Friday, November 7, 2008
setback
i think i share a lil undisclosed common characteristic with miley...
not outwardly but the inside.....
anyway in an unrelated story
i can trust god! yes we can! lol i can't seem to flush out obama's msg from my head :)
i've got a crush on obama haha kiddin it's juz a song stuck in head :) i do think he's an awesome dude though yeah man! cheers to OBAMA BAMA BAMA!!!!
exams been tough needless to say but yeah papa in heaven i shall trust in u!
ps : family and kakak thank u 4 support n json too :)
ppl ppl alll da best u may have screwed up a lill but u know wat it's not over till it's over !!!!
so give it one last shot! jia you!
owh and smth bout my past :) my cute cute past writin by the creative manipulative sister XP
http://sarahli.blogspot.com/2006/09/child-like-faith.html
go read i read till stomache pain :)
heh go be a story book author sarah!
xoxo
butterflies in heart...
Monday, October 13, 2008
floating in the skies
Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.
Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)
I wanna wear ur t-shirt on ;)
Friday, October 10, 2008
how beffudling ~ emo memo nemo
i feel so downbeat, perplexed and perhaps even embittered... by what? i can't figure myself..
my life is vile =.= so i don't believe it is but i feel so....
perhaps my results sux but then again i have no right to claim so as indeed my God has blessed me more than i deserve....
or izzit perhaps i feel so lost and invincible...so unvalued? hmmm
or izzit because of my ambiguous future, that is so equivocal...
or izzit bcoz i feel unloved....
i know by heart and in my soul deeply that my omnipotent God can do all things for me
hence, i dunno why i'm feeling this way..
perhaps i have not surrendered myself completely to him fully entrusting myself unto his hands for him to do his will in my life?
i dunno i juz really can't explain this mystery cloud that's shrouding my life... =.=
i went to christian fellowship for the first time today and was profoundly moved by the pastor's words....claim u have freedom and power in the lord.... i do believe so truly...
after the service the pastor told me personally throw that sadness away... i was surprised.... sadness?? i am sad meh? lil did i know i was sad deep down...
again why? i can't explain..
but i do hope abba father can speak to my heart and lemme noe his intentions clearly...
for now all i can do is close my eyes and wait in sheer hope and trust in him that a smile may appear on my countenance again....
Sunday, October 5, 2008
selamat hari raya
Selamat Hari Raya ;D
yeah raya holidays was indeed a so appreciated and needed break by every one i guess..... a week to recharge and gain back composure and equanimity loll... indeed trials have been like a hysteric week deluged with sorrowful tired and incessant bugging headaches...... overall i think i only slept like 22 hours for 5 days? like wth right haha but yeah last minute ppl like me yeah that's wat u get when ur complacent at the start. anyways lack of sleep has had severe effects.... before physics test i slept like 40 minutes the night b4 and my brain went dead during the paper =.= maths test slept 3 hours i think stupid formula sheet din know it takes so long juz to do it and yes i was a lill distracted by the comp too.... well forgot graphics calculator another WTH yeah i know... =.=
anyway hols been awesome dad came over :)
although i muz post this complaint up!!!! DUmb air asia delayed my dad's plane for more than 2 hours.. so dad arrived here at 2.15 am!!! yESH it's in the morning =.=
Air aSia ~ are incredibly retarded and super idiotic airline...... pardon me for the crudness in words but jeez man delay so looooongg =.=
anyway been goin out :) like almost every day haha cool eh :D haven been doin work =.= but anyways hols are meant to enjoy rights :) anyway went to euphoria on thursday night with joa mark and desmond ( i thought he was my cuzzie :) )
preparation haha....yeah posting this pic took a lot of guts for me...
coz this pic kinda screamssss look at me i'm a dumb bimbo lolzz
watdaya have to say sometimes :) it's cool to be bimboish haha

