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You Are Just Friends

The chemistry between you and your guy friend is stuck on "just friends" It could be a lot of reasons. He could be attached - or maybe you are. You've got two choices. Turn up the heat, or forget about a romance with him. And if he does reject your advances, remember that there are plenty of guys who will want you!

Is He More Than a Friend?

trials is over wooohoooo time for an update (winks*)

BIRTHDAY WELL SPENT :)


hehe cool tuner XD



AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAMS :D :D :D FUH FUH FUH FUYOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thks ppl so so so so so much loves hugs kisses everything :)

mummy's cake :) she walked all the way to cake sense juz to buy me this moose chocolate cake awwww mummy thanks :) and thanks kakak for making sui mai ahha and sab for coming all the way back for me :)

loll jo squinting eyes XD

this ahem define hawtness XD

owh car picture :D

mattie and tay :) thanks guys too loll

k k k as promised an update on my bday :)

k k on thursday 11 Sept every one was pretty their usual self wishin happy bday and so on ....

then ms.tiew came in ... all was normal .....
then ms.tiew told me
ms tiew : Serene i lost ur DI second day one individual one
me : HARH!!!!!!!!! (caps to display loud upset voice) SERIOUS ARRRR U CAN"T FIND IT?????
ms.tiew : i look everywhere ady i'm so so sorry
me : HARH THEN HOW I"M NOT REDOING WEI!!!!!
ms.tiew : i search all around my desk still cannot find so how???
me : wat so how cannot muz find wei that DI was super easy cannot muz find!!!
ms.tiew : or u can redo another one which is about the same..... in 30 minutes..
me : harh i duwan to redo!!!!!
ms.tiew : u choose u either redo or get zero
me : =.=fine i'll redo argh!!!! THe DAY JUZ GETS BETTER HUH ( was havin eye irritation on that mornin some more )

she passes me a paper plastic and when i took out the paper =.=! damn malu seriously ntg can explain how embarrassed i felt loll... and joa was taking video and i din even realise =.=! wth right hahaha

anyway thks leow for the brilliant idea and all :) even though bout the whole staff room knew bout it =.= it was still really cool :) ;) thanks babe lotsa kisses for u joa and mark XD

yellow packet containing the supposedly repeat of individual DI

=.=! haha ( screams in embarrassment)

lolll wat can i say

unscrambled!!! ??? 0.o haha

loll check out sabssa some more XD

there was a formula sheet too wth XD

special thanks to :

Calvin, Jian Meng, Kelvin, Norris, Trisha, Joa, Jon Lo, Jon Lui, Kim, KP, Jeff, Leow, Kin Fai, Hengli, Posearn, Sandra, Tneh, Will, Xavier, Chui Nee, Yukie, Jia Yin, Arvend, Valerie, Faisal, Janice, Dustin, Katrina, Ben, Tay, Mattie, Hong, Yi Ern, Yi Huan, Jin Hong, Saravanan, Ridzuan, Kwong Min, Ming Yew, Boon Mean, Nicole, Hasif and Jason :) thks thks guys lots of kisses muah muah muah for making this 18 th bday of mine so memorable god bless all of ya yo !!! :) thks again

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awesome song that touched me...

recently i've been dreading life questioning God a to why is he so mean to me.!!! come on God give me a break.... why muz u always inflict all pain and let me live an arduous life that is so laborious... WHY? WHY? WHY? :"( I admit i've been swearing a lot this past few days as a way of comforting my own supposedly sad life... i keep claiming my life sux!!! yeah it sux....

but then Sabrina (second sis) told me :

sometimes i feel life indeed is sucky but yet i've also come to realise that many others experience greater ordeals. Some have their parents divorced or died or yeah perhaps even worse massacres. And I thank God for my family, being alive and possessing the opportunity to study. In face i'm ashmaed that although i'm so sucky yet God loves me since i was a sinner. I'm the one who has so much attitude problem but yeah God loves me.. Thank u lord... Life is hard, no doubt, BuT GOD IS STILL REAL!!! <3>thanks sab i guess yeah i need to learn to surrender my whole life to him and let him be the driver instead of me..........

thks Sab for making me realise.... all the best for ur exam and mine and every one else too. we shall surrender and wait upon the LOrd......

where have thou art went

i don't know ur name
but i wanna know ur name
i don't know what u do
but i wanna know wat u do
i know wat ur studying
but tat ain't helping at all
i wanna see u
i wanna see u again
u genius
can i see u again?

tagged by matt

1. The last person to tag you is? Matt lu

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
Friends

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her ?
Tall, hardworking, love kids, good christian :) and doesn't smile much in pictures X)

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
Hrmmmmmm cs :D loll

5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you ?
Study hard?? XD

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Teach him how to love animals :)

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
Haha I don make enemies i think 0.o8.

