T-shirt on (shontelle)
Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.
Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)
I wanna wear ur t-shirt on ;)
Monday, October 13, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
how beffudling ~ emo memo nemo
i dunno wat's happening.. i can't explain this feeling.....
i feel so downbeat, perplexed and perhaps even embittered... by what? i can't figure myself..
my life is vile =.= so i don't believe it is but i feel so....
perhaps my results sux but then again i have no right to claim so as indeed my God has blessed me more than i deserve....
or izzit perhaps i feel so lost and invincible...so unvalued? hmmm
or izzit because of my ambiguous future, that is so equivocal...
or izzit bcoz i feel unloved....
i know by heart and in my soul deeply that my omnipotent God can do all things for me
hence, i dunno why i'm feeling this way..
perhaps i have not surrendered myself completely to him fully entrusting myself unto his hands for him to do his will in my life?
i dunno i juz really can't explain this mystery cloud that's shrouding my life... =.=
i went to christian fellowship for the first time today and was profoundly moved by the pastor's words....claim u have freedom and power in the lord.... i do believe so truly...
after the service the pastor told me personally throw that sadness away... i was surprised.... sadness?? i am sad meh? lil did i know i was sad deep down...
again why? i can't explain..
but i do hope abba father can speak to my heart and lemme noe his intentions clearly...
for now all i can do is close my eyes and wait in sheer hope and trust in him that a smile may appear on my countenance again....
i feel so downbeat, perplexed and perhaps even embittered... by what? i can't figure myself..
my life is vile =.= so i don't believe it is but i feel so....
perhaps my results sux but then again i have no right to claim so as indeed my God has blessed me more than i deserve....
or izzit perhaps i feel so lost and invincible...so unvalued? hmmm
or izzit because of my ambiguous future, that is so equivocal...
or izzit bcoz i feel unloved....
i know by heart and in my soul deeply that my omnipotent God can do all things for me
hence, i dunno why i'm feeling this way..
perhaps i have not surrendered myself completely to him fully entrusting myself unto his hands for him to do his will in my life?
i dunno i juz really can't explain this mystery cloud that's shrouding my life... =.=
i went to christian fellowship for the first time today and was profoundly moved by the pastor's words....claim u have freedom and power in the lord.... i do believe so truly...
after the service the pastor told me personally throw that sadness away... i was surprised.... sadness?? i am sad meh? lil did i know i was sad deep down...
again why? i can't explain..
but i do hope abba father can speak to my heart and lemme noe his intentions clearly...
for now all i can do is close my eyes and wait in sheer hope and trust in him that a smile may appear on my countenance again....
Sunday, October 5, 2008
selamat hari raya
to all readers :) first of all
Selamat Hari Raya ;D
yeah raya holidays was indeed a so appreciated and needed break by every one i guess..... a week to recharge and gain back composure and equanimity loll... indeed trials have been like a hysteric week deluged with sorrowful tired and incessant bugging headaches...... overall i think i only slept like 22 hours for 5 days? like wth right haha but yeah last minute ppl like me yeah that's wat u get when ur complacent at the start. anyways lack of sleep has had severe effects.... before physics test i slept like 40 minutes the night b4 and my brain went dead during the paper =.= maths test slept 3 hours i think stupid formula sheet din know it takes so long juz to do it and yes i was a lill distracted by the comp too.... well forgot graphics calculator another WTH yeah i know... =.=
anyway hols been awesome dad came over :)
although i muz post this complaint up!!!! DUmb air asia delayed my dad's plane for more than 2 hours.. so dad arrived here at 2.15 am!!! yESH it's in the morning =.=
Air aSia ~ are incredibly retarded and super idiotic airline...... pardon me for the crudness in words but jeez man delay so looooongg =.=
anyway been goin out :) like almost every day haha cool eh :D haven been doin work =.= but anyways hols are meant to enjoy rights :) anyway went to euphoria on thursday night with joa mark and desmond ( i thought he was my cuzzie :) )
preparation haha....yeah posting this pic took a lot of guts for me...
