of ur glory in ur class! O ya better mention my two amazing friends in class. Joanna, Leow love you guys k haha. For the rest wait la;] i'll mention u guys one time or another. Till then ..................tata

Life in the bio class;]

Well on Monday, i switched class and dropped my spec maths to take up bio. However after Tuesday class just had to switch back to S1;] problematic leh me hehehe. I can't say bio class ain't fun. Well i did met some great people. Jia Yin and Janice the two girls in the picture above? Nice girls;] Really sad to leave haha they tried to help make sense in biology but guess i was just to lost to understand. Arvend and the Indian chicks as he so call them are also really cool people. Just is fun to be around them haha except when Man.Utd is playing though coz Arvend will go crazy :-p. Teachers really nice too haha and the class teacher happens to be Mrs.Ong haha odd for little Ong to be in an Ong's class. So happens she counsel me a bitti bit for course choice;] To think that she was suggesting humanity and malay to me and I actually end up in her class hehe probably shocked her bad. Nwayz sure she's doin fine with a great class. But I went into that class with the mindset that i just hate bio although initially i went into spec maths class rephrasing all day long how much i hate maths and love bio. Ironic eh! Haha nway i think it's just God's plan to open the path for me. Guess he wants me to appreciate what I'm taking so that midway through spec maths i can't say that I should have tried bio bcoz I've been there. O ya there's a guy with a weird name too hehe Matthias but to all Christians should sound familiar right;] nway he's cool too hehe. Nway G2 love u much but it's time i go back to where I belong. Wish i could just clone myself and be in two places but God only made one of every person eh;] So bye bye G2 will love that class always but it's time I say hello again to S1 haha the place where I originated from...Bye G2 ppl cya around...... ;]

From !st May 2007-6th Jan 2008.

Goodbye my phone. U officially died at 2 p.m today. Although u only had a life span of 8 months and 5 days, u had serve me well. I hate myself for losing u. I'm sorry I didn't manage to save you. Well but this is it bye bye phone forever.... :'-(

Yet another catastrophe

Year 2008. A year of hope and new life. After what i've gone through in 2007, i just thought that God will be at least a little more fair to me this year. But less than a week into 2008 i just begin to wonder is my life gonna get worse?? 3rd Jan, college started and to be frank I don't enjoy it much. I guess i went through a little culture shock. Then a day later I am so confuse whether or not to take bio or specialist maths. I'm just getting so stressed out. I started to get really grumpy and impatient. I've got to apologise to my family for being so. Sarah and Sab if u do read this plz accept my apology. Today i went to church and as the pastor called for people to rededicate their lives, I just felt the urge to do so. I was so caught up I ambiguity that all I could do was hope fo him to do the best in my life. After church sisters and I went to Sunway and here's the worst part... my beloved w810i dropped straight into the toilet bowl. And right away the automatic flush turned on and in a twinkle of an eye all the memories was flushed away forever. My phone was with me throughout the turbulence of times. It was there when I was down or happy but where was God????? Most of the times I just can't feel him there. What is he trying to do to my already dented life?? If he had just let my mum go cancer free i wouldn't care if he had take a million phones away. But he didn't so God tell me what are you doing??? Please help me to realise ur plans that I may be able to live them the way u want me to. Please God help me, hold me in your arms and rock me like a baby. Give me the comfort that I have come to not know anymore. I am your child and will always be but let me feel ur presence o God. Let me know that u have not forsaken me. Into ur hands o God i entrust myself........

Beethoven

Some who seen my msn display name in previous weeks may think i'm a emo kind of girl. Well but no one can blame me. I've just lost my companion of 12 years. My talk dark, handsome and lovable Beethoven died on the 4th of December 2007. My sweet mix dobermann, always gentle and sweet. Indeed he is a docile dog. ;] Never in much trouble haha other than the digging the garden. It just seems like yesterday when i accidentally sprayed the fire extinguisher at his face hehe. He couldn't eat or bark for like 3 days. Boy was i freaked out, but i'm pretty sure he was too. Yet ever since i was this cheeky toothless(front teeth) mischievous kid he has never stop loving me. Shapeless or unattractive? He couldn't care less but loved me to bits and pieces. Even as i'm brimming with tears at the thought of him i'm glad he did not suffer much throughout his life. As he took his final stroll and collapsed at the road, i knew Beethoven has gone to a place much better than i can offer him. Take care Beethoven. You'll stay in my heart for as long as i breathe.

dedication to the creator of the world

Almighty father, ever since i was just a ball of cell you have planned my journey ahead of me. Down the fallopian tube, uterus and finally to be pop out into this world. As a baby i've walked or maybe just wriggled in my mum's sticky womb. But i guess today ain't different. I am still walking in a mucous covered path, somewhat a detention path of teenage years. But then again life is different. Today I have the privilege of having God as my saviour. Believe, when u receive him into ur life things r different. Accept him today and feel the difference.