If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
Becomin less heartless >.<

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
0.o i wouldn't wanna make enemies with ppl

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
Eh?

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
He's nice deep down inside

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
Talkative

13. The character for yourself is ?
A pig :D

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
erks -----

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
God made me in the image of his eyes :) how can i wanna be someone else

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her.
Errrr will leave this one out

17. Ten people to tag.
1.Joa
2.Daryl
3.Darryl
4.Sab
5.Leow
6.Sam Woon
7.Marieanne
8.Yee Jie
9.Mark
10.Sir Will

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ? Daryl
No one eh??

19. Is 3 a male or a female ? Darryl
male la loll

20.If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good marieanne and will
ngehehe ulala XD that would be cute

21.How about 5 and 8 ? yee jie and leow
hehe ngam :) but yee jie a bit tiny for leow hehe

22. What is number 1 studying about ? Joa
SAM!!!! STUCK IN THE SAME STUPID PROGRAMME!!!!

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
yg mana??

24.Is number 4 single
Yeah :)

25. Say something about number 2
Understanding n supportive :)

:) :) :) :) :) :) SpEeeeecHleSssssssss!!!!!

:) awwwwww juz when u think growing older is the worst thing that can ever happen to u...... something beautiful happens :D awwwwww today yeah i turn legal age 18 :) acc to jo i'm old fart now hahaa had exams today =.= tonnes of them and yet leow, jo, mark and all celebrated me bday for me :) a collaboration with G2 some more :D waiseh it can't get better than that..... apparently jo leow and mark planned it since one month ago awwwww.... hugs^16 awwww and kisses^20 too :D awwwww yellow house indeed =.= hahahaha naive girl was wondering but believe u all coz some more calvin forgot (real or accident?) my bday date haha so i was like ahhhh loll ntg special comin up loll....

and half of G2 plus all of my classmates all shared and bought me a GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
thks guys :) it can't get any better than wat u all did haha hmmmmm hmmmmm well bout everything else will post it on another day haha drained out from arguing with ms.tiew in the morning XD will talk bout that later too XD lots to be talked so stay tuned :)

and owh thanks ppl :) this is one of my best birthdays ever :D and definitely the most surprising and shocking and shocked the hell out of me wei!!!!! one :)

thanks ^ one million :)

tagged by matt

Name 15 things you have/want

have:
a wonderful family :)
adorable dogs :)
wonderful friends :)
phone
laptop
tonnes of clothes =.=
hair
eyes
nose XD (sowee ran out of ideas >.<)

want:
a chance to get away from the world for a moment
my grandma and relatives to come to know jesus
save animals
all A's for exams
a new bag!!!!
hugs and kisses ;) (winks)

Name 10 people: (doesn't have to be important )
Dad
Mum
BiggEst sis
Smaller big sis
Leow
Joa
Jon
Matt
Daryl
Panadol ( oops did i put him in the wrong category?? 0.o he juz seem so humanish XD)

Name 5 things you want to do run away >.<
be stress free
go back to labuan to see panadol :(
go to emirates stadium :D :D :D
tour the world

Name 15 things you would do to your room
throw my clothes everywhere
try and tidy
and mess it up again
and again
and again
and again
and again :)
i dunno la the room i'm sleeping in here doesn't feel mine.... i mizz my own room back home :'(

Name 10 people that made a diff in your life
sarah
sab
mum
dad
daryl 0.O
friends
Jesus :)
a lot la wei
life is never mundane eh?? changes occur every day... such that differences are the ones that become a routine.

Name 5 places you want to go
Labuan :'( homesick
Australia
Heaven
A secret place where i can hide
A perfect world ( if one does exist count me in!!!)