check out the blue hair ^.^
camwhored in toilet for a while :) this lill missy thinks she can outdo my height haha with heels but all efforts were futile XD anyway mark and desmond ONG yesh he's an ONG!!!! had to wait patiently outside for us muahahah (evil grin*)
with miss joa :)
as so she say: we look wasted but actually we're juz tired haha
wellll it was really cool :) non smoking club weiih..... but seriously that club needs more girls the ratio of guys to girls was like 5 : 1
pathetic? tell me about it...
anyway a weirdo approached me to say hi =.= and later came back to offer to buy me a drink =.=
ewwwww i know!!! totally ewwwww haha
anyway i did not drink at all in the club :) juz went there for M.O.S :) love music dancing so yeah how could i say no :) thanks dad for understanding and allowing me to go
and as a favour in return i promised not to drink :) and yeah i kept my promise :)
and all the dancing =.= cause me body ache for two whole days.... extreme neck pain too....
haha wat to say non stop for like 2 hours plus? i'm bound to be injured stricken.... haha it's more vigorous than badminton wei but it was cool :)
owh sadly din get to have a group pic :( next time fellas after finals of coz :)
and ate taiwanese chicken and oyster mee sua soup juz for fun :) two hours later was the real deal AJISEN RAmen... 20 bucks per bowl -.- i ate cray fish :) dad had peking duck..... it was hmmmm juz alright i have to say... not extreme to my liking... i'll rate it 5 out of 10! but dad's company juz made it all more tastier :) so i'll rate company 10 out of 10 (:
awwww sporting daddy :)
lovely ain't he :)
i did lots of shopping too :) spent like 200 =.= getting broke and it's oni the beginning of the month!
:O

owh i actually did waxing for the first time in my life !!!! i know darn lame, pathetic watever u call it haha anyway coz i use to stand for the belief that who cares whether the leg's got hair or not!!! i'm comfortable in my own skin... that's till i went and bought shoes in a store that had small mirrors for the feet only... then i saw a horrifying gruesome sight.. ok mayb i exaggerated a lil but anyway i straight away bought hair removal cream and wala...... the picture shows after and before results.... :) lolll anyway i got lazy and have yet to shave the other leg =.= gross?? haha
anyway during ramadan i bought and tasted the best beriani i've ever eaten in my entire life :O
ramadan stall in ss18 ZOMG it was like melting in my mouth owh the scrumptuous heaven delightful taste is definitely something to try out.... they have a shop around usj near summit area eh lolll yeah i went and asked =.=
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
FoUR birthdays on the RoLLLLLL

Happy 18th bday my dear friend hope u liked the song i composed for u haha
though ur in miri glad we're still in touch all the long phone calls loll
my ear was darn red that night i tell u haha mizz tang tian with u loll hope to see u soon :) and take care there in miri eh one day mayb i'll go there for a visit.... i'm born there anyway hahaha
u study hard and take care k... missin u across the south china sea hahah blerk pantat XD
2nd up Min Chun (02/10)
Happy bday my friend haha i've known u since i was like 2 years old?? haha go to ur house and everything some more loll
starbucks as present loll
happy 19th bday loll my kawan for 17 years haha take care and god bless and owh i love ur dog haha
(ps. his bitch is my dog's daughter XD)
3rd up Faith Yeo (28/09)
candid :D:D happy bday loll ur and awesome leader yo!!! keep up the good job
owh did i say the bday place had a free fish spa ????!!!!! say it with me ZOMG!!!! loll
with jasmine the place darn nice la furnishing is awesome
with jessica :)
my feet got enjoyed by the fish too much until a bit of my skin came out -.- my healthy skin mind u not the dead one lol
so pweetty :)
4th up beware this girl is flaming hot :)
chris (23/09)
bubbagump have an awesome cheering bday team wei loll damn cool
random pics :)
groupie pic :D
told ya flaming hot she burns ur eyes :D
shev awesome dancer man.... gotta learn from her
this girl darn sexy loll
fie :) defines pretty
manicure day out with chris
owh so pweetty
loll the lady, owner of the nail shop her name is serene too u noe how cool is that :D
awwww sweet :)
the lady threw in free nail art for both of us coz it was out bday month :D so cool

i noe i look damn jakun haha
i was jakun haha everything was so foreign.... first time doin manicure loll

