Saturday, February 23, 2008
One of my two best sisters in the world is celebrating her bday today;]
shopping spree
my bday present to sab haha....
Friday, February 22, 2008
the rare fun times b4 common test
Happy Bday to my dear friend
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Apa? I jadi orang Philipine??
Suddenly she looked at me and asked me " are u all Filipinos?" I stared at her shocked with disbelief... okay i get the "are u mix with some sort of native race or are u pure native" question a lot in college... but Filipino? Yikes...... haha thinking i muz be deaf or some sort, she repeated her question and by the intonation of her voice i can see tat she was emphasizing the word Filipino this time around... since she emphasized her question, i gave her another of my shock stare (the one where my eyes go really really big)....Thinking i must be an uneducated Filipino gal, she ask me again this time very slowly.....are u a Filipino? i went beserk haha and gave her a looooooooooong nnoooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!! She was like owh then u r a??? I replied pure chinese and a Malaysian....I never ever thought for once i would be so proud to call myself a Malaysian haha ;]...
Lady: are u here for church?
Me : yea..
Lady: isn't it so wonderful tat our God is such a great God who loves us so much tat he would send his only son to die on the cross for us?
Me : (murmuring) yeah...........
Lady: One day he will return to earth and tat will be the day where believers of christ will go to heaven to be with our King forever..( started quoting some verses from Hebrews and Relevation)....... When tat day come there will be eternal joy and happiness.... no more sufferings....
Me : yeah ( i was starting to get a little irked by then)
Soon a taxi came by and I breathed a sigh of relief....Said bye to the lady and left for home....
But somehow her words were ingrained in my mind....
After this week of torment I was feeling so low and depressed... Common test din work out so welll...Spec maths especially... i'm expecting a fail from this... I reli reli juz couldn't do it.....Physics and Chem couple of mistakes due to my irresolute attitude which resulted me in changing my initially correct answers.....anyway i was really really so stresssed out!!!!! obviously Stress is emblematic of wat S.A.M is all about.... I felt a total burn out and wanted to give up on S.A.M la.......... but i remembered wat the lady said.. God send his only son to die for me.. Jesus suffered and died on the cross for me. He endured sufferings and hardship all in the name of love to give us eternal life...and here i was complaining, yakking incessantly over small matters....man i have to do serious repentance over my hostile attitude to the kind lady who juz wanted to share god's love for me.....
i told my dad bout me failing spec maths........my dad was incredible...instead of giving me lectures he encouraged me. He told me it was okay and tat i should juz do my best.... he also told me not to depend on my own strength but to pray for god's help......He told me to rely and trust the lord..
So all in all,,,,
gonna have like three more test next week plus having to pass up my fifth proposal for esl (hope this one will finally passssss) annotated bibliography thingys on monday...... so much to do and yet so little time... i'm worn out after so much test and assignments this week but i shall turn to god and look for his providance and strength from above..........
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Abba Father to u i entrust myself
the message really caught my attention...
It was talking about peacemaking (shalom) a greek word tat means wholeness or well-being all around. peace in relationships.....i realise i don reli have tat... my ill temper and quick to spite out hurtful words attitude was making things difficult for the ppl around me. i have to apologise for my bad behaviour...Sarah if u do ever read my blog and happen to read this message i juz wanna say i'm sorrry and can we build a better relationshiP together?
Pastor also talked about humility...Say sorry to those who wrong u coz tat was wat Jesus did... it takes courage to do so...So i am gonna try really hard to not complain and get angry during esl class but instead apologise for making ...... angry for watever reason.
The word also says tat christians will be persecuted by the world.. if the world persecutes Jesus, they will also persecutes christians. If u follow the world the world will love u but if u follow Jesus the kingdom of heaven will love u.... Teach me o Lord not to follow the ways of the world. Help me to be bold to stand on my feet and follow ur ways..I want to be a saltshaker for u o God. Help me to rejoice in my sufferings and dwell in ur presence...Lord there are 2.7 billion ppl in Asia who has not known u yet. Use me to reach out to them to show tat wat an awesome God u r...........Use me Lord.... In my sufferings i shall shout praise the Lord for he is good now and forever.............
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
So here's me and joanna pretending to be bouncers blocking leow from getting out..(middle) haha lame right;] anyway it fulfilled it's job of self pleasing ..........(ohhh my skin has a nice tone colour here :D)
Thursday, February 14, 2008
V day
Oh Sunway class outing
Sorry ppl for the late posting although the outing was like two weeks ago coz i had to wait for the ice skating pics from stanley ;] joa,mark and will knows who is stanley haha...... anyway me, joa, mark, calvin, norris and heng li went for an outing and here is a summary of wat i did:
1. bowling...carried a no.12 bowling ball....my arm hurt for two days after tat. well score some nines but pratically all the balls were rolling into the longkang nia.
2.went to see movie...meet the spartans..hmmm the movie arr i wouldn't say it's tat awesome lo. well ya it is basically jokes all the way with no story line so yeah i wouldn't give it a good rating..
3.go lunch...... makan di sakae sushi. ate so much popcorn durin movie so din had much appetite for much..anyway tried a couple of yummy stuff;] thks heng for knowing how to order the right stuff haha
4.pergi skating......well it was my second time in my life and even the last time i skated was like 9 years ago so if u saw a gal in pink moving like a penguin on ice in sunway pyramid it was me no doubt on tat but i din fall which was the greatest part of it. o ya and i din even noe how to tie the skates so mark had to help me haha thks mark ur sweet;]
5.did some grocery shopping for my mum and then balik haha nice day eh!!!:)
Three ppl staring at a mirror. There were many ppl there who would think wat sots ppl are these haha but anyway we three ppl very thick skin punya;] (mark, joa and me)
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
mad about dogs;]
Number 1
number 2
number 3
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
and just for the tip, secret recipe white chocolate macadamia cake ain't anything great about