Name 15 names you would call your room
kl room - a place to sleep in
labuan room - my place of comfort.. memory folder.... a place that saw me grow.... somewhere that saw me shed tears and carve smiles

Name 10 ppl you would die/sacrifice yourself for ( besides family )
i would for my family other than that ?? i dunno i may but then again i dunno

Name 5 places/things you go/do when u are emotional
curl up in my bed and stone and sometimes get all teary eye
talk to people close to me
seek God
Hug me doggy (which i can't do here :'( )
Breathe heavily and either resort to comfort eating or suffer a loss of appetite

now... to total it up to 100...write 10 things you have learnt/realized tht are related to the questions above
i realize i really mizz home :'(
and that I am an imperfect person....

Tag 5 people
I tag U :)

I dread being 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*&^% old age =.= no fun!!! definitely no fun.... and i dunno why it's always this time around that bad things happen.....
yeah the so infamous 11 September 2001 >.< yeah when it comes to this day for every comin years it will always be mourning anniversary bla blah blah
and it was two days after i turned 16 that my mum was diagnosed with cancer :( now she's better though :)
and it is near during this year tat my aunt went into a critical condition :(
is it meant to be that i am meant to suffer every year as i age??
i am afraid to grow older as i fear that more catastrophe/mishap/fiasco will take place and it will further stretch and tear my fragile heart??
I don mind bad things happening, one, because i believe that yes god is always in control and that he carries us on eagles wings... i trust him.. honestly i do
but it just hurts so very very much to watch those around u suffer :'(
i dunno father, as i turn 18 a legal age...so call the prerequisite to adulthood, will u inflict more pain to my familY???....
my household ur household father....
i trust that u will do wats best for us.....

*for everything that happens there is a hidden blessing behind it
faith... trust....

Why can't it be me instead

I see family members around me struck by debilitating illness
Father why can't u spare them and take me instead?
Trouble sleeping, trouble eating......
Pray, pray, pray father ur the only source of hope we can look to
I shall stay strong father coz Jesus suffered so much more for us..
Father ur our superman, tower of refuge and strength
when the going gets tough it's ok to cry :'(
Gathering every grain of strength in me
i have faith in Jesus
plz pray for my aunt and her family people, much appreciation
god bless....

A discovery i never knew

A day i guess i rediscover my true self

Ahem ahem let the story unravel itself
yeah to all my classmates in class i may seem a little childish loll but juz wanna let u guys noe.... that isn't who i truly am i guess....
If you've asked my old ( by old i mean not those i met this year) close friends they'll perhaps have a shocked dead pale colour on their face knowing that perhaps the person u described to them is well not me..
and yeah though u may noe me as the childish me but let not (the i guess not true) personality burn in ur mind..
I've perhaps been welll how to put it in words 'unusual' in class but today even as i go figure in my head... i realise that na aaa!! who is that person actually?? 0.o
well perhaps to the point of not even knowing who i am..... perhaps i was lost in translation >.<
and yeah i'm soweee....
thks jo, leow and jon 4 ur support seriously thks :)
and perhaps that's what life is truly all about
true friends :)

so FUNNY XD XD XD a muz watch

all smiles :)

I'm so diggin this song currently... it's constantly playin in my head and i don't know why....... the song gives me that ting-a-ling feeling :D weeeeeee zomg i love it so much

i went to track of talent by eagles point that day.... :) it's actually conducted by 1 a.m.... any one heard of it?? loll it was AWESOME!!!! I definitely don't regret goin :D!!!! gosh that pic is of a peruvian guy playin some sorta bamboo instrument!! 0.o waiseh XD

the guy with the guitar was amazing..... made me fall in love with the song shy that way and 0% interest by jason mraz.... his sis voice is fabulous wei :)



t4c (the name of the band) :D so darn cute.... they were the stars of the night :D owh i love uncle tom..the middle one :) he's so so so so cute :D hehe



sabrina soong and i :) chee hong's cousin loll... she came back from uk for two weeks but went back to kuching too lol and she's a nice gal really....



her complexion puts many girls to shame..... i'm one of them -.-

Daddy came over on friday :D been buzy buzy buzy loll


owh i went shoppin with sabby ong :D on sunday and boy can we shop.... -.- i've toned down though :D i oni bought a heel to replace my broken one ( fyi the broken strap heel was mentioned in the previous post) a new wedge :D so loving it... and owh i bought a seed polo T too :D

300 bucks gone =.= not my fault kay......

anyway happy merdeka malaysia :) happi 51st independence day :D loll

(sings the negaraku song) owh wow so impressive -.-