coz this pic kinda screamssss look at me i'm a dumb bimbo lolzz
watdaya have to say sometimes :) it's cool to be bimboish haha
check out the blue hair ^.^
camwhored in toilet for a while :) this lill missy thinks she can outdo my height haha with heels but all efforts were futile XD anyway mark and desmond ONG yesh he's an ONG!!!! had to wait patiently outside for us muahahah (evil grin*)
with miss joa :)
as so she say: we look wasted but actually we're juz tired haha
wellll it was really cool :) non smoking club weiih..... but seriously that club needs more girls the ratio of guys to girls was like 5 : 1
pathetic? tell me about it...
anyway a weirdo approached me to say hi =.= and later came back to offer to buy me a drink =.=
ewwwww i know!!! totally ewwwww haha
anyway i did not drink at all in the club :) juz went there for M.O.S :) love music dancing so yeah how could i say no :) thanks dad for understanding and allowing me to go
and as a favour in return i promised not to drink :) and yeah i kept my promise :)
and all the dancing =.= cause me body ache for two whole days.... extreme neck pain too....
haha wat to say non stop for like 2 hours plus? i'm bound to be injured stricken.... haha it's more vigorous than badminton wei but it was cool :)
owh sadly din get to have a group pic :( next time fellas after finals of coz :)
manicure :D wohooo pretty??? i thought it was glam :)
outings with daddy
and ate taiwanese chicken and oyster mee sua soup juz for fun :) two hours later was the real deal AJISEN RAmen... 20 bucks per bowl -.- i ate cray fish :) dad had peking duck..... it was hmmmm juz alright i have to say... not extreme to my liking... i'll rate it 5 out of 10! but dad's company juz made it all more tastier :) so i'll rate company 10 out of 10 (:
awwww sporting daddy :)
lovely ain't he :)
i did lots of shopping too :) spent like 200 =.= getting broke and it's oni the beginning of the month!
:O
owh i actually did waxing for the first time in my life !!!! i know darn lame, pathetic watever u call it haha anyway coz i use to stand for the belief that who cares whether the leg's got hair or not!!! i'm comfortable in my own skin... that's till i went and bought shoes in a store that had small mirrors for the feet only... then i saw a horrifying gruesome sight.. ok mayb i exaggerated a lil but anyway i straight away bought hair removal cream and wala...... the picture shows after and before results.... :) lolll anyway i got lazy and have yet to shave the other leg =.= gross?? haha
anyway during ramadan i bought and tasted the best beriani i've ever eaten in my entire life :O
ramadan stall in ss18 ZOMG it was like melting in my mouth owh the scrumptuous heaven delightful taste is definitely something to try out.... they have a shop around usj near summit area eh lolll yeah i went and asked =.=
owh and this is wat u get when u get addicted to playing the guitar... it hurts u!!! lolzzz
Selamat Hari Raya ;D
yeah raya holidays was indeed a so appreciated and needed break by every one i guess..... a week to recharge and gain back composure and equanimity loll... indeed trials have been like a hysteric week deluged with sorrowful tired and incessant bugging headaches...... overall i think i only slept like 22 hours for 5 days? like wth right haha but yeah last minute ppl like me yeah that's wat u get when ur complacent at the start. anyways lack of sleep has had severe effects.... before physics test i slept like 40 minutes the night b4 and my brain went dead during the paper =.= maths test slept 3 hours i think stupid formula sheet din know it takes so long juz to do it and yes i was a lill distracted by the comp too.... well forgot graphics calculator another WTH yeah i know... =.=
anyway hols been awesome dad came over :)
although i muz post this complaint up!!!! DUmb air asia delayed my dad's plane for more than 2 hours.. so dad arrived here at 2.15 am!!! yESH it's in the morning =.=
Air aSia ~ are incredibly retarded and super idiotic airline...... pardon me for the crudness in words but jeez man delay so looooongg =.=
anyway been goin out :) like almost every day haha cool eh :D haven been doin work =.= but anyways hols are meant to enjoy rights :) anyway went to euphoria on thursday night with joa mark and desmond ( i thought he was my cuzzie :) )
preparation haha....yeah posting this pic took a lot of guts for me...