serene drawing on serene haha
results XD
been awesome knowing u babe :) thankful to know u study hard and we'll see each other in Aus eh :) have a blessed birthday all :)
Sunday, September 28, 2008
ahhhh apparently it's so
You Are Just Friends |
The chemistry between you and your guy friend is stuck on "just friends" It could be a lot of reasons. He could be attached - or maybe you are. You've got two choices. Turn up the heat, or forget about a romance with him. And if he does reject your advances, remember that there are plenty of guys who will want you! |
Saturday, September 27, 2008
trials is over wooohoooo time for an update (winks*)
hehe cool tuner XD
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMS :D :D :D FUH FUH FUH FUYOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thks ppl so so so so so much loves hugs kisses everything :)
mummy's cake :) she walked all the way to cake sense juz to buy me this moose chocolate cake awwww mummy thanks :) and thanks kakak for making sui mai ahha and sab for coming all the way back for me :)
this ahem define hawtness XD
owh car picture :D
k k k as promised an update on my bday :)
k k on thursday 11 Sept every one was pretty their usual self wishin happy bday and so on ....
then ms.tiew came in ... all was normal .....
then ms.tiew told me
ms tiew : Serene i lost ur DI second day one individual one
me : HARH!!!!!!!!! (caps to display loud upset voice) SERIOUS ARRRR U CAN"T FIND IT?????
ms.tiew : i look everywhere ady i'm so so sorry
me : HARH THEN HOW I"M NOT REDOING WEI!!!!!
ms.tiew : i search all around my desk still cannot find so how???
me : wat so how cannot muz find wei that DI was super easy cannot muz find!!!
ms.tiew : or u can redo another one which is about the same..... in 30 minutes..
me : harh i duwan to redo!!!!!
ms.tiew : u choose u either redo or get zero
me : =.=fine i'll redo argh!!!! THe DAY JUZ GETS BETTER HUH ( was havin eye irritation on that mornin some more )
she passes me a paper plastic and when i took out the paper =.=! damn malu seriously ntg can explain how embarrassed i felt loll... and joa was taking video and i din even realise =.=! wth right hahaha
special thanks to :
Saturday, September 20, 2008
change
awesome song that touched me...
recently i've been dreading life questioning God a to why is he so mean to me.!!! come on God give me a break.... why muz u always inflict all pain and let me live an arduous life that is so laborious... WHY? WHY? WHY? :"( I admit i've been swearing a lot this past few days as a way of comforting my own supposedly sad life... i keep claiming my life sux!!! yeah it sux....
but then Sabrina (second sis) told me :
sometimes i feel life indeed is sucky but yet i've also come to realise that many others experience greater ordeals. Some have their parents divorced or died or yeah perhaps even worse massacres. And I thank God for my family, being alive and possessing the opportunity to study. In face i'm ashmaed that although i'm so sucky yet God loves me since i was a sinner. I'm the one who has so much attitude problem but yeah God loves me.. Thank u lord... Life is hard, no doubt, BuT GOD IS STILL REAL!!! <3>thanks sab i guess yeah i need to learn to surrender my whole life to him and let him be the driver instead of me..........
thks Sab for making me realise.... all the best for ur exam and mine and every one else too. we shall surrender and wait upon the LOrd......
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
where have thou art went
but i wanna know ur name
i don't know what u do
but i wanna know wat u do
i know wat ur studying
but tat ain't helping at all
i wanna see u
i wanna see u again
u genius
can i see u again?
Friday, September 12, 2008
tagged by matt
2. Your relationship with him/her ?
Friends
3. Your 5 impression towards him/her ?
Tall, hardworking, love kids, good christian :) and doesn't smile much in pictures X)
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
Hrmmmmmm cs :D loll
5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you ?
Study hard?? XD
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Teach him how to love animals :)
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
Haha I don make enemies i think 0.o8.
If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Becomin less heartless >.<
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
0.o i wouldn't wanna make enemies with ppl
10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
Eh?
11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
He's nice deep down inside
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
Talkative
13. The character for yourself is ?
A pig :D
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
erks -----
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
God made me in the image of his eyes :) how can i wanna be someone else
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her.
Errrr will leave this one out
17. Ten people to tag.
1.Joa
2.Daryl
3.Darryl
4.Sab
5.Leow
6.Sam Woon
7.Marieanne
8.Yee Jie
9.Mark
10.Sir Will
18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ? Daryl
No one eh??
19. Is 3 a male or a female ? Darryl
male la loll
20.If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good marieanne and will
ngehehe ulala XD that would be cute
21.How about 5 and 8 ? yee jie and leow
hehe ngam :) but yee jie a bit tiny for leow hehe
22. What is number 1 studying about ? Joa
SAM!!!! STUCK IN THE SAME STUPID PROGRAMME!!!!
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
yg mana??
24.Is number 4 single
Yeah :)
25. Say something about number 2
Understanding n supportive :)