coz this pic kinda screamssss look at me i'm a dumb bimbo lolzz
watdaya have to say sometimes :) it's cool to be bimboish haha
check out the blue hair ^.^
camwhored in toilet for a while :) this lill missy thinks she can outdo my height haha with heels but all efforts were futile XD anyway mark and desmond ONG yesh he's an ONG!!!! had to wait patiently outside for us muahahah (evil grin*)
with miss joa :)
as so she say: we look wasted but actually we're juz tired haha
wellll it was really cool :) non smoking club weiih..... but seriously that club needs more girls the ratio of guys to girls was like 5 : 1
pathetic? tell me about it...
anyway a weirdo approached me to say hi =.= and later came back to offer to buy me a drink =.=
ewwwww i know!!! totally ewwwww haha
anyway i did not drink at all in the club :) juz went there for M.O.S :) love music dancing so yeah how could i say no :) thanks dad for understanding and allowing me to go
and as a favour in return i promised not to drink :) and yeah i kept my promise :)
and all the dancing =.= cause me body ache for two whole days.... extreme neck pain too....
haha wat to say non stop for like 2 hours plus? i'm bound to be injured stricken.... haha it's more vigorous than badminton wei but it was cool :)
owh sadly din get to have a group pic :( next time fellas after finals of coz :)
manicure :D wohooo pretty??? i thought it was glam :)
outings with daddy
i went to sleep at 3.30 plus after euphoria =.= suffered temporary hearing damage and couldn't really sleep loll... woke up at 8.30 and soon went out with daddy haha to look for philips service center to return a broken hair product ( so lousy =.= paid so much for it some more and broke on 3rd use) wth!!! anyway the area is so complicated we end up consuming half a tank of petrol and still to no avail after 2 whole hours -.= so we went to sunway
cray fish :D
and ate taiwanese chicken and oyster mee sua soup juz for fun :) two hours later was the real deal AJISEN RAmen... 20 bucks per bowl -.- i ate cray fish :) dad had peking duck..... it was hmmmm juz alright i have to say... not extreme to my liking... i'll rate it 5 out of 10! but dad's company juz made it all more tastier :) so i'll rate company 10 out of 10 (:
awwww sporting daddy :)
lovely ain't he :)
i did lots of shopping too :) spent like 200 =.= getting broke and it's oni the beginning of the month!
:O
owh i actually did waxing for the first time in my life !!!! i know darn lame, pathetic watever u call it haha anyway coz i use to stand for the belief that who cares whether the leg's got hair or not!!! i'm comfortable in my own skin... that's till i went and bought shoes in a store that had small mirrors for the feet only... then i saw a horrifying gruesome sight.. ok mayb i exaggerated a lil but anyway i straight away bought hair removal cream and wala...... the picture shows after and before results.... :) lolll anyway i got lazy and have yet to shave the other leg =.= gross?? haha
the next day i drove :D wohoo daddy let me drive :D and i mizz so many turnings =.= after that i juz handed him back the wheel.... anyway we finally found the service center like FINALLY!!!!!! but then they were telling me we will replace a new set for u but u will have to come back in one week 0.o...... stoned!!!! 0.o how on earth can i go back there!!! i was speaking softly though haha anyway the supervisor was so sweett.... :) he was like i'll try and get someone to drop it in ur place :) awwwwww :) he looks a bit like daddy hehe anyway god bless his kind soul :)
anyway during ramadan i bought and tasted the best beriani i've ever eaten in my entire life :O
ramadan stall in ss18 ZOMG it was like melting in my mouth owh the scrumptuous heaven delightful taste is definitely something to try out.... they have a shop around usj near summit area eh lolll yeah i went and asked =.=
owh and this is wat u get when u get addicted to playing the guitar... it hurts u!!! lolzzz
my ear loobs hurt :( coz my hole became too small due to laziness syndrome to consistently wear earrings.... anyway they're really painful now :( ugh hope they'll recover though (:
hols has allowed serene to sleep like a pig again :D waking up at 2 or 3 pm almost everyday :D woohoooo so cool :D and yesh i'm getting fat and lovin it X)
anyway
selamat hari raya again ppl :)
tomorrow is back to college :'(
but who cares coz it's been one hell of a week :)
xoxo <3<3
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
FoUR birthdays on the RoLLLLLL
First up Mei San (30/09)
Happy 18th bday my dear friend hope u liked the song i composed for u haha
though ur in miri glad we're still in touch all the long phone calls loll
my ear was darn red that night i tell u haha mizz tang tian with u loll hope to see u soon :) and take care there in miri eh one day mayb i'll go there for a visit.... i'm born there anyway hahaha
u study hard and take care k... missin u across the south china sea hahah blerk pantat XD
2nd up Min Chun (02/10)
Happy bday my friend haha i've known u since i was like 2 years old?? haha go to ur house and everything some more loll
starbucks as present loll
happy 19th bday loll my kawan for 17 years haha take care and god bless and owh i love ur dog haha
(ps. his bitch is my dog's daughter XD)
3rd up Faith Yeo (28/09)
candid :D:D happy bday loll ur and awesome leader yo!!! keep up the good job
owh did i say the bday place had a free fish spa ????!!!!! say it with me ZOMG!!!! loll
with jasmine the place darn nice la furnishing is awesome
with jessica :)
my feet got enjoyed by the fish too much until a bit of my skin came out -.- my healthy skin mind u not the dead one lol
so pweetty :)
4th up beware this girl is flaming hot :)
chris (23/09)
bubbagump have an awesome cheering bday team wei loll damn cool
random pics :)
groupie pic :D
told ya flaming hot she burns ur eyes :D
shev awesome dancer man.... gotta learn from her
this girl darn sexy loll
fie :) defines pretty
manicure day out with chris
owh so pweetty
loll the lady, owner of the nail shop her name is serene too u noe how cool is that :D
awwww sweet :)
the lady threw in free nail art for both of us coz it was out bday month :D so cool
i noe i look damn jakun haha
i was jakun haha everything was so foreign.... first time doin manicure loll
serene drawing on serene haha
results XD
been awesome knowing u babe :) thankful to know u study hard and we'll see each other in Aus eh :) have a blessed birthday all :)
Happy 18th bday my dear friend hope u liked the song i composed for u haha
though ur in miri glad we're still in touch all the long phone calls loll
my ear was darn red that night i tell u haha mizz tang tian with u loll hope to see u soon :) and take care there in miri eh one day mayb i'll go there for a visit.... i'm born there anyway hahaha
u study hard and take care k... missin u across the south china sea hahah blerk pantat XD
2nd up Min Chun (02/10)
Happy bday my friend haha i've known u since i was like 2 years old?? haha go to ur house and everything some more loll
starbucks as present loll
happy 19th bday loll my kawan for 17 years haha take care and god bless and owh i love ur dog haha
(ps. his bitch is my dog's daughter XD)
3rd up Faith Yeo (28/09)
candid :D:D happy bday loll ur and awesome leader yo!!! keep up the good job
owh did i say the bday place had a free fish spa ????!!!!! say it with me ZOMG!!!! loll
with jasmine the place darn nice la furnishing is awesome
with jessica :)
my feet got enjoyed by the fish too much until a bit of my skin came out -.- my healthy skin mind u not the dead one lol
so pweetty :)
4th up beware this girl is flaming hot :)
chris (23/09)
bubbagump have an awesome cheering bday team wei loll damn cool
random pics :)
groupie pic :D
told ya flaming hot she burns ur eyes :D
shev awesome dancer man.... gotta learn from her
this girl darn sexy loll
fie :) defines pretty
manicure day out with chris
owh so pweetty
loll the lady, owner of the nail shop her name is serene too u noe how cool is that :D
awwww sweet :)
the lady threw in free nail art for both of us coz it was out bday month :D so cool
i noe i look damn jakun haha
i was jakun haha everything was so foreign.... first time doin manicure loll
serene drawing on serene haha
results XD
been awesome knowing u babe :) thankful to know u study hard and we'll see each other in Aus eh :) have a blessed birthday all :)
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